Creative Writer Meets The World

I’m addicted to you just like a drug, I’m addicted to you cannot get enough, I’m addicted to you and the way you say my name, I’m addicted to you and the way you hold me in your arms, I’m addicted to you and the way you kiss me, I’m addicted to you and the way you hold my hand, I’m addicted to you I cannot breathe quite the same, Every single breathe has your name, Every single passing moment my heart beats, Every single moment I keep thinking, Every single moment I am dreaming, I am wanting back with you, One moment is never enough, I need so much more, I’m addicted to you, I can feel what you feel of me Just like the rain, It cascades down filling my whole being, It cascades down making me breathless, Leaving no choice but to only feel you, Do you know what you do to me by just saying my name? Do you know what you do to me by just kissing me like you have? Do you know what you do to me by just touching me? Do you know what you do to me just saying how much I make you smile? Just by a

This is one of the hardest poems for me to post this is dedicated to my ex husband. I can't admit that I still love you, I can't admit that I still miss you, I can't admit these things out loud, I keep them to myself, I keep them hidden deep in my mind, I keep them hidden deep in my soul, I keep the pain hidden where you cannot see, I put on a mask so no one notices, I can't admit these things it would show me weak, Instead of the pretend strength I put up everyday, I can't admit these things not even to myself, Because than I will remember those good times Instead of the bad ones, Than I will remember the love instead of the pain, Than I will forget why I need to be away from you, To forget the things I need to remember, I can't admit that it hurts that you are not here, That you were not here when my grandma passed, That you were not here to hold me in your arms, That you were not here to kiss me, That you were not here, I can't admit these things to anyon