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You Told Me Lies

You told me lies,
You told me things that weren’t true,
You told me that you loved me,
You told me that you thought I was beautiful,
You told me that you would never want to leave me,
You told me that nothing was wrong,
You told me that my things were ruined,
You told me these things,
And now I don’t believe any where true,
I believe all you wanted to do was use me,
Abuse me,
And make me feel like I wasn’t good enough,
Make me feel that I wasn’t enough for things,
That I could not be loved by someone,
And that you were throwing pity at me,
I believe you just wanted something for free,
You never really wanted to be with me,
You never wanted to try,
You wanted to take away things from my life,
You wanted me to never open up to anyone else again,
You wanted me to feel pain of a thousand tears,
You wanted me to cry the rest of my life away,
But I will not just stand here,
I will not just let you take away my happiness,
I will not just let you think that I cannot be,
Without you in it,
I will not just let you make …

So I Hear You Are Going

So I hear you are going,
You are going to be moving far away,
I am so happy and excited for you,
But I am also so sad,
I don’t want to lose you to another part of the world,
I don’t want to not be able to see you almost anytime I want,
I don’t want to wait for ages until you get to visit again,
I don’t want to miss on things that I might with you being
So many miles away,
You have been there for so many things,
I experienced so many new things with you,
You are one of my best friends,
I care for you with all my heart and soul,
You mean the world to me,
But I hear you are going,
You are going far away,
I am sure we will still talk,
But it won’t be the same,
You have been there for so many things,
Brought me up when I was down,
Was my voice of reason at times,
Gave me something to keep hoping for,
Gave me something to keep believing in,
Gave me something to keep me going
When all else seemed so lost,
You have done and given me so many things,
That I cannot truly express into words,
All the emotions in this heart,