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I Would

I would give you all the love in the world,
Show you the true meaning of the stars,
Show you true hope,
True love beyond your imagination,
I would go through the computer screen
To give you real hugs,
Real kisses,
Real love,
I would give you a shoulder
To cry on,
To laugh on,
To never let go,
I would give you everything and more
Just to see a smile,
Just to see the light return
To your eyes,
To your face,
To your smile,
I would give you a reason to believe
In hope,
In love,
In everything again,
I would give you a way to see
What I see in your heart,
In your mind,
In your soul,
I would travel thousands o miles,
Cross any sea,
Cross any terrain,
To show you everything
In the deepest parts of my heart,
I would give anything to see
You truly smile,
Be truly happy,
Be truly loved,
For you are loved,
You are cared for,
And you have me,
But I know I am not
What you are looking for in love,
But also know this,
You carry a special piece of me in your heart,
That you have a special place in my heart,
And in my soul,
And that I love you,
A…

Circumstances

This is the story I am working on. This is by no means finished as it is a rough drift. I am currently stuck. For those that have read some of it you will find some new stuff near the middle of this and for those newer to my list you can read everything that I have so far. Enjoy :)

"So tell me again why are we here?"
"Given the circumstances I guess I can explain it again but this is the last time."
"Okay, I get the hint just tell me please."
I hated to beg but I had no choice in the manner I was the one having to deal with this not him. The fact of the matter was it wasn't supposed to be like this. Things weren't suppose to be like this, but what is and was, are two different things and I was having to deal with the is, the was would have to wait at least for now.

"So, now we understand what is at stake correct?"

"Yes, I understand."

"Good you will have just a short period of time in each jump you do. You can see things, you…

Trying to Find the Words

I am trying to find the words needed,
The ones that will set me free,
The ones that you need to hear,
The ones that I want you to hear,
I want to scream out,
I want to shout out until you feel it,
I want you to carry it in your heart,
I want you to carry it in every smile,
I want you to carry it inside your soul,
I am trying to find the words,
The ones to fully express everything I feel for you,
The ones that would tell you everything,
The ones that seem to be pent inside my mind,
The ones that scream at me whenever I think of you,
The ones that lies deep inside my heart,
The ones that seem in reach,
Yet still so far away,
I am trying to find the words,
I would do anything to find the words,
The ones that could show you what you mean to me,
The ones that could tell you how much I love you,
The ones that I dream of whenever I am asleep,
The ones I want to whisper to your heart,
I want to tell you everything in my heart,
I want to tell you everything in my soul,
I want to tell you everything,
But I am afraid,
Afr…

Memories of You

She felt the tears fall
Anew down her face,
As thoughts of him
Returned to her mind again,
It felt like it was yesterday
And not so many years ago
Since she last heard from him,
The pain felt as great
As it did back than,
Memories of his face,
His eyes,
His smile,
His voice,
Filled the deepest corners of her mind,
She didn't want to admit that there was days
She still missed him,
Wished for him,
Needed him,
Wanted him,
Wanted to feel whole by just one touch,
By just one glance,
By just one I love you,
She craved for it,
Needed it,
Wanted it,
Wished for it,
She still remembered,
Remembered his face,
Remembered his smile,
Remembered his eyes when he first saw her,
Remember her heart beating so loud
That anyone could hear,
Hear the deepest thoughts,
The deepest wish,
The deepest moments so clear
She fought back the tears so many times afraid,
Afraid of drowning in them,
Afraid of the knowing that a part of her was missing,
A part of her was gone,
That she was not whole,
She loved him deeply,
More than she truly admitted to …