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How Do I?

How do I really tell you these emotions in my heart?

How do I let the walls fully down?

How do I let the breathing slow down?

How do I let someone else have the key to my heart?

How do I find a way to let go without regretting?

How do I show you all the thoughts in my mind?

How do I give you all I can?

How do I let way to this?

Show me the way to your arms,

Show me the way to your heart,

Show me the way to your soul,

Show me the way to your dreams,

Show me the way to your everything.

How do I show you all the dreams,

The deepest ones that no one else knows?

How do I give you the pieces of me,

That no one else has ever been given?

How do I tell you my fears?

How do I remember to not be afraid?

How do I give just a little more of me,

More than I have ever given,

More than I have ever thought of,

More than I have ever known,

How do I tell you how much you mean to me?

How do I tell you how you are everything in my life?

How do I tell you how you are more than anything I ever needed?

How do I tell you all the words…

The Meeting

She stood in front of the mirror one more time,
Double checked everything she wanted everything perfect,
She wore the black dress she saw in her mind when they finally met
That had been playing in her dreams,
She was nervous yet excited,
Finally she would see him,
Finally she would be able to hold him,
Finally forever could begin,
Finally she could just be with him
And not just online but in person,
Her heart started to race,
The seconds and minutes seemed to go so slow,
She wanted to see him,
She wanted to kiss him,
She wanted to tell him everything she has felt,
She wanted to give him all she ever told him,
She wanted the day so perfect,
She wanted everything to just be right,
Her heart seemed so loud that she wondered why no one else could hear,
Could anyone hear how much she was thinking about him?
How much she was just eagerly waiting for him to arrive,
She checked the time again it felt like hours not minutes passed,
She wanted to start pacing but knew that wouldn’t solve the time,
She checked the boa…

Listen To My Heart

Listen closely to my heart,
Listen closely to this soul,
Listen closely my love,
Listen closely to this moment,
Close your eyes and think of this,
Close your eyes and dream,
Close your eyes and remember everything,
Close your eyes and think of this smile,
Close your eyes and think of the love,
Close your eyes and remember these words,
Listen closely to my heart,
Listen closely to this soul,
Listen to these words,
Listen to this my love,
You will always be loved,
You will always be needed,
You will always be wanted,
You will always be cared for,
Do you hear my heart?
Do you hear this soul?
Do you hear these dreams?
Do you know what lies here for you?
Do you know how much you are loved?
Do you know how much I need you?
Do you know how much I would just change
Just anything I could to be with you?
Do you know how much I need you like air to breathe?
Do you know how much I want you?
Listen to this heart of my darling,
Listen closely and hear the stories it says,
Listen closely and see what it feels for you,
Listen clos…

How Can I

How can I keep going on with out?
How can I not want you in my life?
How can I not want this that is you and me?
How can I not want happiness instead of sadness?
How can I not want to have you in every way possible?
How can I not wish to be in your arms?
How can I truly express what you mean to me?
How can I show you what my heart feels?
How can I show you what my soul feels?
How can I show you this yearning in my soul?
How can I show you this yearning in my heart?
How can I show you this yearning in my dreams?
How can I show you this yearning that speaks to me
In every moment I think,
In every moment I dream,
In every moment that I just am,
How can I keep doing this being apart from you?
How can I keep going without you in my life?
How can I just not think and have you in my mind,
How can I just keep going without you?
How can I just keep trying to dream without you here?
How can I keep smiling without you around?
How can I just keep going I wonder,
But than in my heart I know the answer,
The answer is the …

Needing You

I cannot get you out of my mind,
I cannot get you out of my soul,
I cannot get you out of my dreams,
I cannot get you out of this moment,
I cannot stop thinking,
I cannot stop wanting,
I cannot stop needing,
I cannot just breathe without you,
I need to have you,
I need you in my life,
I need to have you with me,
I cannot stand this distance anymore,
I cannot stand this not being with you,
I cannot stand being away from you,
I cannot stand not being touched by you,
I cannot stand not being kissed by you,
I cannot stand not being held by you,
I cannot stand this being apart,
I need to be with you,
I need to be in your arms,
I need to be your breathe as you are mine,
I need to be able to kiss you,
I need to be able to touch you,
I need to be held by you,
I need this, my baby,
I feel like I am not fully complete,
Because you are not with me here,
I know you are with me in spirit,
I know you are with me in my heart,
But I want more than that,
I cannot stand being apart anymore,
I want to close the distance,
I want to be …

If Only

If only I could turn back time,
If only I could have met you sooner,
If only if I had known,
If only I could travel to your arms,
If only I could just get away,
If only I would just have to think of you,
If only I could just have this,
If only life put you in my life sooner,
If only this light could have been shown,
If only this spell was casted before,
If only I could give you everything,
If only I could tell you this,
If only I could show you everything,
If only I could give you me now,
If only this,
If only this could be reality,
If only this could be more than just these words,
If only I could just go through the computer screen,
If only I could just be with you now.

Always There

I know there has been many times my friend,
That you have felt lost,
That you have felt scared,
That you have felt that nothing will go right anymore,
That you may have lost hope,
That you may have lost the road,
That you may have lost your path,
That you may have forgotten what love is about,
That you may have forgotten what it feels to have someone love you,
I know there has been many times my friend,
That you may think that no one is watching,
That you may think that no one might care,
That you may think that no one understands,
That you may think that there is no one there,
But look deep into your heart,
But look deep into your soul,
But look deep into your memories,
Because I am still here,
I am still here for you my dear,
My past love,
My best friend,
My past,
My present,
I am still here although things are different,
Although things are not what they might seem,
Although things have changed in your life,
You still have someone who cares,
Someone who still holds a very big piece of her heart,
Someone who s…

The Muse

Whisper again my love,
The muse of my life,
The muse of this soul,
The muse of this heart,
The muse of this being,
The muse of the pain,
The muse of the tears,
The muse of the memories,
The muse of yesterday,
The muse of tomorrow,
Whisper again my love,
Turn the sad muses away,
And bring forth your muse,
The muse of the dreams of long forgotten,
The muse of the hopes that long to be sung,
The muse of the fantasies of long past wanting to be made real,
The muse of the flesh when you are with me,
The muse of my dreams in my mind when you are not,
The muse of my voice that sings praises of you,
The muse of the thoughts deep in my mind
That just screams to be heard,
Whisper again my love,
Please do not ever leave my side,
Please do not cease your inspiration,
Please do not hide from me ever,
Please stay here by my side,
Please stay here and be my guide,
Please light up the true path of dreams,
Please light up the true path of love,
Please light up the true path of destiny,
I have been searching so long for this answer…

Touch Me There

Touch me there my love,
You know the way to my heart,
You know the way to my desires,
You know the way to here,
Touch me there my love,
Use your tongue ever so carefully,
Use your tongue there on my breast,
Use your tongue there on my clit,
Use your tongue right there on the deepest part of my heart,
Use your tongue just like that,
Please again,
Again,
And again,
Touch me there my love,
Use your mouth ever so hungrily,
Use your mouth on my breast,
Use your mouth on my lips,
Use your mouth to bring me to pleasure,
Use your mouth to make me cum for you,
Please again,
Again,
And again,
Touch me there my love,
Use your cock every so hard,
Use it on my mouth for me to suck,
Use it on the very tip of my body to tease me,
Use it on the inside and please me
Like I have never been pleased before,
Please baby again,
Again,
And again,
Touch me there my love,
Use every part of you to your will,
Use every moment of time,
Use every part of your soul,
Use every part of your love,
Please baby again,
Again,
And again,
Touch me there my lov…