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Joy Is What I Wish For

Joy is what I wish for,
Always dreaming of the future,
Always wanting something beautiful,
Watching the sun rise,
Admiring the lovely roses,
Wishing you would come to me,
Wanting your vast arms cover me,
Wanting you as mine and mine alone,
Trying to hold on,
Trying to hold on strong,
This is what I wish for,
This dream,
This beautiful love,
I watch the sun rise,
I admire every thing around me,
But how I wish,
Wish for you to be here,
Be here with me,
Be here with me always,
Be here with me forever,
Joy is what I wish for,
Always dreaming of the future,
Always wanting something wonderful,
Always needing something beautiful,
I watch the sun rise,
I watch the sun set,
I watch everything slow down,
Joy is what I wish for,
Joy is what I want,
As I send this wish out,
I send this wish out,
I send it out to the skies,
To the world,
And than stand,
With my arms open wide,
Waiting for you,
Waiting for you to come home.

My Fantasy Lover

In the night when I am asleep I dream,
I dream of you,
My lover with the deep eyes that shine,
My soft silky hair falls around you,
As I smile piercing you with my sexy smile,
Tenderly lightly kissing you,
You start caressing me,
You than take my hand,
You lead me to our bedroom,
We take off all our clothes,
You put in your member inside me,
You start out gentle,
Than each thrust,
Your rhythm builds,
And builds again,
And than we cum,
We cum as everything else explodes,
Explodes until everything is covered,
Covered with the juices of our love making,
In the night hen I am asleep I dream,
I dream of you,
My lover with the deep eyes that shine,
I dream of my soft silky hair that falls around you,
I dream of your smile,
You are sadly thought just a dream,
A hopeful but not real reality,
I know you by your touch,
I know you by your smile,
I know you by everything about you,
I can hear my heart sing for miles,
I can hear you my darling,
Even though you are only just a fantasy,
A fantasy that perhaps one day,
One day will …

My Forever Knight

Rain would beat against the window pain,
Than you could wrap against my body,
Ever so tightly,
Ever so smooth,
You are everything I have wanted,
You are everything I have needed,
You are everything I have waited for,
When I am with you I feel more than just okay,
I feel on top of the world,
I feel like everything fits so right,
IF only you could see,
Everything that you do to me,
You make me warm from my head to my toes,
You make me smile like no one knows,
You keep me going,
You bring everything to me,
I am so blessed to know you,
I am so blessed to have you,
I am so blessed to love you,
Rain can beat against the window pain,
As long as you wrap yourself against my body,
Ever so tightly,
Ever so smooth,
As long as you are with me,
As long as you are here,
As long as you are mine,
This dream will keep going,
This dream will keep living,
As long as you are here,
My forever knight.

Tide Of Love

Baby let me hold onto you,
Let my feelings fall,
Let these emotions just build,
Let everything just keep on going stronger,
I can feel my breathing quicken,
I can feel myself smiling again,
Look into my eyes,
Tell me you can see,
Tell me you can see what you have done to me,
I have felt every fiber of my being change,
Every moment I look into your eyes,
I feel the emotions fall,
I feel everything break away,
I feel myself landing into your soul,
I feel myself falling,
Falling deep,
Falling hard,
Falling into you,
Falling,
Never stopping,
Never wanting it to end,
Baby let me hold onto you,
Let everything just come,
Let this be,
Let us come together again,
Let everything just sweep away,
Sweep away in this tide,
This tide of love,
Love so true.

Come Home To Me

Come on baby and let it flow,
Let our beings become one,
Let everything else just fade away,
Give into the truth,
Do not listen to any buts,
Bring yourself to me,
I need to feel you,
I need to feel you tonight,
I need to feel your breathe against me,
I need you to choose me fully,
I need your big hardness inside,
Let the black darkness surround us,
Let everything just fade away,
Come on baby,
Come close to me,
Let everything flow,
Let our beings become one,
Let everything else just fade away,
Give into us,
The truth of our love,
Do not listen to the what ifs,
The could have been,
That we have tried this before,
I know us,
I know us more than anyone,
We can make this work,
We can keep it strong,
Just give into everything,
I need to feel you,
I need to feel you tonight,
I need to feel you breathe against me,
I need you,
I need you inside,
I need you with me,
I need you my darling,
Please,
Please just come home.

Forever As One

She stares into his eyes and sees the passion,
She looks hopelessly into the promise,
She searches for that moment,
She looks into the sun rise,
She looks into her heart,
She knows that he will come,
She knows that he choose to be with her,
She looks up to him,
He looks into her eyes,
He takes a hold of her,
And he holds her close,
They tumble into the bed,
Clothes fly in many directions,
They mold into each other,
Every moment the passion grows deeper,
Screams of passion are heard,
They go on until the night ends,
She looks back into his eyes,
The bliss has just begun,
She has wanted this,
He has wanted her,
And now they will be,
Forever,
As one.

Speak To Me My Darling

Speak to me my darling,
Let your emotions flow,
Let your faith show you the way,
Let your wants speak to you,
Let what you remember of us have you see,
That you and I are meant to be,
That you and I were meant to find each other,
There is no blackness in our love,
There is no sadness in this being,
There is no surprises,
All I see,
All I know,
All I want is this,
Speak tot me my darling,
Let your emotions flow,
Let your faith show you the way,
Let your wants speak to you,
Let what you remember of us have you see,
Have you see that you and I are meant to be,
That you and I were meant to find each other,
That this is what people have dreamt of,
Believed in,
Wanted always,
Speak to me my darling,
Let those emotions flow,
Let your faith in us show you the way,
Let what you truly want speak to you,
Let the belief in us show you,
That we are meant to be,
We are meant always,
We are meant true,
We have gone through many things,
Good and bad,
Hurt and pain,
We have hurt each other,
But let us put it all behind us,
Let us give o…

True Love Exists In You

You come to me like a dream,
So real,
So true,
You tell me you have come home,
Come home to my arms,
And my arms alone,
You know me inside and out,
You know the truth inside my soul,
You know when I have moments of just needing someone,
Someone to hold me close and tight,
You seem to be in sync with my thoughts,
Knowing just what to say,
You come to me like a dream,
You are mine,
Mine alone,
You have the key to my heart,
Do you know that you have always?
You have always had the key,
Ever since I met you,
I knew my life was never going to be the same,
You seemed to always know,
You always knew what to say,
You always knew just when,
You always knew me,
You knew me when no one else did,
You knew who I was when I wanted to hide,
You held me when everything fell apart,
You held me when all was lost to the darkness,
You kept me believing,
Believing in the truth,
The truth that true love exists,
It exists,
It exists in you.

The Day Her Life Changed

She still remembers the day,
The day that changed her life forever,
The day she met the tall handsome gentleman,
And how he looked into her eyes and asks her out for a date,
He arrives that night with candy and flowers,
He takes her out to a lovely restaurant,
They have wine with their dinner,
All night they are dancing,
He tells her how beautiful and seductive she is,
Telling her that she is the lady he’s been waiting for,
They return to her home,
He gives her a kiss,
She meets his kiss
And returns one of her own,
She feels the passion build,
She feels her heart taken away,
She felt that nothing would ever be the same,
She still remembers that day,
The day that changed her life forever,
The day when she met her soul mate,
The day she met the person she would always love,
The day she knew that her search was now over,
The day her heart was won,
Won by the person,
Who was meant to be her’s,
As she was meant to be his.

My Love To The End

Once upon a time I hid in the dark,
Keeping recluse from the moments of love,
Shadows of the past didn’t want to shake off,
But visions of what could be,
Visions of the future beautiful and true,
Lovely draped secrets held on true,
You kept me from that darkness,
You brought me into the light,
You gave me the reason to no longer hid,
I could not hid anymore from the light,
You are my true inspiration,
You are my true dream,
You are my everything,
Even though I cannot be with you,
You are everything in my life,
You are who I love,
You are who I would drop everything for,
You are the one I could spend
The rest of my life with,
A part of me hides in the shadows,
Wishing with all my might,
Wishing I could be with you,
Wishing to be with you tonight,
Wishing I could hold you in my arms,
And to never let go,
I rather be with you,
But I am stuck here in this place,
Wishing for something I cannot have,
So I keep on going,
Knowing it’s better to have you one way,
And nothing at all,
But every night I think of you,
And a secr…

Love Of A Lifetime

She turns and watches him turn on the music,
And set the table with fresh flowers,
And light the candles one by one,
Dinner is set out so carefully,
Wine glasses have had wine poured,
She looks deep into his eyes wondering,
What is on his mind tonight?
He invites her to sit next to him on the sofa,
And he holds her close to snuggle,
And he hears him whisper I love you,
And her eyes light up,
She’s waited so long for this moment,
As their favorite song plays,
He looks deep into her eyes,
And tells him what’s in his heart,
He tells her how much he loves her,
He tells her how much he’s always have loved her,
He tells her how she’s always been there for him,
As a lover,
As a friend,
She’s been everything he’s ever wanted,
She’s been everything he’s ever needed,
She’s been everything in the world he could have asked for,
She’s been the one,
Who’s been patient,
Even when it broke her heart,
She stood by him through everything,
Through the pain he dealt with through so many others,
She never stopped loving him,
She alwa…

We Are Meant To Be

Tell me baby the love in your heart,
Tell me honey we will never be apart,
Tell me honey we are meant to be,
Tell me honey you see all the beauty,
Tell me darling that we will always be,
Throughout all the time,
This world will offer us now,
Through out all eternity we will fly,
We will be together no matter what others might say,
Through all the seasons,
Through the beauty of spring,
Through the heat of summer,
Through the falling of leaves in autumn,
Through the cold of winter,
We will stand through it all,
We will stand together,
We will stand tall,
Tell me baby the love in your hart,
Tell me honey we will never be apart,
Tell me honey we are meant to be,
Tell me honey you see all the beauty,
Tell me darling we will always be,
And I will give you my hand,
And I will give you my heart,
And I will give you my soul,
And I will give you me forever more,
As long as you promise me now,
As long as you promise me forever,
That you will always tell me baby,
The love that is in your heart,
That we will never be apart,
Tha…

When You Learn To Believe

Come follow me to the magical sparkling stream,
Let us dance in the cascading waterfall,
Let us walk through the dark green forest,
Listen to the music the tiny dancing winged fairies play,
Open your ears and hear everything around you,
Open your eyes and see the truth,
Don’t rely on what you have been told is real,
Don’t rely on what you have been told is fake,
Open your heart and see that dreams are true,
That dreams are not fantasy,
That dreams are reality,
Come follow me to the magical sparkling stream,
Let us dance in the cascading waterfall,
Let us walk through the dark green forest,
Listen to the music the tiny dancing winged fairies play,
Open your ears,
Open your eyes,
Open your heart,
Be still,
Be quiet,
And than hear all the beauty true magick brings,
When you learn to believe.

The Last Call

The stage has been set,
The lights go on brightly,
The camera springs into action,
The cast take their places,
They have been through the rehearsal,
They want this to be a huge success,
The director looks on,
Everything suddenly becomes so quiet,
The beautiful leading lady takes her place,
The handsome co-star comes onto the crew last,
She has been waiting for this moment,
For the movie to begin,
A movie that wasn’t a movie at all,
But instead a reality comes true,
A reality that has been in her daydreams,
The moment of bliss she has been searching for,
She looks upon her hands
And sees him holding them tight,
And she takes a deep breath,
And she holds onto his hand,
And she looks into his heart,
And she knows that this is meant to be,
And she exits the stage,
And let’s the lights go down,
She doesn’t need the cameras,
She doesn’t need the rehearsals,
She doesn’t need the director,
No she doesn’t need it anymore,
She will no longer have to play a part,
She will no longer have to keep on searching,
Searching for th…

Bewitching Dream

Craving your sheer desire,
Wanting to take delight of your passion,
Sweeping emotions coarse through my veins,
A bewitching dream has fallen into my soul,
A wicked fantasy has fallen into my heart,
I am craving your sheer desire,
I want to take delight of your passion,
I want to feel the sweeping emotions coarse through my veins,
I want to feel the sweeping emotions coarse through my heart,
I want to feel the sweeping emotions coarse through my soul,
A bewitching dream has fallen into my soul,
A bewitching dream has fallen into my heart,
A bewitching dream has fallen into this breath,
Every breath that I breathe now is of you,
Every moment I think I think of you,
Every dream I dream of I dream of you,
Every day love grows so deep,
Every moment love grows even stronger,
Every second love reminds me of you,
I am craving your sheer desire,
I want to take delight of your passion,
I want to feel every emotion,
Remember every bewitching dream,
I want to feel it all,
I want to feel you,
So, I take a moment and take …

You Bring Me True Joy

You bring me true joy,
You bring me true love so full,
You bring me true magic hidden so deep,
You gave me something out of daydreams,
You brought a surprise into my life,
You made me realize that I deserved love,
Love more than I could ever imagine,
Love more than I often thought could be true,
Love more than dreams could have ever allowed,
You bring me true joy,
You bring me true love so full,
You bring me true magic hidden so deep,
You gave me something out of daydreams,
You brought back everything beyond the stars,
You brought back everything I thought gone,
You brought back everything that had been hidden for so long,
You have given me more than just something nice,
You have given me more than I could ever imagine,
You have given me more than I could ever dreamed of,
You have given me more,
More than anyone else I have ever known,
You bring me true joy,
You bring me true love so full,
You bring me true magic hidden so deep,
You gave me something out of daydreams,
You gave me a reason to believe,
A reason …

My Bright Star

You are a bright star,
Someone special in my life,
Someone who has changed every meaning of love,
That I have ever known,
Someone who squeezes me so close,
That I can hear the beating of your heart,
And I can hear the thoughts in your mind,
I feel the creative pieces of my mind scream out,
Telling me to hold you tight and never let you go,
Saying to me to give us a chance,
So many times in my past,
I thought I had found one that would last,
But than things would happen,
And things would fail,
And my heart was left broken,
And I had to pick up the pieces again,
You are a bright star,
Someone I want to give my whole heart to,
No longer will it be borrowed by someone else,
By someone who doesn’t truly care,
When I think about you,
All I see is a future of love,
Something so simple yet so true,
Something so far away from me but so close,
I want to hold you forever my bright star,
Hold you forever within my heart,
That beats of love so true,
Beats of a love forever,
Beats of a love forever for you.

Words Were Spoken

Words were spoken between you and me,
Getting out that had to be,
Laying it all on the table,
I knew it had to be,
If I was to ever fully move on this had to be,
I needed you to know the emotions in my heart,
I needed you to know the dreams that had been shattered,
I needed you to know everything that’s been in my mind,
I needed you to know that you been in my dreams,
I needed you to know how I felt,
I know that nothing can come from this,
I know that this is where it has to be,
We have both moved on,
We have both gone forth,
We are both different people than we were before,
Words were spoken nothing harsh or mean,
We both actually listened to each other,
We both actually spoke what had been needed,
Maybe too late for us,
Maybe too late for many things,
Maybe too late to change things,
But maybe something positive can come,
Maybe something positive will remain,
Maybe something positive can bring,
And maybe now love will show again,
The light through darkness and gray,
And maybe I can see the warmth again,
Words…

You Thought

You thought I could not live without you,
You thought that I would stoop so low to say I was desperate,
You thought that I would never stop loving you,
You thought that the actions you have done
Would make me care more than it has,
You thought you could threaten me to submission,
You thought you could spy on me through people we know,
You thought you could make my life worse,
You thought you could ruin my life,
Ruin my faith in love,
Ruin the very things I stood for,
You were a wolf in sheep’s clothing,
Someone that I thought was wonderful,
Someone who looked like a solution to a problem,
Someone who I thought actually cared,
Someone who promised me pretty lies,
Someone who made me take a chance that lead no where,
Someone who made me forget what I promised before I met you,
You thought you could make me believe forever in your lies,
You thought you could keep me by your side,
You thought that no matter what you did to me,
No matter what you did that was wrong,
That I would keep crawling back to you,
That I…

Woot Day

So, yesterday was busy with running around with everyone to various places hoping to get my check cashed which didn't happen but it was still nice to get out of the house for a bit even with all the crazyiness. However, I didn't feel well enough to do much else my chest was still ultra killing me due to all the pain. Today has been pretty good seems to have made up for the feeling like crap went with mom to one of her things than ended up going to Olive Garden for a well deserved treat out with all the hard work Brian, Mom, and I at least have been doing around here.

Soon after we sort of ended up at Washington Mutual and I was actually able to open a checking account so no more having to do check cashing places woohoo!!! I also by the sounds of it have landed an editing job I can do at home for someone's novel how cool is that? I still got some to do list things but we were out for most of the day. I just recently finished what ads I had to do and weeding through emai…