It Isn’t Fair
I know that you are no longer hurting, I know that you are truly at peace, I know that God has you in His hands, But still I feel sad and hurt, And still I feel like I am holding back the tears, I try to keep strong for your mom, And for those others, But I feel my heart break a bit, Just thinking about you, It isn’t fair I think, To lose you in this way, To lose you to the suffering of some evil disease, To lose your smile, To lose the laughter that you would always bring, And how you could make anyone your friend, How bright your testimony was, Even brighter now that I understand it more, And I myself came to be a child of God, I didn’t always understand your ways, Back in the days of when we first met, I didn’t always understand the hope and peace, That you always excluded in every single conversation, I don’t know how I would have done it, Made the way to see you face to face, See this person that seemed to have a heart of gold, ...