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I Never Told You (Tyson)

The fourth in the I Never Told You Series

I never told you how you saved me
From hurt and strife
And bringing a peace and comfort
When life seemed to afford me none
Or how your blue eyes seemed to calm
Even my deepest fears and the hurt caused
By your ex-best friend
And how you seemed to soothe my troubled mind
And my doubt within myself when I felt
That none would ever want me,
I never told you how much it hurt me
Every time we broke up and get back together
And how confused I was many of a time,
Feeling that we should be together
But something never seemed right
And it seemed my past would forever haunt me,
But you were there through it all
Holding my hand it seemed through those rough times
And even during when we weren’t together
You were ever so protective
And wanted to make sure that those that dated me
Would be good to the one you always loved,
I never told you how good your arms felt
Around my shoulders whenever I needed to cry
Or how you looked at me with those eyes
And how I…

I Never Told You (Matt)

I never told you that you’re wavy
Brown hair touched
And defined right above
The blue eyes that I could
Lose myself in for hours,
Or how from the first moment
We spoke I knew in my heart
And the deepest corners of my mind
That my life would be forever changed,
I never told you that there
Were numerous times
That I wanted to stop
Everything for a few moments
To capture time spent with you,
Or how I enjoyed
The attention and even the jealousness
If others showed interest
When we were young,
I never told you how your voice
Could sometimes cause me speechless
Or make me nervous
Yet soothed my inner being
Whenever I needed peace
Or extra love,
I never told you
That although I haven’t
Seen your deep eyes
Or the wavy hair
Or hear that voice
That caused me to fall for someone
For the very first time
For a love so simple yet true,
I never told you thank you
For showing what love is
And installing faith in it forever more.

Dedicated to Matthew Pomazal

Three New Poems

Well it's been awhile since I posted here but first I am going to post my new poems I have written before I post about what has been going on as of late.

Wedding Dreams Come True

A beautiful lovely day
Although filled with a little rain
And only a few of the many
We held dear was there,
It was a day of happiness,
It was a day of roses,
It was a day of tears of joy,
It was a day of combining
Of hearts and souls
That was meant to be
From the first moment
We had met and fell in love,
I remember how fast the time went
From the moment I awoke
To the time for me to walk
Through the house to the place
Where you stood,
You looked so handsome
And I looked and felt
Like your princess,
We spoke our vows,
Exchanged our rings,
Had our first kiss
As husband and wife,
The dream just began
And I know it will live on together
As long as we always remember
And work through everything.
I love you so much David
Happy one month anniversary
My dearest darling.

Dedicated to David Shorb

Thankful Thanksgiv…

Fantasy Kingdom

Leave it to a3 for me to get another piece of inspirition. I blame this one on Dave who put a poetry contest to get a poem about the guild done up. So without farther notice :)
Within these walls you hear
Those voices of old and new,
The laughter,
The joy,
The tears,
And sometimes the fights,
But we have gone through
And worked things to bring this guild
This little place to be family,
A group of people that you can talk to,
A group of people that people
Can feel they belong to,
A place that stands
And works beyond all the odds.
We have had our down times
Where nothing seemed to go right
And there have been our up times
Where everything seemed wonderful
And dreamlike,
We rather use trade chat
Than the guild chat,
We always joke around
And come to love each other,
Although some members come and go
And staff changes more times
Than most of us care to count,
But I am always there
Holding it all together
The best I can,
And I hope it is enough
For this guild is my a3 dream,
And dreams c…

As The Wind Blows

Well I have been married for almost 3 weeks and things are going great marriage wise, other wise well let's just say things been interesting and complex all at the same time.

The Good:

- Leslie is now a consultant which makes me a senior consultant
- Had my holiday party, didn't do as good as I wanted in sales but it was a good overall experience for me
- Brendan is doing great as co and Dave the old co is more active again and is a full time role in the guild once again
- Guild weapon auctions are going great, gotten a few weapons so far :)
- We now have 2 cd roms full of wedding pictures which I still need to upload but been really busy with various things such as babysitting, the holiday party preparations, and etc.
- Everything is completely organized, I finally got pictures in David's and my room as of last weekend
- Jim and I get a long pretty well and usually can deal with each other on a day to day basis and helps me watch Tara on the days that I have her.
- I fina…

I Never Told You (Paul)

I think I got my first ever poetry series started. A friend of mine that use to belong to Paul's writing group use to write these poems that were a part of this "series" so I somewhat blame them but I guess when you get one really good idea for a poetry challenge it can become two or even more :) Here's the second poem of the new I Never Told You Series

I never told you how your melodies
And belief in my voice
Set my spirits and my will free
Giving my sometimes low self esteem
The ability to believe and hope
And that things could change,
I never told you how I couldn’t
Catch my breath when I saw you
Five years after we first met
And how the melodies
Were still simple to make
After so many years,
I never told you that your
Protective nature
Always made me feel safe
Back when childhood days
Weren’t always so easy,
I never told you how much
I valued your friendship
And how your advice that I could hear
Silently in my mind
Always helped me,
You told me never give up my…

I Never Told You (Jeremiah)

A newer poem due to the poetry challenge at Paul's group once again :)

I never told you how your eyes shined
Every time you smiled,
I never told you the way you made
Me smile and feel cared for
Every time you stood up for me,
I never spoke to you about
The crush I developed after
Not seeing you for five years,
I never got to tell you how afraid
I was when they thought
That you did something very wrong,
I never told you I wanted a chance
To be more than your friend,
I was more shy and quiet
And couldn’t get over my fears
To talk to you and pour out
The deepest part of my soul.
I never got to tell you how much
It meant to me when you
Signed my yearbook the last year
We went to school together.
I never got to tell you how much
Your friendship and smiles
And laughter you brought
Were part of the best memories
Of my younger days.
I never told you Jeremiah all these things
But I hope you know deep in your soul
That I always cared for you
And that you were always one
Of my best guy frien…


Newest poem thanks to Paul's newest poetry challenge.

You are my forever love,
The one the stars and heavens
Brought into my life to make it complete
Like never before,
You are faithfully mine,
And I am faithfully yours,
You are what this heart always dreamed of,
And no matter how far apart we have been
I know that I always thought of you
And wondered if at times at night
You looked at the night sky and wish,
Wish with all your might that you and I were together
The way it was before,
Even though I had been with others
I was faithful to our life together,
Our dreams,
Our memories,
And nothing seemed to fit or compare.
I was lost without you here,
I was found the moment you came,
I knew the moment I met you
That faithfully I would be yours until the end,
Until there was no more music or songs or melody’s,
No more grass, trees, birds, and flowers,
No more anything of life or unlife.
Eternity always shines because
Eternity is always mine
With you by my side,
Holding on so tight,

Love Understood

New poem thanks to the new CWA challenge.

Deep in the tears of the stars of the night,
Where eternity and hearts shine,
I remember where love was understood
And not questioned by a thousand questions,
Or given the darkest grief,
Where was the freedom of time upon time
When the world and life was new and bright,
But alas times change and the world changes,
The fear of unknown comes to be more than enjoying
Life’s mystery,
But I will not cry about what has been lost,
Instead I will regain what is mine,
And hold onto love the way it should be,
The way it was back when things where different,
I will remember the freedom of choice I have,
And that I am the one in the right,
And that they are the ones in the wrong,
And when this world fades away,
I will remember this time and space,
Because I will know that love is understood
And that dreams last,
And that eternity never ends,
As long as you hold it in your heart.

Two New Poems

If I Only Had Tomorrow, I Would...

If I only had tomorrow, I would marry you today,
I would be your wife even if it was for one day,
I would hold you closer than I ever held you before,
I would kiss you more tenderly than I ever had before,
I would make love to you all day and night,
I would look at the stars and dream with you
Until that morning light,
And than if the world was to waste away,
I know that I was loved and happy
Even for just one more day.
If I only had tomorrow, I would wish for more days,
More hours,
More minutes,
More of everything I could get,
More of everything I could want,
Just to be there with you
Until the end of the world and time,
More than just tomorrow.
If I only had tomorrow, I would stop wasting today,
I would do everything I could,
All the simple and complex,
Because at the end of everything,
I would hope you knew and felt,
That I love you deeply and that you mean
So much in my life,
In my heart,
In my world.
If I only had tomorrow, I would stop time,
To …

Loving You More Than I Should

Just wrote this. All my new co on FK's fault I swear :P

From the very moment you came to me
In the game we both played and asked me
Would I be your girl on it,
Would I date you,
Would I be all yours,
I had a feeling my life was changing,
That something was happening,
That this was more than just something
To happen the way it did
Because I started to feel something,
I hadn’t felt in a long time for any guy
That I was with on that game,
I longed to hear your voice,
I longed to actually hold you,
I longed to make all the words real,
I never really showed you,
You probably thought I was just doing
What you do in the circumstance,
But it was more than that,
It was more than just dating on the game to me.
I was loving you more than I should,
I started coming online and hoping
You would be on to help me get away
From the realities that was my life,
The emotional abuse,
The pain and suffering,
The crying that I did silently so many times,
And I knew the moment I talked to you
The world …

Remember You, Remember Me

Just wrote this not too long ago, thought I would share this here too. This is in reply to a poetry challenge at Paul's writing group he has on yahoo.

Remember you, remember me,
Back when life seemed more like fantasy,
Back when all you worried about was things so small,
Such as will you have good friends or none at all?
Will you remember to bring your lunch,
Or will you be able to pass the spelling test?
Remember you, remember me,
When you were new to the school
And knew no one but saw me?
You stood there right beside me
With your wavy brown hair and blue eyes
That shined into mine,
Asking my name and saying yours,
Starting something I never knew before,
It was the beginning of something I hold dear,
But sometimes it seems lost in the adult world of life
And knowing I haven’t seen you in years.
Remember you, remember me,
Back when I was too young to understand
The emotions and the thoughts I had,
I knew that I cared for you,
But didn’t fully understand the depth,
But I know I did when I had to leave y…