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Emergency Thoughts Needed!! Current mood: worried Category: Life My very best friend of about 11 years just was in a car accident. Thankfully it sounds like he's okay he seems to be okay other than being a bit shoken up. He was rear ended. Thankfully he has good insurance and things will get covered by the other person. Right now he's eating his dad is with him he was able to get over there and call a tow truck for him. Just keep Adam in your thoughts. I am hoping that things will go okay with the car stuff and that things won't be too bad medical wise. So please keep him in your thoughts. On another note I applied for a job via craigslist that I can do at home. It's a customer service position that would be hourly. I could use thoughts and energies for that as well so that I can get something better than what I have now. Thank you. Quick Update On Adam Current mood: tired Category: Life As I told you guys a few days ago my best friend Adam was in a car accid

I have loved many times, Or so I thought, But any type of love I have had, Has nothing that can match this, There was never quite this emotion, There was never quite this joy, There was never quite this connection, I have gone through so many things, With so many other guys, But something about you is different, Something about this love is different, Something about the way I feel, Something about the way I dream, Something about the very depth of my soul, I had loved so many times, Or so I thought, But no one can come close to you, No one has quite touched me the way you have, No one has ever really touched my soul, The way you seem to touch mine, Every day I feel it grow stronger, Every day I feel it bind tighter, I never want to lose you, I never will let you go, You are my world, You are my desire, You are my everything, Even though we haven’t been together long, I feel in my heart, And know in my soul, That this love, These hearts, Are meant to be, Meant to be one, Forever in the

I want to bathe in your sun shower, I want to let it consume me, I want the brightness fill me, I want the inside of our hearts shine, Shine so bright that our love, The greatness that is us, Cannot be hidden, I want the magic that is our souls, Combine and mold, Combine and hold, Until there is nothing else that can be seen, I want to bathe in your sun shower, I want to let it consume me, I want the brightness fill me, I want everything to be blinded, By this love in our hearts, I want our love to wrap itself, Wrap into the tight bond we feel, I want to bathe in your sun shower, I want to let it consume me, I want the brightness fill me, I want to see nothing but this, The shower of our love, The light that is shown around us, This is my dreams come true, These moments, These moments with you.

When I look into your eyes, I see the brightest of stars, When I hold you tight, And hug you close to me, I hear your heart beat, As it beats in time with mine, When I give you a small kiss, I feel the connection so deep and true, It is a bond that brings us so close together, When I look into your eyes, I can see everything I have ever dreamed of, No matter how near or far you are, I feel you with me, You are everything I see, When I look into your eyes, I can see nothing else, Nothing else matters, Nothing else can change this, Nothing else can come close, When I look into your eyes, I say with my eyes, How much I love you, How much I need you, How much you mean to me, Even with these hard times, Even when I don’t know what to do, Even when I am confused, I know how much I love you, I know somehow we will find a way, Even if the road might be rough, I now that by just one look, Into those eyes, We will find the strength, We will find the means, We will get through it, Because we are

With this rose I feel it bloom, It’s like a symbol of our love, It grows, It blooms, It becomes, It brings forth everything, Every emotion that has been in my heart, The ones from the start, No matter how far you might be, I feel the emotions of this bound, With this rose I feel it bloom, I feel the arousal that comes just thinking, Thinking of your touch, So soft and sincere, The way it warms the very depths, The very depths of my heart, My soul, My lips, My breasts, And so much more, With this rose I feel it bloom, I want to be your dessert, Your lunch, Your dinner, I want to feed you everything, Every part of my being, With this rose I feel it bloom, The heat, The passion, These souls, The dreams, The everything, With this rose I feel it bloom, Our connection grows, It expands to the deepest depths, Forever more.

I miss you like crazy, I miss you like hell, Anytime you aren’t here, I just want to be there, I want to hold you close to me, I want to hold you in my arms, I want to kiss you like crazy, I want to dream everything together, I want to make love to you all night long, I miss you like crazy, I miss you like hell, I still feel our connection no matter where you are, But the feeling is still there, The feeling is still strong, The emotions grow, This feeling is strong this bond between you and me, This is meant to be, This emotion, This love, This everything, I miss you like crazy, I miss you like hell, Everytime that you aren’t here, I want to be there with you, You mean so much to me, You mean the world, You have come so close, Closer than anyone else before, You broke down the walls, The walls I had built, The ones I didn’t always know, The ones that have been there a long time, The ones that were just another part of my skin, I cannot hide behind a mask, I cannot hide behind fakeness

Baby it’s late at night, Let’s not worry about the candy, Let’s not worry about the candlelight, I rather walk under the moon, I rather take a stroll, I rather us be holding hands, I don’t care about anything else, Baby it’s late at night, Let’s not worry about any flowers, I don’t care about dinner, I rather just hold you close, I rather just look into your eyes, I am not worried about a fancy date, All that matters is this, The feeling between you and me, The breathlessness I get by being by your side, The feeling I feel my heart melting every time we touch, Baby it’s late at night, Let’s not worry about those silly things, Let’s just walk under that moonlight, Let’s just hold hands, Let’s just kiss again, Let’s just feel that feeling, Let’s just make love, I don’t care about anything else, All that matters is right here, When you look into my eyes, When you hold me close, I feel the passion, I feel the electricity flow, I feel the magic between us, I feel everything, Baby it’s late

We might be a young couple in many terms, But I knew from the first instant, That there was a deep attraction, From the first moment I looked into your eyes, And than the first time I gave you a kiss, I knew I was mesmerized, Every moment with you is enchanting, Every touch you give me, My desire burns, The passion that has been trapped so long, Comes to the surface, I feel it raging in my soul, I feel it stirring in my heart, I feel it burning like nothing else I have felt, Every time you touch me, I feel it come forth again, We might be still new in this relationship, But every time I am with you I feel it, I feel total fulfillment of passion, Of love, Of dreams, Of flesh against flesh, Every time you look into my eyes, I feel myself melting again, Your mesmerizing touch, Your voice that calls my name, Calls my soul, Calls this heart, You bring forth emotions, You bring forth passion I never imagined before, You have given me everything, I knew from the first moment, I never had any

When I was only 15 I had my first kiss, It was by my first boyfriend, And it wasn’t something I remember well, But the spark I felt by you blew that out of the water, The first time I kissed you, I felt like I was coming home, I felt like I had found heaven, I felt like that this was the bliss, The one I read about, The one I dreamt about, The one I had wished for, Wished for so long, When I was 23 I had my first wife kiss, When the minister had prounced, My ex husband and I man and wife, But that spark had faded and was changed, The end came when he asked for the divorce, But you have changed my emotions, I was bitter and sad, I wasn’t sure if happiness was meant for me, But than you came along, And the first time you kissed me I knew, That hope was still out there, That love was still something to believe in, That perhaps a soul mate still did exist for me, When I was only 15 I had my first kiss, But you brought forth so much by our first kiss, You changed my life, You gave me hope a

You are my best friend, Will always have a piece of me, You brought so many things over the time, That we have known each other, You helped me piece many times my broken heart, You were there when I went through many hard times, Everything from my marriage and divorce, When I left home and came back, No matter what comes in my life, You are the one that I count on, You have never let me down, Always believing in my success in life, In love, In dreams, Before anyone else, You are my best friend, You are my soul mate, In the ways that friends can be, You mean the world to me, No matter how vast this world is, Or how far we might ever be, You will always have a piece of me, You carry it with you, Even if you do not know it, You are my best friend, You mean the world to me, You carry a bit of myself with you, No matter where you are, Or where you go, Just always know my friend, I am always here, Through the good and bad, I will make you laugh again, I will hold you when you’ve been hurt, I

Every time you touch me, You send shivers down my skin, This desire is out of my hands, Every time you kiss me so soft, I feel the passion and it grows, I feel the love that binds us strengthen, Every time you caress me, I feel the need to hold you that much closer, That much stronger, That much deeper grow, Your touch is tender never hurtful, Always making me melt, Always making me weak in the knees, Always giving me this perfect moment, That lasts long after the last kiss you give me, Every time you touch me, You send shivers down my skin, Every delicate way you hold me, Just makes me lose control, I have been in love a few times, But never has anything been this strong, I have been happy before, But this goes beyond anything before, With you I feel loved, I feel needed, I feel complete, Every time you touch me, I feel home, I feel where my heart belongs, Belongs forever more.

Once upon a time I made a vow, A vow of everlasting love, But that love changed, And I was left broken hearted, Bitter, And torn apart, But now that I am with you, I feel those feelings change, The bitterness has faded away, My heart has healed, My faith in love restored, And now I stare at the ring, The one that my mom gave me, And I have those daydreams, The daydreams of a wedding, A wedding between you and me, Where we will make a vow, A vow of everlasting love, One I know that can be kept for good this time, There is so much in us, There is so much strength, So much passion, So much chemistry, You make me laugh, You make me smile, You give me hope, You give me the belief in dreams, Dreams I thought gone so long ago, But you gave them all back to me, Once upon a time I made a vow, Of everlasting love, I thought it would last forever, But he was not you, And you are what my heart really sings to, You are everything I could have asked for, You are everything I could ever dream of, You

Ever since I met you I can’t stop smiling, Ever since I met you I can’t stop singing, Ever since I met you I feel things I haven’t felt, With anyone else but one other, I have found my soul mate, This I believe in the depths of my soul, Everyone has noticed the change, Everyone has seen me happier than I’ve ever been, Ever since I met you I can’t stop wanting, Ever since I met you I can’t stop loving, Ever since I met you everything has changed, Ever since I met you I feel more upbeat, I feel all hurt and pain disappear, I feel every negative thing float away, Every time you kiss me, All I can see is us, There is nothing else in this world That can compare to how I feel with you, There is nothing that can express All the joy I feel whenever I am with you, I know we haven’t been together that long, But I believe we are meant to be, I sensed it from the first moment, I knew than and there that I wanted you, That there was no turning back, That there was no need to search anymore, That yo

In my past I could never find, The love I have found within you, The sunshine I have seen in your eyes, The undying love that’s in your heart, The closeness that I feel whenever I am with you, In my past I could never find, The dreams come true within you, I had to deal with the shows others would put on, Believing that they were the one for me, But being let down time and time again, But than you came around, Turned things upside down, And I’ve found more than I’ve ever looked for, In my past I could never find, The sunlight like I see in your eyes, I am bathed into your love, Ever so deeply and sweet, I know that someday we will be Man and wife, We will take those vows of ever lasting love, In the past I could never find, What I found so easily with you, The love, The dreams, The hope, The faith, Of our love.

They say that every rose has it’s thorn, That when you come near it, It will make you bleed, But I have found to not listen to what people say, That there are some that might look Like the roses described, But if you take a moment, If you delve into the person’s mind, You just might find what you are looking for, Just when your life might seem at it’s darkest moment, And that everything seems worse than ever before, You might find the one, The one that will come, The one that will change your life, Even if you have been slighted in love, Even if you been torn apart and broken, There is that one that wants you to see, They say that every rose has it’s thorn, That when you come near it, It will make you bleed, But I find that sometimes you find the person, That goes and breaks down your defenses without trying, That changes your life, That takes you from wearing your heart on your sleeve, To having it open to them like no one before, They say that every rose has it’s thorn, But perhaps t

Every time we touch my desire is stirred, Even if it is just a light touch on my arm, Or just having your arms around me, From the first moment we touched my heart, My soul, My body melted, This desire is awakened by just your touch, Even when my mind isn’t on our love making, I get this sense of ardor just by looking into your eyes, I am never overwhelmed by this desire, I enjoy every moment of it, And the way your tenderness sets my soul at ease, Just the way you look at me, Just the way you touch me, Just the way you are to me, Makes my very body excited, It never takes much, Just one touch and I am stimulated, I have never dealt with this before, I never had this sort of high, This sort of rush, It’s a wonderful new experience, One I will never let go, I will never stop loving you, I will never stop wanting you, You are everything made flesh, The dreams, The hope, The meant to be, Although I wish you were in my life sooner, You are here now, You make my life better, Just by holding

I am letting it all go, Letting the past pain fall to the waste side, Letting the bitterness fade into the black, Letting you live your life, Letting me go on with mine, I have the strength to let it go, I only now wish the best for you, What happens now I am not sure, But I know that I am letting it all go, I have come to a peaceful ending, I have found the peace I’ve longed for, I only hope in time you find yours, What you do now is up to you, I am walking fully away, My thoughts of you are fading, My energies of pain have disappeared, Day by day it is getting stronger, This knowing that it is gone, I have found someone who loves me, Someone who will love me like no other, One that makes my heart sing, You gave me lessons in life, You made me stronger in your own ways, I was in pain for a long time, I have been bitter for even longer, But I am letting it all go, Letting it fall to the waste side, My energies are better used elsewhere, My energies are not on you anymore, So go ahead a

I am intoxicated by you, Every time I taste your lips against mine, Every time you hold my hand, Every time you wrap your arms around me, Every kiss is just heaven, Every moment is bliss, I cannot stop, I cannot stop falling, I cannot stop wanting, I can never get enough of you, I am intoxicated by you, Every second, Every moment, I just yearn and want more, My whole body aches, When you are with me, When you aren’t with me, I am not sure what you have done, It is like a drug, Addicting, Every time I smile I think of you, Every moment awake or asleep is filled, Filled with visions of us, I am intoxicated by you, Every time I taste your lips against mine, Every time you reach out and hold me, Every time we touch by purpose or not, I feel the electricity fly, I feel the flames burst, I feel the passion burn, I feel everything just go on, I am intoxicated by you, Anytime I am with you I feel it, The sparks that is so strong, The ones that only grows everyday, The ones that burn inside our

We are slow dancing to our music, Just you and me, On this evening alone together, We sway, We hold, We dream, We laugh, We kiss, We love, We don’t need anything extra special, We don’t need a candlelit dinner, All we need is this, The emotion in the deepest parts of our hearts, The deepest part of our souls, The deepest part of our minds, We don’t need any fancy sparkling wine, Not as long as we are together, Not as long as there is this, We are slow dancing to our music, The music that is in our hearts, The music that is in our souls, The music that is in us, Every beat of this heart, Every beat of yours, I hear it clearly, I hear it in my heart, I hear it in my soul, We are slow dancing to our music, And we will dance together, Dance together as one, Always.

As we walk through the large meadow, Together as the happy couple, We walk together hand-in-hand through the bright starry night, As we watch the moonlight above us, All I can see is your eyes, We have gone through so much, We both gone through so much pain, But we are here working it out, I will never let you go, I know people might not understand, But they do not see what I see, You are my lover, You are my friend, You are my boyfriend, You are so much to me, As we are strolling through the darkness, We hold each other close, We put our arms around each other, When you look at us we look as one, We hold on strong, No matter what the world may throw at us, We are meant to be, We will always be, We are forever, We are dreams come true, We walk through the meadow, Holding each other’s hands, Looking into each other’s eyes, And just knowing, Knowing that our love will stand through, The very tests of all time, We hold each other close, We kiss each other softly, And we look into each oth

I watch you silently, I memorize every curve, I lay my hand against your body, I hold onto your body, As I feel myself cave into my desire, I am in a deep trance just holding onto you, It could rain around us, It could have the brightest sun, It could be any type of weather, All I know, All I see, Is you and me, We are so special together, I feel it in our hearts and souls, Every dream ever written, Every hope ever spoken, Every thought in our minds, Come to this, I watch you silently, I don’t speak a word, I had forgotten how wonderful love can be, I had forgotten how joyous this feeling was, I watch you silently, I don’t speak a word, I just memorize every moment, I memorize every curve, I memorize every kiss, I memorize every touch, I memorize everything deep into my mind, I watch you silently, Never saying a word, Just wanting to take every moment, Wanting it to last forever, Never wanting you to leave, Always wanting more, You have caused deep passion in my soul, You have brought

Every evening or day spent with you is wonderful, We don’t have to go dancing, We can just hold each other tight and dance, To our own music, Although going out to romantic dates are wonderful, Just simply spending time together as a couple means more, To me than flowers or candy, Although a fancy dinner is nice, Anytime with you is a wonderful date, Every evening spent with you is wonderful, Every day spent with you is amazing, We may still be young in our love, But you are everything, Everything and more than I could have asked for, You have become an unsung hero, Someone who has brought to me hope, Someone who has given me dreams to believe in, Someone who has given me love to believe in, Someone who has given me more happiness Than I could ever wish for, Every evening spent with you is wonderful, Every day I feel our love grow stronger, No matter what might come, No matter what we have to deal with, No matter what might try to stand in our way, We will find a way, I believe in us,

Okay well still evening for me at least. Things today started a bit slow was a bit bleh and just didn't have any energy I didn't sleep very well woke up and couldn't go back to sleep. But things did improve. Thanks to all your energies my mom was able to get a car. We have to come up with a down payment we did some today but will need to come up more but the good news is she won't have to make her first car payment until August 19th. I will probably take pictures of it while doing other pictures in order to try to help the money portion of the down payment we will be selling some things on craigslist which means I get to be photographer. Other than that I will be spending some very well wanted and needed time with Alex since our Thursday got cut short and had to leave for his plans a bit earlier than expected. He was going to come here today but he didn't even get home until 6pm due to his roommate's car battery dying and all the fun of that and than of co

It’s a dark starry night, And here I sit without you, I can imagine every moment with you, I wish we were together, Instead of you being so far away from me, I can feel the desire burn inside my soul, I can feel the passion build inside my heart, I cannot wait until I can feel your passionate kisses, As you hold me close, And make the world melt away, It’s a dark starry night, And here I daydream about you, Wishing you were here giving me those exciting kisses, The ones I picture in my mind, The ones I feel long after you have gone, I am not quite sure what you have done to me, Every moment now is filled with imagining you, Enticing me with those caresses that cause shivers down my spine, It’s a dark starry night, And I am wishing you were here, To hold me close, To let our energy build, As the energy builds, I become breathless again, And we melt into one, As lovers and as friends, It’s a dark starry night, And my heart is beating for you, My heart is yearning for you to be with me, M

Darling, Whenever we are together I can feel the attraction, It flares like a wild fire, Every time we reunite I feel the passion, It ignites deep within our soul, We have been so lost without each other, Every moment our desire grows, We are true lovers, We love every portion of each other, Every time we kiss I feel the flames rekindled again, Darling, Whenever we are together I can feel the attraction, Every time we are apart I long to be with you again, I long to hold you tight in my arms, I long to kiss you, I long to show you all my love, I long to give you everything you have ever dreamed of, Darling, Whenever we are together I can feel the closeness, There’s nothing that can compare to it, There is nothing that can ever change it, I never tire being around you, I just long to be with you always, I long to be with you whenever you sleep, Holding each other close, Holding each other tight, Loving all night, Loving all day, No matter what we do, I enjoy every moment, I enjoy every

I look upon the moonlight, Under a clear summer night, And I wish upon the gentle breeze, That my warm arms will find you, Upon this starry night, May my dreams melt with you, May my heart sing with you, Under this rainy moonlight summer night.

I cannot keep my eyes off you, Every time I look I see the love in your heart, I have always been told that one can see, The person’s soul in their eyes, I do believe this is true, Every time I look in your eyes, I see the emotions you cannot word, I see the dreams you want to make come true, I give you a kiss showing you every thought, Every emotion that flows forth, I feel the strength of our bond build, Build tighter every time I hold you, Every time I kiss you, Every time I get lost in the moment, The moment of excitement, And of the dreams I see in your eyes, I cannot keep my eyes off you, Every time I look into your eyes, I just fall even deeper, Even harder, I am left breathless, I am left without being able to say a word, No words could every truly express how I feel, No words could ever tell you everything, I cannot keep my eyes off you, Because all I want to do is be taken within, Within your heart, Within your soul, Within those dreams, Within that place, That place we seem

Just touching you is magic, Just being near you is my dream, There is no words that can describe, This emotion that lies in the depth Of this soul, Every moment that I am apart from you, My thoughts turn to you, My heart seems to slow down, Everything in the room seems different, Just by being with you, Just holding you close to my heart, I feel everything unfold, Don’t you ever fear my love, We will always find a way, Find a way to keep this love burning alive, Don’t you know my darling, That no matter what you may go through, With or without me near, That you hold a piece of my heart, Just touching you is magic, Just being near you is my dream, Every touch you give me sets my love on fire, I’ve been through so many relationships, I’ve been through the hurt and pain, The cold and ice, But with you I don’t have any reservations, With you I don’t feel the need to hide, With you I feel like I am coming home, Home to a person that loves me, Home to a person that needs me, Home to a person

Every second that ticks, Every moment that passes, Every heartbeat that beats, Every thought that comes, Every dream that is dreamt, Every love thought that comes into my mind, Every day I feel it, Growing stronger and stronger, Carassing my mind, Carassing my soul, Carassing my heart, Carassing this dream, I feel myself falling for you, Harder and harder it goes, Every second that ticks, Every moment that passes, Every heartbeat that beats, Every thought that comes, Sometimes I wonder if I am really here, I feel like I am somewhere else, I feel that I am far away from the moment, Every time I kiss you, Every time I hold you, Every time you hold me back, Every time you kiss me, Every time you hold my hand, I feel the sparks ignite, There is no ending, There is no real beginning, It was there from the first moment, It’s like a never ending circle, Something that has no end, Something that has no beginning, I have found what I been searching for, I fall for you, And than I found, Found e

I have been pretty horrible.  I haven't updated here in a long time.  I been posting on my myspace blog but not here on things going on in my life as I usually mostly use this one for writing but I thought I update you all what is going on in my life. Life Is Just Wonderful! Current mood: chipper Category: Romance and Relationships I am sooo beyond happy right now. There is a wonderful guy in my life and he has made me smile more than I have in a long time. It might have been quick from the time I broke up with Brian to this but I am just so blissfully bouncy hyper type of thing. I am just enjoying every single moment I spend with him and always wanting more. I do hope he comes with Adam to pick us up from our short vacation to Seattle. I am just a very happy person and found what I been looking for and more. Even Em has said that the emotions and my writing has changed that my whole spirit has become happier. So, yes life is wonderful!! My Crazy Saturday Evening Current moo