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At The End

Seeing you one last time before it was final,
Was the hardest thing to do,
Awkwardness was around me,
Pain filled my being and heart,
I couldn’t look you in the eye,
Knowing that my heart would betray me,
Knowing that my eyes would betray me,
Knowing the shred of the love I had for you,
Would cut me deeper than any other pain,
I had felt in my life,
I want to break down and cry,
Forget about being strong for a moment,
Uncover the mask I feel is on my face,
The mask to hide the emotions in my mind,
The emotions in my heart,
I know that I love Tristan with all my heart,
I know that he is the reason I have survived the drain
Of the emotions going through my mind,
Of the emotions going through my heart,
At the end I know that a new road will start,
I know that the pieces of my broken heart will mend,
I know that eventually the pain will subside,
I know that I will see the sun fully again,
I know that I have to keep my head up high,
Even when everything else feels like dying,
At the end of every tunnel of darkness…