Showing posts from December 31, 2010

It's The Last Chance

It’s about to be a new year,
About to be a new start,
It’s the last chance,
The last chance to change things,
To change things within,
To change things within us,
To take that moment,
Give it your best,
Just say the words,
Just say it and make it last,
Just something simple,
Doesn’t have to be complex,
I am not asking,
Not asking for anything difficult,
Just a few words,
Just something to change,
Change what is,
What is you and me,
Just give me that,
Just say you want to be mine,
Mine forever,
Until the end of time,
It’s that last chance,
Take it now,
Take it true,
Before it’s gone,
Before it’s too late,
Before the clock strikes twelve,
End the year in good standing,
Change the way things are,
Give me that hope,
Give me that feeling,
Take away the numbness,
Take away that lack of feeling,
The feeling of just standing here,
Even though I am so in love with you,
But being in so much pain,
Because there is still so much,
I want,
I need,
I crave,
I desire,
It’s the last chance,
Take it now,
Take it true,
Give it to me,
Give it all,
I …

Lost Within

First 10 lines was written by a friend the rest I wrote he gave me permission to use his lines as a starting point.

So lost, bed ridden with thought.
Trapped within my head, caged, iron-wrought.
Defecating words onto this page
Pain wrapped, around so many years.
Solace found, within my tears
Hard to act like I'm okay
Holding within, all my rage.
Having to watch, all I do and all I say.
Translucent thoughts around my head sway
My light grows dimmer and dimmer, each and every day.
Hard moments come within,
What am I to do now?
Trying to shake off this disaster
Where is my happily ever after?
Does it still exist?
Or am I going to be left with this?
Want to be mad,
Want to scream,
Want to shout,
What else do you want?
What else do I have to give?
So lost,
Ridden with all these thoughts,
Wondering where am I going to turn to,
Trapped within this mindset,
Trapped within,
Want to scream it out,
Want to twist it about,
Pain from the past coming to the surface,
Thought you were the answer,
But it seems I am st…