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Where Do I Even Begin

Where do I even start?
Where do I even begin?
What can I really say?
What can I really express?
How can these emotions be let out without destroying me,
Without freezing my heart,
Without freezing my soul,
I keep trying to make sense of it all,
And no matter where I try to start,
No matter where I try to begin,
The same thing keeps happening again and again,
There seems to be no answers to the millions of questions,
That haunt the very part of my soul,
That haunt the very part of my heart,
Where do I even start?
Where do I even begin?
Where can it end?
Where can it even begin?
The emotions are tied so deeply in my soul,
The emotions are tied so deeply in my heart,
The pain from the words that were spoken,
The pain from wondering where to go from here,
The pain from wishing of simpler days,
The pain of missing those before,
The guilt of it all,
The guilt of still caring,
There are so many emotions that are running through,
So many dreams of times past,
So many dreams that were never filled,
And now I stand here al…