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It's Something About You

It’s something about you,
It’s something about your eyes,
It’s something about your heart,
It’s something about your soul,
It’s something about the dreams you have,
It’s something about the way I know you would look at me,
It’s something about the way you tell me you love me,
It’s something about the simple things,
It’s something about all of this,
It’s something about you,
It’s hard to put into words,
It’s hard to put into emotions,
It’s hard to put into these moments,
It’s hard to put into anything,
I want to love you always,
I want to love you forever,
I want to give you my heart,
I want to give you my soul,
I want to give you everything,
It’s something about you,
It’s something about this spell you have seemed
To have put me through,
It’s something about this dream,
It’s something about everything,
It’s hard to explain,
It’s hard to put into words,
It’s hard to show you everything,
It’s hard to tell you everything,
But know this my darling,
Know that I love you with my heart and soul,
Know that I love you with…

Just Listen

Just give me a moment of your time,
Just listen to these words,
Just listen to this voice,
Just listen to this,
Just stop for a moment,
Just give a moment it might change your life,
I know things are never easy,
I know that love is hard,
I know that I make mistakes,
I know that I am not perfect,
But I am perfectly in love with you,
I know that I might not always show it,
I know that I might sometimes confuse you,
I know sometimes you wonder what to think
I know sometimes you might wonder what to do,
I know sometimes you worry about us,
Just know that I worry too,
I care about you so much,
I care about what is in your heart,
I care about what is in your soul,
I care about the dreams you have,
I care about the dreams of us,
I care about these moments,
I care about everything,
Just give me a moment of your time,
Just listen to my heart,
Let my heart tell you everything,
Let my heart tell you the things I am afraid of,
Let my heart tell you the dreams untold,
Let my heart tell you the moments of bliss,
Let my heart te…

Poison

You are poison,
You are a bad drug,
You are something I should get rid of,
You are something not good for me to think of,
You are something that tries to keep me down,
You are something that should disappear,
You are something that tries to keep a hold on me,
You are something that shouldn’t be in my life anymore,
You are poison,
Something that once mattered but has turned,
Something that once was comforting but hurting now,
Something that once was my source of love but now is gone,
Something that once was my dreams beside myself but are vanished,
Something that once I would have done anything for,
You are poison,
You are a bad drug,
You are someone I should get over,
You are someone I shouldn’t care about anymore,
You are someone I should leave behind,
You are someone I shouldn’t love anymore,
You are poison,
Dangerous but tempting,
Hurtful but comforting,
Painful but hard to get over,
Deceitful but hard to not want to believe,
You are poison,
You are something I should forget,
You are something I should not t…

I Want To Let You Go

I want to let you go,
But the day is here,
I want to leave you behind,
But my mind cannot think,
I want to forget everything about you,
But my heart still loves you very much,
I want to forget you,
But my soul sometimes still aches,
I want to not be in my heart,
But a piece of it holds on tight,
I want to let you go,
But everything about you is in my mind,
I want to leave you behind,
But my heart stubborn holds on tight,
I want to just forget everything,
Just let everything go,
Just hide somewhere in a hole,
Just hide away from everything,
Just to let everything go by,
Just to let everything go,
I want to let you go,
But my memories are so fresh,
But it seems that I care more than you do,
But it seems that I loved you more than you did,
But it seems that the pain is strong in this heart,
But it seems that the pain is strong in my soul,
But it seems that no matter what I do,
I cannot stop thinking,
I cannot stop wishing,
I cannot stop,
The tears hit the sides of my face,
The tears roll down,
The tears seem bluer than…

I Don't Want To Admit

Memories flood as the day draws near,
Heart aches with the thoughts of us,
Dreams seem shattered,
Tears want to flow,
Don’t want to look back,
But can’t seem to look forward right now,
Wanting it to be over,
Wishing it would never come,
Wishing I didn’t have to think,
That soon it would have been,
It would have been three years,
It would have been what I thought would be
A moment of bliss not this,
Not this pain and sorrow,
Not these red blood tears of pain,
Not these thoughts in the daylight,
Not these thoughts in the night,
Not the thoughts I don’t want to admit to myself,
I don’t want to admit that I miss you,
I don’t want to admit I still love you,
I don’t want to admit that sometimes I wish
Things had gone another way,
I don’t want to admit that it pains me not being with you,
But I also know that it cannot be,
I also know that things would have never really changed,
I also know that sooner or later we might be here,
I don’t want to admit sometimes it is over,
I don’t want to admit I still hurt,
I don’t wan…

You Always Know

You always know,
I don’t have to speak the words,
You always know,
You always able to tell when something is wrong,
You always feel the mood change,
You always feel that something is going on,
You seem to see the smile vanish before I do,
You seem to know if something is causing me pain,
You seem to always know everything about me,
You seem to know the deepest secrets I kept long hidden,
Yet you don’t always know,
Yet you don’t know the pain and the suffering,
Everything I do for you,
I pretend so many things,
I pretend happiness at times,
I pretend smiles on my face when I rather cry,
I pretend that it doesn’t bother me,
I pretend to everyone I don’t love you as much as I do,
You always know or so it seems,
You always seem to sense the moment,
Yet you don’t see everything my dear,
I love you with all my heart and soul,
I love you with every breathe and dream,
I love you with every ounce I have ever had,
I love you with every moment,
I love you so much that sometimes it pains me,
You always seem to know when I…

I Dream About You

I dream about you,
Wishing you were here holding me tight,
I dream about us,
The vision of light from the darkness,
I dream about the future,
Something I thought I wouldn’t be able to do,
I dream about you,
Wanting you to be here in real,
Wishing that you were kissing me,
Wishing that you could make me smile,
The way I do everytime I talk to you,
The way I do whenever you tell me you love me,
The way I do when you talk about the future of us,
I dream about us,
The life and dreams I thought taken away,
From the one that caused me so much pain and hurt,
From the one that tried to kill my soul,
But now it has been brought back,
The light has returned,
The shadows have ran away,
And all I see is us,
And all I see is the happiness,
And all I see is the Technicolor dreams,
And I journey through the blue and green,
And I journey through the dark to light,
And I journey to where you are,
And I feel your arms around me,
And I feel your lips on mine,
And I feel your heart beat in time with mine,
I dream about you,
And sudde…

Ten Years

Written and dedicated to my friend that committed suicide 10 years ago today.

Ten years has now gone and passed,
Yet this memory still lasts,
Ten years ago you were taken from me,
Ten years ago you were taken from your family,
Ten years ago you were taken from your friends,
Ten years seems like yesterday,
I still remember the call,
I still remember telling my best friend,
I still remember crying and not understanding,
I still wondered why,
I still wanted to talk to you just one more time,
I still wanted you to know those things,
That might have never been said,
Ten years has now come and gone,
Yet the memory still lives on,
Yet the picture of your face
Stays in my mind,
Yet the wanting you still here,
Is in my heart and soul,
Yet the wanting things different
Is always just a heart beat away,
Ten years has now come and gone,
But you have always lived on,
And although it might have been ten years,
It feels like yesterday today,
We still love and care,
We still remember,
We still hold you dear,
We will never forget,

Don't Tell Me

Don’t you tell me lies,
Don’t you give me that story,
Don’t you tell me words you do not mean,
Don’t let me see that glory,
I don’t want to be told things untrue,
I don’t want to be told a fake story,
I don’t want to hear words you do not mean,
I don’t want to deal with things like that,
I don’t want to live a life full of lies,
I don’t want to live a life full of untruth,
I don’t want to try to believe in something,
Than just find it untrue,
I don’t want to hear the I am sorry,
I don’t want to hear that you care,
I don’t want to hear those whispers,
Those words,
Those actions,
Those moments untrue,
Your actions have now spoken loud and clear,
Your actions have proven the truth,
I don’t want to hear anything from you,
I wash my hands and bid you farewell,
I don’t want to deal with you or your kind,
My life is too full of good things
To be tainted with your bad,
So don’t tell me those lies,
Don’t tell me that story,
Don’t tell me those words untrue,
I won’t stand here and believe them,
I won’t stand here and care,