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None Of The Words Seem Right

None of the words seem right,
Nothing sounds right,
Nothing seems to come,
No matter how much I want them to,
I want to tell you so many things,
I want to show you even more,
I want you to see what you do to me,
I want you to see how much you already mean,
I am falling so hard,
I am falling so deep,
I am scared but yet not afraid,
I am hopeful of us,
I don’t know what it is,
I couldn’t explain it,
Because none of the words seem right,
Nothing sounds right,
Nothing seems to come,
No matter how much I want them to,
I want you to see and know,
What goes on in my heart,
When you asked me to be yours,
I didn’t hestiate,
I didn’t think,
I didn’t need to,
I knew the answer in my mind,
I knew the way it was going to be,
I was yours before you even asked,
I knew there was something strong between you and me,
But it still seems that none of the words seem right,
Nothing sounds right,
Nothing seems to come,
On what I really want to say,
When you held me in your arms,
When you first kissed me,
I felt magic run through my vains,
I …

Sweet As Dreams Coming True

Sweet as dreams coming true,
Sweet as this love coming to being,
Sweet as this hope burning,
Sweet as this belief burning,
Sweet as the way I want you to kiss me,
Sweet as the way I want to kiss you,
Sweet as your voice,
Sweet as the words you speak,
You and I have been friends
For quite a few years,
And I had always had a thing,
I had always wanted more,
But the timing never seemed right,
The timing never seemed to be there,
But than one day it all turned upside down,
When you called me sweetheart,
When you told me you missed me,
When you told me those words of love,
When you seemed to not be afraid,
Like so many before you,
You seemed to just grab on,
You seemed to just hold on,
And than before I knew it,
The dreams seemed to come,
Sweet as dreams coming true,
Sweet as this love coming to being,
Sweet as this hope burning,
Sweet as this belief burning,
Sweet as the way you are in my heart,
Sweet as the love that burns,
Sweet as this moment,
As this dream,
As it unfolds in front of us,
Maybe I am crazy,
Maybe I am ma…

After All These Years

After all these years,
You are the one that still stands here,
You are the one that still carries on through,
You are the one that is there whenever I fall,
You are the one that believes in me despite it all,
You are the one that knows me better than anyone else,
You are the one that sees me for who I am,
After all these years,
You are the one that still is here,
You are the one that hasn’t given up,
You are the one that hasn’t changed,
You are the one that carries on,
You are the one that was there,
Through the heartbreaks of my life,
You are the one that went through so much,
Through the good and the bad,
After all these years,
I know that I have something wonderful,
You are my best friend,
You are someone important in my life,
You are someone that no one can ever replace,
You are someone that will stand through the test of time,
You are someone who believes in my dreams,
You are the one that was there,
Through my marriage standing in as the best man,
You were there through my divorce,
When I was heartbroken…

A Strength That Cannot Be Touched

She has a strength that cannot be touched,
She has a will that cannot be harmed,
She will get through anything,
She might have to face days with hardship,
She might have to face moments without the sun,
But she will find those rays of sunshine,
She will find that special someone,
She will keep on believing,
Even when everything seems down,
She will not give up,
She will fight for it,
She will stand up for it,
She believes in it,
She has a strength that cannot be touched,
She has a will that cannot be harmed,
No matter what she might have to deal with,
No matter how many false starts,
False hopes,
False dreams she might have to face,
She will find a way to get there,
She will carry on through,
No matter where she might have to find it,
She will find the strength to keep going on,
No matter how many scores the others might keep,
Or how many times they might try to bring her down,
Or how many times they think that they will get her,
From the beginning,
Make her believe too long,
Or make her believe at all,
That she …

Was It All An Act

Was it all an act?
Those words?
Those actions?
Those days together?
Holding me?
Kissing me?
Making love to me?
Was it all an act?
Was it just a show?
Did you think oh I’ll just break a heart,
I will just try to break a soul,
I will say those words,
Make her believe?
Believe that you cared?
Believe that you wanted me?
Believe that you wanted a future?
Was it all an act?
The way you held me close?
The way you said we had a strong connection?
The way you said you felt something more,
Than you ever felt with anyone else?
Was it all an act?
Was it all a show?
Was it ever reality for you?
But what you don’t know is that
Even if it was an act,
Even if it was a show,
Even if it wasn’t reality to you,
I will find a way to go on,
I will find a way to move on,
I have strength stronger than you know,
My soul is stronger than you know,
My heart is stronger than you know,
I thought that I was the one for you,
And I thought you were the one for me,
But I was wrong,
I was blinded,
By your act,
By your show,
By the fake emotions you showed…

I Was Blind To You

How could I have been so blind,
How could I have not seen,
How could I have not believed,
How much you care for me?
How much you really love me?
How much you wanted to be with me?
How could I have been so blind,
Why did I not see?
That you are the one that I should be with,
You are the one I should have dated,
You are the one I should have given the chance to,
Regardless of the distance,
Regardless of the fact you are so far away,
You are the one that has seen me through it,
Seen me through it all,
You had always had something for me,
And I had always cared for you,
But somehow I was lead to believe,
That there was no way it could work,
That the one I went after would be better,
But I was wrong,
I have been blind,
I have not seen what was in front of me,
You mean so much to me,
And I hurt you so deeply,
I hurt you when I went to him,
And when I told you I was with him,
And I know it cut you deeply,
And I don’t blame you for being mad,
You wanted to be with me,
And now you are afraid you’ll lose me again
To another,

Not Wanting To Let You Go

I don’t want to let you go,
But I feel that I must,
I don’t want to leave you behind,
But how can I keep carrying on?
You have seemed to be avoiding me,
No longer talking to me,
No longer calling me,
No longer seeing me,
No longer it seems to care,
I don’t want to let you go,
But these tears are in my mind,
These tears are in my soul,
These tears are burning,
And all I want to do is cry,
And have the tears fall down like icy rain,
I don’t want to leave you behind,
But how can I keep carrying on like this?
All I wanted was you in my life,
All I wanted was you in my soul,
All I wanted was you and I,
But it seems that dream is broken,
That dream is destroyed,
You seem to be gone,
And I am left here alone,
I am left alone to fix this broken heart,
Although our time hasn’t been that long,
I felt something so much when I was with you,
I felt something I hadn’t felt in a long time,
Something that my dreams held onto,
I don’t want to let go,
But what else can I do?
I am left here alone,
Not knowing,
Not understanding,
What is…

I Wish For You

I sit up late at night,
Wishing you were here,
I lay in bed at night,
Wishing you were there,
I think about you all the time,
I dream of you every night,
I just want to hold you,
Even though you are strong in my heart,
And strong in my soul,
I feel lonely at times,
I feel lost at times,
Because I want to hold you,
Because I want to kiss you,
Because I want you to be here,
Because I want you more than,
I have ever wanted anyone before,
I sit up late at night,
Wishing you were here,
I lay in bed at night,
Wishing you were there,
I wish I could wake up,
With you holding me tight,
Sometimes I wonder why
I don’t have sleepless nights,
But somehow I still dream,
And somehow I still sleep well,
Because you are in my heart,
Because you are in my soul,
But I still wish for you,
I wish for you to be near me,
I wish for you to kiss me,
I wish for you to hold me tight,
I wish for you so much,
It is what keeps me going,
Whenever we are apart,
It is what keeps me holding on,
When I miss you just that much more,
I sit up late at night,

Forgiving The Past

I am forgiving the past,
I am making a change,
I am not letting my life keep going,
The way it has before,
There needs to be a new way,
There needs to be a new change,
There needs to be hope again,
There needs to be belief again,
There needs to be life again,
There needs to be something better,
Something better than what has been going on,
I am forgiving the past,
I am letting things go,
Forgiving those that have hurt me,
Forgiving myself for any hurt I’ve caused,
Giving everything a fresh start,
Giving everything a brand new beginning,
Finding the hope,
Finding the way,
Finding the belief,
There is a change in the wind,
There is a change in my soul,
There is a change in my heart,
I feel the chains breaking,
I feel the hurt regaining,
I feel my soul brighten,
I feel dreams returning,
I am forgiving the past,
I am letting it all go,
I am giving myself a fresh start,
A fresh start at life,
At love with Alex,
At dreams to come true,
And faith above it all.

No More Fears

No more fears in my heart,
No more fears in my soul,
I woke up with a realization,
I woke up knowing somehow,
I woke up feeling you,
I felt that connection,
Strong and true,
It wasn’t weak after all,
It wasn’t dying,
It was just faint,
But than I felt it strong again,
I felt every emotion in my heart,
I felt every dream in my soul,
I felt myself trusting,
I felt myself healing,
I felt myself knowing the truth,
No matter what others might say,
No matter what others might do,
I feel the truth here in my heart,
I feel the truth here in my soul,
I am a part of you,
You are a part of me,
Your heart beats in time with mine,
No more fears in my heart,
No more fears in my soul,
I woke up with the realization,
I woke up with the truth,
I woke up knowing that the tests were passed,
I woke up knowing that we will forever be together,
No more fearing that you won’t be here,
No more fearing that you and I won’t be together,
No more fearing anything,
I stand today stronger,
I stand today believing more,
I stand today hoping even mo…

Insatiable Desire

Whenever I hear your voice,
Whenever you say my name,
Whenever you tell me you miss me,
Whenever you tell me you love me,
Whenever you tell me just how much,
How you could not miss me,
It makes my heart sing,
It makes my heart feel something,
I have never felt before,
With you there is no explanation needed,
There is no need for a reason why,
There is no need to fully understand,
There is an insatiable desire I have,
Whenever I am with you,
Whenever I feel you,
Whenever I need you,
You make my heart complete,
You make my heart sing,
No matter what others may say,
No matter what others may do,
All I know is this love,
The love in our hearts,
The love in our souls,
We have gone through so much,
We may always have to,
But we will find a way through it all,
Because whenever I hear your voice,
Whenever you say my name,
Whenever you tell me you miss me,
Whenever you tell me you love me,
Whenever you tell me just how much,
I feel this insatiable desire,
The desire to hold you,
The desire to kiss you,
The desire to make love …

Something In The Mist

There is something in the mist,
It surrounds me,
It is the darkness,
It is the light,
It is the unknowing,
It is this fight,
The fight of these emotions,
The fears,
The doubts,
The hopeless feeling,
The wondering,
The not knowing,
There is something in the mist,
It engulfs my soul,
It engulfs my heart,
I wonder if I will find the way,
Find the way as I have before,
Find the way to the light,
To not let it hold onto me,
How many more times must I do this?
How many more times must I keep fighting?
How many more times must I keep wondering?
Wondering if there will ever be more?
Wondering if just for once everything would be wonderful,
Wonderful the way it was before,
There is something in the mist,
But I cannot see it,
I am blinded by the tears,
The pain,
The sadness,
The wanting him here,
The wanting to hold him,
The yearning in my heart,
There is something in the mist,
But it seems so far away,
It seems like leagues,
Upon leagues of an endless see,
All I want to do is be with him,
All I want to do is hold him,
All I want to…

Unbound Pleasures

I want to feel your lips against mine,
I want to feel your hands over my body,
I want to enjoy the moment,
I want to have you here with me,
I want to feel those pleasures,
The ones you give me everytime we touch,
I want to feel that moment,
The moment of bliss that I miss,
Miss whenever you are not here,
Miss whenever you are not with me,
Miss whenever I cannot hold you in my arms,
Miss whenever I cannot kiss you,
I want to feel those lips against mine,
I want to feel your hands over my body,
I want to enjoy every moment,
The ones I miss right now,
The ones I want to feel right now,
The ones that I would give anything to feel,
To feel right now,
These pleasures are unbounded,
They are in my every thought,
They are in my every dream,
They are in my heart,
They are in my soul,
They are in the very depths of me,
I want to feel your lips against mine,
I want to feel your hands over my body,
I want to enjoy the moment,
The moments of bliss,
Brought on by the way you kiss me,
The way you hold me,
The way you carass me,
Th…