Showing posts from November, 2005

Today's Life Wonders

What a day it has been,
Where you don’t know if you want to be angry or upset,
When you find out who really are your friends,
And that someone that means a lot to you and someone else are gone,
And when another doesn’t have much more time left in the world,
When life seems to hit you with fast balls
And you’re left wondering to be crying
Or frustrated and mad at the way people you thought
Once cared for you were treating you now,
And you want to know could you cry
Until the sea of life swallows you from the pain,
And you want to know if you are angry enough
That perhaps the pain from the death and soon death
Will drown within your soul,
And you don’t know what to think,
And you don’t know what to do,
And you don’t know how to feel
How to feel anymore within the pain
Or the anger that you feel,
You want to be upset one moment
And than crying the next,
And you try to be strong,
Strong for yourself,
Strong for those others that mean so much to you,
But you want to cry,
And you want to scream,
And you want to do s…

About My Birthday

Your Birthdate: February 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends.
But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents
Your power color: Jade
Your power symbol: Flower
Your power month: June

Key To My Heart

This is a cool one :)

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

And The Tide Turns

And the tide turned from one moment to the next,
Life was changing so fast and so new,
Two of her old friends were no longer in her life,
One made her sad the other did not affect her as much,
One was one of her dearest guy friends that meant
Everything to her that she would have done anything for,
Someone that she felt she could talk about anything
Or nothing at all,
About dreams, life, happiness, and all the betweens,
But then he and the other decided to hate
Who I decided to marry and not tell me
And hide what they were thinking and feeling,
And so the tide turned.
And the tide turns from innocence to life of pain and hurt,
The moments of wanting to give anything
And the talking of anything or nothing was gone
And the heartache was living deep in her heart
And the moments that she normally would share
A happy holiday wish or a hope or dream
Did not exist anymore,
There would be no more phone calls on holidays
Or well wishes and hoping that every year would be better
Than it was before and to be grateful…

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time I would have done anything for you,
I would have given up everything I had in the world to be with you,
I would have put all the others aside just for you,
I would have given up the life I had to just be with you,
Just to love you,
Just to be around that smile that use to send shivers down my spine,
Or those eyes that would catch my breathe everytime
You smiled with them,
Once upon a time I would have loved being called
Your one and only girl,
The one that you would have kissed softly
At anytime of the night,
The one you could have called your wife
If you didn’t change your ways,
The one you once sang to,
The one that you once wrote poems to,
The one that would have done anything to stand up
For you when others where mean to you,
Once upon a time when you were mine
I would have done anything to hurt others
If it meant to have you in my life,
If it meant that I would have been your one
And you’re only.
But that time is gone and life has changed,
You are no longer the guy I loved
Or the guy I u…