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My New Years Wish

As the new year approaches,
All my thoughts turn to you,
All my dreams are filled with you,
All I want is you,
You are everything I need,
You are everything I want,
You are what I want for Christmas every year,
You are who I want to kiss on new years eve,
As the year turns into a new one,
You are the one I want to walk down the aisle to,
You are the one that I want to make a vow to,
After all I have been through these years,
Of all the bad relationships I went through,
Were my heart was torn and hurt,
Were I had to pick up the pieces of not only my heart,
But pieces of my life,
I have found through you something to believe in,
Something to truly smile about,
Whenever I talk to you I feel my whole heart light up,
I feel my face light up,
I feel my very soul brigthen,
I feel everything just liven up in my life,
As the new year approaches,
There is only one thing that could complete,
Everything I feel in my heart,
Everything I feel in my soul,
Everything I feel in my dreams,
And that is for you to be here,
As the c…

My Christmas Wish

My Christmas wish is simply this,
I just want to have you home with me,
I do not care about the fact that the tree is bare,
And that there is no presents,
All I want is the love you have in your heart,
And the love you have in your soul,
I just want to feel you in my arms,
I just want to lose control,
I just want to kiss you,
I just want to rub you everywhere,
You are all that matters to me,
There is nothing else that comes even close,
My Christmas wish is simply this,
I just wish I was with you and not without you,
I just wish to be holding you and not alone,
I just want to hold you close to me,
And be able to just look into your eyes,
My Christmas wish is simply this,
I wish that we weren’t thousands of miles away,
I wish that we were closer so I could see you,
So I could hold you,
So I could show you all the emotions in my heart,
So I could just be with you,
My Christmas wish is simply this,
I just want to have you here inside of my arms,
I just want to hold you close,
I just want to hear I love you in pers…

Our Bond

When we met online we were first two strangers,
But I felt a connection with you right away,
From the very first message,
To the very first conversation online,
To the very first time I heard your voice,
I knew that when we will meet in person,
Our bond will be very strong,
That just one kiss,
Just one touch,
Will send desire down through my whole body,
There will be never ending passion,
And there is so much love,
People might think we are crazy,
And perhaps we are,
But I know without a single doubt
That this is meant to be,
We are meant to be together,
They will see,
We will prove to everyone,
That despite the way we meet,
Or how soon we knew,
That we are in love,
And nothing is going to break us apart,
Nothing,
Because this is a love meant to be,
This is true love,
This is what soul mates are,
And I knew from the first moment,
Despite not knowing you well,
That we had a connection,
And I knew it from the first conversation,
That we have a bond,
That is very strong,
That will never be broken by anything.

Two Hearts Intertwained As One

Every moment that ticks by,
Every second that goes by,
I feel the love I have for you my darling,
It is something that is so amazing,
Knowing that I am truly someone’s sweetheart,
Knowing that I am your beloved,
Knowing that you believe I am more than just adorable,
That you see me as someone so beautiful,
That you see me as someone who is sexy,
Makes my heart melt all over again,
Makes my heart sing of the romance that is between us,
With every passionate thought,
With every passionate kiss,
With every passionate dream,
I know that this is the most amazing thing in my life,
I never knew that a simple I love you,
Could be the most romantic thing spoken,
Could mean more than any other words,
Especially when it is spoken,
Especially when it is told,
Especially when you are the one,
That speaks those words,
Every moment that ticks by,
Every second that goes by,
I feel that love that you have for me my darling,
I feel that love that I have for you my darling,
It is something that is so amazing,
Yet so simple and pu…

Melt Into You

If I were a snowflake, I think I’d melt into your lips,
Gently caressing them to feel them,
Gently letting me melt into you fully,
I would take every single moment,
I would take every single second,
I would take every possible time I could,
Just to taste your kisses,
If I were a snowflake, I think I’d melt into your heart,
Snuggle into it nice and warm,
Hold onto the good portions,
Heal the bad portions,
Make sure you see the love I have for you,
Make sure you know that this is forever,
Make sure you know that I love you always,
Make sure you know that nothing will take me away form you,
If I were a snowflake, I think I’d melt into your soul,
Molding into it like a second skin,
Molding into it until all there is, is us,
Fall into it with no hesitations,
Giving you every single reason to believe in love,
Giving you every single reason to remember love,
Giving you every single thought of love,
If I were a snowflake, I think I’d melt into your body,
Feeling every inch of your skin,
Feeling every inch of your de…

Spending Time With You

When I spend time with you everything else doesn’t matter,
When I hold you into my arms it is the only place I want to be,
When I dream of you at night it is the only thing that seems to matter,
You are in my mind,
You are in my soul,
You are in my dreams,
No matter what it is,
The moments I spend mean the world to me,
I don’t care if it is just a few moments on the phone,
I don’t care if it is a conversation online,
All that I care about is holding you in my heart,
All that I care is that you are mine,
All that I care is that I am yours,
That this is an us,
That we are together forever,
When I spend time with you rather it’s talking about,
Our biggest dreams,
Our deepest fears,
Or just talking about anything,
All that matters is this,
This love that we have,
The love that the stars have seemed to align for,
The love that is in both of our hearts,
We are meant to be together,
Through the hardships that have happened,
We are the bright sun in each others lives,
When you tell me you love me,
And when I tell you t…

Gazing Into Your Eyes

When I gaze into your eyes I know that everything else fades away,
I know that love is within those eyes,
I know that my life is reflected into those eyes,
I know that all my fears leave when looking into those eyes,
I know that everything that hurt me before disappears,
I know that a lifetime of dreams are in those eyes,
I know that thre is something that cannot be fully explained,
When I gaze into your eyes I see the beauty of dreams,
I see the love that has been waiting for me,
I see the love that is promised to me,
I see the love that you have,
It only becomes stronger,
Nothing can change what it is,
Nothing can tear us apart,
When I gaze into your eyes I see myself,
And the love I have for you reflect,
And the dreams I have of us reflect,
And the moments of bliss reflect,
And I know that this is love,
That this is the love of a lifetime,
That this is a love of fairy tales,
That this is a love worth holding onto,
Although the distance is hard,
And the miles are many,
You are in my heart,
You are in my sou…

You Are The Best Gift

It is the winter season where you can see,
The snow falling around you,
There is a soft peace that feels your thoughts,
And as I watch the snow fall I just think of your warm embrace,
Wishing with all my heart that you were here,
So you could softly kiss me,
And hold me to your heart,
But instead I am here wishing for you,
Wishing to with you,
Quietly these thoughts fill my mind,
I know that we are one in our hearts,
That when you told me you loved me,
I knew it was heartfelt and true,
As the snow falls around me,
All I wish is for one thing,
All I wish is for you my dear,
You are the answer to many thoughts,
You are the answer to many dreams,
You are the answer to everything,
It is the winter season,
A time when there is cold and snow,
Where one wishes to be wrapped up with someone,
But my someone is so far away,
He’s miles away from me,
But I feel his heart beat,
I feel his heart beat with mine,
I feel him near me no matter what,
He is the reason I am so inspired again,
He is the reason why I believe again,
He …

Your Smile

Your smile makes me think of the truest rainbows,
Of sunshine days,
Of love without broken hearts,
Of dreams unbroken,
Of memories bittersweet,
Your smile makes me think of those moments,
The ones of happiness not sadness,
The ones of dreams still remembered and not washed away,
So many times I wanted to give up,
So many times I just wanted to throw it all away,
So many times I was ready to just say no more,
But than with your smile you melt all those defenses,
Leaving me with no choice but to fall into your arms,
You give me something my darling,
Something that has been lost for so long,
Something I thought was well gone,
Your smile makes me think of a future with you in it,
Makes me wish again for the romance,
Makes me want you in my life,
I just want to hold you,
I just want to kiss you,
I just want to be,
Be in your arms,
You are the one my heart belongs to,
You are the one that my soul belongs to,
You are the one,
The one that this heart wants,
The one that this heart needs,
The one that it is bond to,
Your …

My Fondest Memory

Ever since I met you,
Ever since you came into my life,
My fondest memory is when you told me you felt the same,
That you felt the emotions I did in my heart,
Even though we hadn’t know each other that long,
It was like fate brought us together,
It was like the stars were twinkling brighter than before,
It was like a union of souls,
Ever since I met you,
Ever since you came into my life,
My fondest memory is when you told me you loved me,
Without a hesitation,
Without double thinking,
Without holding back,
Without saying we should wait,
Ever since I met you,
Ever since you came into my life,
My fondest memory is believing in true love again,
Believing that it isn’t crazy to love so quickly,
Believing that it doesn’t matter the distance,
It doesn’t matter what else might be going on,
That soul mates do exist still in this rough world,
That love can still exist through it all,
There have been hardships,
There has been pain,
But ever since I met you,
Ever since you came into my life,
My fondest memory is when all …

I Crave You

I crave you more than I could crave air,
I crave the way your touch will feel against my skin,
I crave to have you near me where I can feel you,
I crave to have you near me so I can kiss you,
I crave you my darling,
Your skin feels like satin against mine,
Your skin feels like warmth of the sun against me,
As you hold me closer,
As you kiss me deeper,
I feel the passion stirring within us both,
I feel the sexual tension rise,
I feel you grow with just my touch,
I feel your breath become deeper,
I can feel that you crave me too,
The wait has been enough,
I don’t want to wait anymore,
The distance is driving me crazy,
I must have you now,
I cannot be away any longer,
I cannot stand it anymore,
I must find a way,
I must find a way to you,
Because you are all I crave,
You are all I want,
You are all I need,
I crave to feel you against me,
I crave to have you kiss me deeply,
I crave to have you rise my passion with yours,
I crave for that completeness,
Your skin feels like a warm blanket around me,
Bringing me in to yo…

My Heart Beats Because Of You

My heart beats because you are in my life,
My heart races because of your voice,
My heart beats because I cannot stop thinking of you,
My heart beats because I love you with every breathe I have,
My heart beats because I cannot dream of a life without you,
Now that you are in my life,
Now that you are apart of my soul,
Now that you are apart of me,
My heart beats because you are the person I love,
My heart beats because I become breathless just dreaming of you,
My heart beats because you are everything I have ever wanted,
My heart beats because I never thought I would feel this way,
I had thought I had found my soul mate before,
I had thought I found the one that my heart could beat for forever,
But I was just left in the wind,
But I was just left in the dust,
And I had to go on and pick up the pieces of my heart,
But with you something is different,
But with you something is better,
But with you there is something that wasn’t there before,
My heart beats because you are in my life,
My heart races because…

The Way Home To You

Just look into my eyes my darling,
Just look into my soul,
Just give me a moment to look into your soul,
Just give me a moment to look into your heart,
Your eyes remind me of the forever I have been hoping for,
Your eyes remind me of the dreams that I’ve been dreaming of,
Your eyes reminds me that I am no longer alone,
Your eyes remind me to take a chance on love again,
I’ve been through so much pain,
I’ve been through so much heartache,
I’ve been through times I thought would never end,
I’ve been through times I never wanted to end,
The tears I’ve cried seemed to go unanswered for so long,
But than you came into my life,
But than you gave me something to believe in again,
But than you gave me hope,
But than you showed me to not give up,
But than you showed me it didn’t matter what happened before,
You were now here to hold me,
You were now here to love me,
You were now here to kiss me,
Just look into my eyes my darling,
Just look into my soul,
Just give me a moment,
Just give me forever,
Just show me its oka…

When I'm With You I Feel

When I’m with you I feel love beyond the stars,
When I’m holding you I feel every heart beat,
When I’m with you I can see the passion that beats with mine,
When I’m near you I can see the love you feel for me,
When I’m away from you I can still hear it,
The love that beats in your heart,
The passion that builds wanting me,
The longing for me to be in your arms,
The dreams that have come true since you have met me,
And the dreams that are just waiting to be fully realized,
When I’m with you I feel love beyond the stars,
I feel the eternity just waiting for us,
I feel the forever just hoping for us,
It is like the stars aligned to bring us together,
We are perfect for each other
We are meant to be together,
No matter the distance between us now,
Every time I hear your voice it closes,
Every time I think about you it disappears into nothing,
These two hearts have found,
These two souls have come together,
And no matter the obstacles in our way,
We will find a way my darling,
We will find a way together,
Because…

The Love Between You And Me

Come here my darling,
Come take me away,
I don’t need anything special,
I don’t need a romantic getaway,
All I need is you by my side,
This romance will never fade,
Whenever I talk to you I can feel the passion,
I feel the romance that is within us both,
Never have I felt this way,
Never have I felt an attraction this intense,
Never have I felt that perhaps forever really will last,
That forever has come taken me by my hand,
It has swept me away,
Nothing is going to stop us now,
Nothing will come between this relationship,
Nothing will split apart this companionship of lovers,
Nothing will tear us apart my dear,
Because now that I have you my darling,
Now that you are in my life,
I know what true intimacy is,
It is within those words you say,
It is within that touch you give me,
It is within the way you melt my heart,
Just by saying my name,
Just by calling me to your heart,
Just by giving me something to fully believe in,
I have been searching so long,
I have been searching so hard,
And than here you are,
Someth…

Forever In Love

I just want to hear your voice,
I just want to hold you tight,
I just want to kiss you,
Darling you are so far away,
Darling I just want to hold you,
Darling I need you here,
Darling I love you so,
I don’t care what they say,
However this pain in my heart,
The emptiness without you is hard,
I just want to hold you to me,
I just don’t ever want to let go,
I just want to be with you,
I want to close this distance,
I want to be home with you,
I want to hold you so close,
Darling you mean the world to me,
Darling you are my everything,
Darling I need you so much,
I don’t want to be away from you,
Not any longer,
I would give anything,
I would do anything
Just to be with you,
Just to hold you,
Just to kiss you deeply,
Just to hold you in my arms,
I love you so much,
No matter what they say,
Or what they do,
No matter how hard it is,
I will always love you,
I will always need you,
You are my everything,
Darling I love you,
Darling I need you,
Darling please come home,
Come home to me,
Let the distance fade,
Let our love be in th…

Finding Home

They say that there is no place like home. Well for me home physically had always been the beautiful state of Oregon. However the physical home would change during what would become the last portion of my marriage to David and my emotional home would be lost it would seem for quite some time. My life was always filled with hard times and a lot of ups and downs, however if you had told me that when I got married in October 23rd of 2004 that I would be divorced just a little over two years after getting married I might have not believed you. Not to mention if you told me that I would have lose most of my material possessions due to the ordeal I would be put through I would have not believed you.

I would never believe that the marriage I had with David would end the way it would. I would have never belieeved that I would lose most of my material possessions and still struggling now to regain the things I have lost. The most hurtful being a good portion of my writing being lost due t…