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Never Slow Down

Never slow down my dear,
Never stop,
I just want to be with you,
I just want to hold you tight,
I just want to kiss you,
I just want to touch you,
I just want,
Just want this moment,
Want this completeness,
Want this beautiful dream,
Want this to be real,
And not just fantasy,
Never slow down my dear,
Never stop,
Keep saying those words,
Those words I need to hear,
Tell me how much you love me,
Tell me how much you care,
Tell me how much you want to be with me,
Tell me how you only dream of me,
Tell me how you only want me forever,
Please my darling just tell me,
Just hold me near,
Tell me those words,
Those words I need to hear,
Never slow down my dear,
Never stop,
Never cease,
I need you more than ever,
I need you more every single day,
Every single night,
Every single moment,
I long for you,
I long for your touch,
Your kiss,
Your caress,
Every part of you,
Never slow down,
Never give up,
Never cease these emotions,
Never stop,
I love you my darling,
I love you so much,
You are my everything,
You are my absolute,
You are what …

Take A Stand

Take a stand right now,
Take a stand right here,
Take a moment,
Take a second,
Take this time right here,
It is time to stop hiding,
It is time to stop waiting,
It is time to stop worrying,
It is time to just show me,
It is time to just be with me,
Take a stand right here,
Take a stand right now,
Take a stand my dear,
Before it’s too late,
Before the moment passes,
Before the next moment comes,
Before it all changes,
Before it all goes away,
Before something else comes along,
Take a stand right here,
Take a stand right now,
This is the moment,
This is the time,
There is no other time,
There is no other moment,
There is no next day,
Forget all of that,
Forget all of those other times,
Forget all of those other moments,
Now is the time,
Now is the moment,
Stand up,
Show up,
Put out those emotions,
Put out those thoughts,
Put out those things that is in your heart,
Do not hide,
Do not wait,
Do not let another minute pass you by,
We never know how long we have,
We never know what can be,
We never know what the next moment will b…

I Want To Close The Distance

I want to close the distance,
Close the space that seems to be,
Within you and me,
Close this distance,
Close this moment,
Close and forget everything around us,
I just want to hold you,
I just want to feel you,
I just want to kiss you,
I just want to hear your voice,
I feel so lonely here by myself,
I feel so lonely here without you,
I feel so lonely here even with everyone around me,
I feel so lonely here even with this mask,
This mask I wear to pretend,
That everything is fine,
That nothing hurts,
That nothing is wrong,
But I know the truth,
I know the truth that I hide,
I know the truth that I put away,
That I don’t show too many,
Even those I have known for a long time,
I want to close the distance,
I want to close this space,
I want to close the feeling I feel,
This emotion that seems unreal,
This emotion that cuts through every part,
Every part of me,
Every part of my heart,
Every part of my soul,
Every part of my being,
Every part that makes me whole,
I want to close the distance,
I want to close this,
I don’t …

Metamorphosis

Everything around me is changing,
Everything around me is evolving,
Everything around me is going this way,
Going that way,
Going all the ways in between,
I have seen people I care about,
People I have loved,
People I love now,
Change for good,
Change for bad,
Being caught in the cross roads,
As they metamorphosis to something else,
There have been battles won,
Battles lost,
Battles at a standstill,
Battles at a cost,
I feel so many things changing,
Changing into things that are to come,
Things that are coming to being,
Things I wonder if I can handle,
If I will be able to be a part of,
If I will be able to stay strong for,
If I will be able to deal with to the end,
These changes,
These emotions,
This heart,
Will it be able to handle,
Will it be able to take,
Everything that is going around,
That is going all around me,
I feel things changing,
Changing in every part of me,
Changing for good,
All I can hope for,
All I can believe,
Is through all of this,
Through every moment,
Through every hardship,
That with the changes,
W…

I Am Pro Love

I am pro love,
I am pro romance,
I am pro emotions,
I am pro joy,
I am pro something to believe in,
Pro showing that you care,
Pro showing that you love,
Want to be with,
Want to hold,
Want to dream of,
Want to believe in,
Want to give your all,
Want to lose yourself so deep,
Want to lose yourself so completely,
Love,
I am pro love,
I am pro dreams,
I am pro in believing in more,
I am pro in showing everything you have,
Not holding back,
Not regretting a thing,
Regretting what could have been,
Regretting any what ifs,
Sort of thing,
I am pro love,
I am pro happiness,
I am pro beauty,
I pro believe in something deeper,
Then you could ever believe in before,
Then you could ever hope,
Then you could ever dream,
Then you could ever wish,
I am pro love,
I am pro wishing,
I am pro hoping,
I am pro knowing the depth,
The beauty of it all,
In telling the person,
In showing them every day,
To never stop,
To never end,
To always be,
To always want,
To keep on going,
Through every moment,
Every day,
Every hardship,
Every happiness,
Every mome…

Nothing Can Contain

There is nothing that can contain this,
Nothing can contain this love of mine,
Nothing that can stop it,
Nothing can even come close,
Nothing will hold me back,
Nothing will hold me back long,
Nothing can stop me,
Nothing will win,
When I am determined,
When the emotions of this heart is strong,
When the emotions of these dreams scream,
Scream where everyone can hear,
Scream where everyone cannot help but listen,
That is when you will know,
That is when you will see,
That nothing can stop,
Nothing can contain,
Nothing can contain this emotion,
This heart,
This dream,
This emotion,
I don’t care what I have to go through,
I don’t care what I have to deal with,
I say bring it on,
Bring it on,
Because I will not let anything stop me,
I will not let anything stop this emotion,
I will not let anything contain me,
Because I will fight,
I will fight to the end,
I will fight every day,
Every moment,
Every second,
Because I believe,
I believe in love,
I believe in hope,
I believe in joy,
I believe there is a rainbow,
I believe ther…

Are You Ready

Are you ready yet?
Are you ready to take that step?
Are you ready to wake up?
Are you ready to start?
Are you ready to stop letting things pass you by?
Are you ready?
Are you ready my darling?
Are you ready to love?
Are you ready to give your heart to me?
Are you ready to take that plunge?
There is no better time to start,
There is no better time to begin,
There is no better time to put your emotions out there,
There is no better time to put your heart out there,
You know that I love you,
You know that I care,
You know that this emotion,
Is not going to go anywhere,
I stand there waiting,
I stand there hoping,
I stand there wanting,
For you to be ready,
For you to start,
For you to show everything I think about,
Everything I dream of,
Everything I know that can lay within you,
So I ask you now,
I ask you these questions,
Are you ready?
Are you ready yet?
Are you ready to take that step?
Are you ready to wake up?
Are you ready to show me your heart?
Are you ready to give me your heart?
Are you ready my darling?
Life isn…

My Heart

Come reside in a place,
In a place filled with love,
Peace,
Hope,
Dreams,
Magic,
Beauty,
Come join me here,
Sit by my side,
Come to my heart,
Come find beauty,
Come find love,
Come find joy,
Come find dreams,
Come find everything
You have been searching for,
Even if you knew it or not,
Find the key,
Open the door,
Come on inside,
I want to love you always,
I want to love you forever,
You are always in my dreams,
You are always in my mind,
You are always in my soul,
Every single part of me,
Every single portion that I am,
Believes in us,
Believes in our dreams,
Believes we will get through it,
All the good,
All the bad,
All the in between,
So come on inside,
Take residence here,
I belong to you,
I always have,
From that first moment,
To every moment in between,
Even through the rough patches,
I love you,
Come reside in the place,
Come reside in this,
Believe,
Hope,
Dream,
Imagine,
Know,
That I love you,
That I want to be yours forever,
This place,
This piece of me,
Holds you close,
Holds you tight,
Holds you with every piece,
Every piece o…

To Walk In The Sun

If they tell you that you cannot do it,
Look the other way,
If they say you cannot feel it,
Forget what they say,
If they say you cannot believe it,
Believe it anyway,
If they say put down your hopes,
Your dreams,
The love within your heart,
Just keep on moving,
Do not let them tear you apart,
Just keep believing,
Just keep going,
Do not let them set your pace,
Do not let them set your dreams,
Do not let them tell you no,
If they tell you that there is no way,
Find one anyways,
If they tell you that it’s all in your head,
Prove them wrong,
Show them,
Teach them,
Stand up,
Be accounted for,
If they tell you there is no way,
No how,
Just isn’t going to happen,
Stand up,
Stand tell,
Keep going,
Keep believing,
Don’t give up,
Don’t let them win,
There is always going to be someone,
There is always going to be hardship,
There is always going to be rough times,
But if you believe,
If you look,
If you listen,
If you see,
There is always that moment,
There is always that victory,
And when you see another,
Who has lost their way,
Has th…

Why Is It So Hard

Why is it so hard?
What is so difficult?
What can truly be so hard to say I love you?
To say I am beautiful?
To put into words that you care?
To show in more than just actions?
To give something verbal?
To meet me somewhere even if it is part way?
I love you more than I could have ever thought,
Love you more complete than I could have dreamed,
But I struggle at times,
Feeling at the sidelines,
Feeling that there is something missing,
Wondering where the void suddenly came,
These emotions so strong and deep,
These emotions that I wear on my sleeve,
These emotions that cut through and through,
Leaving me wondering what to do,
Leaving me at this place,
Leaving me at this point,
Why is it so hard?
What can be so difficult?
I know patience hasn’t always been my strong point,
But I feel that I have given it my all,
And then some,
And here I stand,
Here I sit,
Here I wait listening,
Wondering,
Wishing,
Wanting,
Nothing more than a few words,
Just a few moments,
Just that feeling,
At a total loss of words,
At a total loss of b…

Love The Strong Emotion

Love,
Such a wonderful complex emotion,
Dreams,
Hopes,
Beliefs,
Wonder,
Romance,
Everything so tied so wonderfully with it,
Everything that can matter so much,
Everything that can hurt you,
Break you,
Cause you to fall apart,
But can also build you,
Change you,
Add so much more than you could ever dream,
Bring such joy,
Such happiness,
Such wonder,
Such peace,
There are hard moments,
Hard times,
Hard days,
But there can be good moments,
Good times,
And good days,
Love,
Such a complete ever compassing emotion,
Something everyone wants,
Rather they admit it or not,
Something everyone thinks of,
Even when things seem so dark and grim,
Something that we hope for,
Dream of,
Want to believe in,
Something we crave,
Desire,
And everything in between,
Love,
One of the strongest emotions,
One of the hardest to comprehend,
One of the ones that can easily be misunderstood,
One of the ones that can seem so easy,
And then so hard the next moment,
And then changes all over again,
Love,
True love,
Something I always hoped for,
Something I always …

Tell Me Why It's So Hard

Tell me why it’s so hard,
Tell me why it’s so difficult,
Tell me why I feel at the sidelines,
In this thing called life,
Tell me why I stand here?
Tell me why I feel like I can’t take it anymore?
Tell me why these emotions fill my heart,
And fill my soul,
Why does it have to be this way?
Why does it have to hurt so much?
Why does the pain penetrate every part of my heart,
Every part of my soul,
Everything that I am?
Why does my heart feel so frozen?
Why can’t this rain just pass?
Why does it seem that the only thing constant,
Is this pain,
Is this hurt,
Is this rain that hits this kind heart?
This kind person?
This kind being?
Why can’t I find it?
Where did I lose it?
Where did I lose my way?
Just tell me why,
Tell me why these emotions,
Why these dreams,
Can’t seem to exist peacefully,
Wanting nothing more,
Wanting nothing more than something to believe in,
Wanting something to hold onto,
Wanting something to dream of again,
Tell me why I stand here?
Why can’t I be swept away from this place?
Why can’t I just find th…

You Stand There At The Crossroads

You stand there at the crossroads,
Stand there looking one side,
Than looking to another,
Wondering which path to choose,
Wondering which way to turn,
Wondering where your life is going to go from here,
Wondering how to keep going,
Wondering who can you truly love,
Wondering if your heart has turned into ice,
Wondering if you can even feel,
You stand there at the crossroads,
Standing there looking down each path,
Looking down both roads,
Not knowing which way,
Not knowing which path to take,
Wondering what can you do,
Wondering who to love,
Wondering everything else that does not part
From your very lips,
I look at you,
I look into those blue eyes,
Knowing you more than most can,
Knowing you more than most ever could,
Knowing you deeply even more than some close to you,
Knowing every part of you,
Knowing how much it kills you,
To keep standing there at the crossroads,
To keep on waiting,
Wishing,
Wanting,
Just some answers,
Something to hold onto,
Something to make things seem better,
Something,
Not really knowing any…

No One Wants The Emotions

No one wants the rain,
Even though we all go through it,
No one wants the hardship,
Even though hardships make you stronger,
No one wants the hurt,
Even though it’s a part of life,
No one wants to suffer,
Although suffering in certain ways
Can only bring wonder,
Joy,
Peace,
And things that are better,
Even if it doesn’t seem like it at the time,
No one wants the emotions,
That lay within them,
They do not want to show it,
They rather just hide,
They rather just pretend,
They rather not see what’s in front of them,
They rather not see the truth around them,
Even though all they are doing,
Is hurting everyone around them,
Not realizing how much they are losing,
No one wants to handle the moments,
That is difficult or hard,
No one wants to help those that truly are in need,
So many people are shallow,
So many people are selfish,
So many people forget to look outside of themselves,
So many people forget what is all around them,
They forget how what they do affects more than just them,
Forget about how different things …

Looking For The Answers

Note: I haven't been posting any blogs because I have been writing a novel for National Novel Writing Month I have now hit the 50k mark and I will be working on it more soon as I am not done with the story yet but now working on poetry again :)

Looking for the answers in this world,
Looking for something to keep believing in,
Looking for a way through the dark moments,
Looking for a way to keep believing,
Looking for that moment,
Where I can just lose myself without thinking,
Lose the moment,
Lose everything,
Just fade away,
Just be,
Looking for that moment,
That time that everything seems so easy,
Wishing about things,
Remembering the good times in the past,
Knowing life is never easy,
But sometimes it sure seems harder,
Looking for a way to keep on going,
Stumbling a bit along the way,
Looking for that peace,
Looking for everything in between,
Can I just have that moment?
Can I just have that joy?
Can I just believe?
Can I just pretend?
Can I please I beg,
But it’s not that simple it seems,
It is not the …