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I Was Blind To You

How could I have been so blind,
How could I have not seen,
How could I have not believed,
How much you care for me?
How much you really love me?
How much you wanted to be with me?
How could I have been so blind,
Why did I not see?
That you are the one that I should be with,
You are the one I should have dated,
You are the one I should have given the chance to,
Regardless of the distance,
Regardless of the fact you are so far away,
You are the one that has seen me through it,
Seen me through it all,
You had always had something for me,
And I had always cared for you,
But somehow I was lead to believe,
That there was no way it could work,
That the one I went after would be better,
But I was wrong,
I have been blind,
I have not seen what was in front of me,
You mean so much to me,
And I hurt you so deeply,
I hurt you when I went to him,
And when I told you I was with him,
And I know it cut you deeply,
And I don’t blame you for being mad,
You wanted to be with me,
And now you are afraid you’ll lose me again
To another,

Not Wanting To Let You Go

I don’t want to let you go,
But I feel that I must,
I don’t want to leave you behind,
But how can I keep carrying on?
You have seemed to be avoiding me,
No longer talking to me,
No longer calling me,
No longer seeing me,
No longer it seems to care,
I don’t want to let you go,
But these tears are in my mind,
These tears are in my soul,
These tears are burning,
And all I want to do is cry,
And have the tears fall down like icy rain,
I don’t want to leave you behind,
But how can I keep carrying on like this?
All I wanted was you in my life,
All I wanted was you in my soul,
All I wanted was you and I,
But it seems that dream is broken,
That dream is destroyed,
You seem to be gone,
And I am left here alone,
I am left alone to fix this broken heart,
Although our time hasn’t been that long,
I felt something so much when I was with you,
I felt something I hadn’t felt in a long time,
Something that my dreams held onto,
I don’t want to let go,
But what else can I do?
I am left here alone,
Not knowing,
Not understanding,
What is…