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Don't Look For Me

Don’t look for me,
You lost that chance,
You lost the ability when I found out,
You lost the ability to be even my friend,
You played me like a well known player,
You played me making me think,
Making me believe in things,
But the joke is on you now,
I am no longer there,
Don’t look for me,
You won’t find me,
When everyone else leaves you behind,
You will be alone,
And you will not have me,
I would have done many things,
I would have loved you until the end,
But you don’t even deserve my trust,
You don’t even deserve my love,
You don’t even deserve any tears I want to cry,
You don’t deserve anything,
Because you are just a player,
You don’t know what real love is,
You don’t know what it is to really care,
You don’t know how to be faithful,
You don’t know how to be honest,
You just keep on lying,
You just keep on going,
But I won’t believe it anymore,
Don’t look for me,
You won’t find me,
When everyone else deserts you,
And you realize what you have lost,
You won’t find me anymore,
You won’t see me hurting,
You won’t s…

Relationships

Relationships are one of the hardest things we as people really go through. So many of us go through so much heartache and so many bad times. Some people get hurt once and give up and become a cynic. Some of us go through many bad times and decide enough is enough and become that cynic. Some of go through literal hell it seems and somehow someway find a way to keep going. Those of us that do that I tell you we deserve good things because we put through everything and somehow still don't give up.

I am one of those people. I have gone through some hard times at my age. Everything from abusive type relationships, to players, to having to deal with a divorce, and gods knows what else. Yet, somehow I keep going. Although I have felt like giving up myself trust me it isn't always easy being someone like me! There are times even I wonder how I keep going when there are times that I just want to forget it all and just give up.

But I guess maybe part of it is that I keep telling others y…

Fools In Love

Maybe I am a fool in love,
Who looks before really leaping,
Who believes without knowing much,
But I don’t care what people think,
Or what people say,
Or about possibily getting hurt,
Because I know in my heart,
And I know in my soul,
That you are different than those others,
With you I feel safer than I’ve ever felt before,
I might have thought before things,
Or emotions I feel now,
But none of those even compare,
None of those even come close,
What I feel with you blows me out of my own mind,
What I feel with you blows me out of my own soul,
Maybe we are fools in love,
But I don’t care,
Because as long as I have you,
As long as you are in my life,
And as long as I know you care in my heart,
I rather be a fool for the rest of my days,
I rather have this happiness,
This happiness that is brighter,
Than anything I’ve ever felt,
I felt like I am coming home,
Coming home to where I belong,
Whenever I hold you in my arms,
Whenever I kiss you,
Whenever you touch me,
Whenever we make love,
Maybe I am a fool in love,
But t…

Before You

Before you my heart was sad and blue,
It went through pain and heartache,
It went through tears and rain,
It went through time after time,
Thinking I had found the one,
But was disappointed time and time again,
But than you came into my life,
And I heard a new song,
And the heart that was sad and blue,
That had gone through pain and heartache,
The tears and rain,
Seemed to fade away,
And a new color was born on that heart,
That day you came into my life,
All the scars seemed to have healed,
All the chains fell away,
All the past seem to disappear,
And all I could see was light,
And a brand new red heart,
Something with more passion,
More love,
More dreams than I could even imagine,
And the blood felt warm in my vaines,
And the love seemed to grow,
Just from one glance,
One look from you,
Before you my heart was sad and blue,
It went through pain and heartache,
It went through tears and heartache,
It went through time after time,
Thinking I had found the one,
But was disappointed time and time again,
But that all cha…

Our First Moments

When you came to me that first night,
I felt we weren’t strangers at all,
Because when I set my eyes on you,
And finally got to see you face to face,
And my eyes took on the full sight of you,
I felt that feeling,
That special bond that you feel,
When you find your soul mate,
Before I knew it I was touching your skin,
And you touch the depth of my soul within a moment,
And than you gave me a kiss,
And than I knew even more that I found the one,
You held me,
You gave me a hug,
And every single touch lite my soul on fire,
When you came to me that first night,
I felt I wasn’t looking at someone I didn’t know,
I felt like I was at someone I love without words,
Without needing to say a thing,
Your kiss told me how much I meant to you,
Your hold told me how much you wanted to be with me,
I felt the magic between us that moment,
And the moments that followed,
I knew that I was yours,
And you are mine,
Even before we came to meet,
That fateful first night,
I knew from the first moment,
The first conversation,
The first t…

Whenever You Kiss Me

Whenever you kiss me,
The world fades away,
Whenever you hold me,
I feel the magic between us,
Whenever you look into my eyes,
I feel the emotions course through,
Whenever I listen to your heart beat,
I feel mine beat in time with yours,
Whenever you touch me,
I feel every part of me come alive,
Whenever you are near me,
I feel myself smile,
Brighter than I have before,
Brighter than I could imagine,
You bring such happiness,
You bring such joy,
You bring the smiles that had faded,
Because of others before,
You break down all the barriers,
With just one smile,
With just one kiss,
With just one embrace,
I see the love in your eyes,
Even without you speaking a word,
I see the way you care,
Even without you saying a word,
Whenever you kiss me,
The world fades away,
Whenever you hold me,
I feel the magic between us,
Whenever you look into my eyes,
I feel the emotions course through,
Whenever I listen to your heart beat,
I feel mine beat in time with yours,
Whenever you touch me,
I feel every part of me come alive,
You my da…