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The Path

Silence,
Numb,
Just this hole in my heart,
Just these tears inside my heart,
My life falling apart,
My soul feeling empty,
My heart feeling numb,
Don’t know where to go from here,
Don’t know if I can keep going,
Trying to be strong but it ain’t easy,
Trying to hold on for the person that truly loves me,
Trying to keep breathing,
Trying to keep the hope and feeling love,
Silence,
Numb,
Just this whole in my heart,
Just these tears deep in my soul,
My life falling apart,
My soul feeling empty yet complete,
My heart feeling numb yet happy,
One chapter seems to be ending
And one seems to be just beginning,
Pain from the hurt I have felt toward one,
Love felt from the one that watches over me,
Struggle and strife seems to be all that is left
From the one that I have been with,
And happiness and true love’s calling
From the one that I dream of,
Silence and numb is what I feel,
It consumes the thoughts and moments,
The memories and dreams for now,
But I know deep in my mind,
That the hole is only there for a moment,
That my…

How Could You?

How could you treat me like that?
How could you make me feel like I do not exist?
How could you make it seem that I am not here?
How could you ask me to put myself at risk?
How could you tell me that you are sorry?
When in your eyes your soul tells a different story?
How could you put me in this place?How could you think that everything is going to be okay?
How could you think that I am going to easily forget?
How could you think that I am going to just pretend it didn’t happen?
How could you think that this is going to keep going on?
How could you think that I am going to stand back and take this?
How could you think that this is going to be the way things
Will be from now on?
How can you just stand there and pretend that things are okay?
How can you just stand there and think that I am alright
With how things are now?
How can you just think that this is okay?
That it is okay for my health to be at risk?
That it is okay for you to ignore me?
That it is okay to not to talk to me?
That it is okay to not a…

Every Time

Every time I hear your voice,
I fall for you again,
Every time my heart beats,
My soul feels complete again,
Every time the song plays,
I think of us together,
Every time I think of you,
My soul just wants to fly,
Every time you say I love you,
My heart races with happiness,
Every time I smile,
I know it is due to you,
Every time I feel happy,
I know it is due to you,
Every time my heart races,
I know it is due to the thoughts of us,
Every time I feel hope,
I know deep inside that it is the hope
You have brought back into my life,
Every time there is this feeling of completeness,
I know it is due to you bringing back
The true emotions that have been hiding in my heart,
The ones that I thought were alive but truly still hidden,
You have brought out more than anyone else has,
Every time I need some strength,
I find it in your arms,
I find it in your voice,
I find it in the words you speak from your heart,
I find it in every moment of this bliss,
Every time I laugh,
I know it is due to you,
Every time I breathe,
I thin…