Showing posts from October 31, 2008

Talking To You

When I talked to you,
My heart skipped a thousand beats,
As it raced thinking about you,
I never stopped loving,
I never stopped missing,
You had stayed in my mind,
Your image was always there,
No matter what,
Because I never got over you,
I could not leave you behind like I have done,
Before to many others before you,
Something about you,
Something about how you are,
Stayed in my mind,
Stayed in my heart,
Stayed in my soul,
When I talked to you,
I felt magic again,
I felt dreams returning,
I felt everything like it was yesterday,
From the first time I talked to you,
The first time I listened to your voice,
When I talk to you,
Everything in my world seems to slow,
And all I have is the thoughts,
The thoughts of you and me,
What am I to do now my darling?
Do you still want me?
Do you still care?
Do you love me?
Do you still?
I never wanted to hurt you,
I never wanted to leave you,
I thought you were gone,
Gone from my life forever,
But now that you are here,
Now that you are with me?
Here back in my life,
All my world is u…

I Am Not

I am not another notch on your belt,
I am not another person to just fuck,
I am not another object,
Maybe you cannot handle this,
Maybe your needs are different,
But I am done with the games,
But I am doing playing around,
I know what I want,
And I won’t settle for less,
I am not just some object to play with,
I am not just some other girl,
I will not deal with the heartache,
I will not deal with the pain,
Maybe I’ll still get hurt this way,
But I rather hurt through that,
Than deal with the games,
Than deal with the bullshit,
I am not just some other play thing,
I am not just another score,
I am not just another thing,
I am a person with emotions,
I am a person with other needs,
I am a person with a heart of gold,
Maybe you cannot handle it,
Maybe you are too scared,
Maybe you cannot see behind sexual pleasures,
But that is your loss,
But that is for you to deal with,
Because I will not stand here,
I will walk away,
Because I am more than just another,
And I am not going to stay around,
When that’s all you can see,