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When I Hold You In My Arms

When I hold you in my arms I feel the magic,
I feel it grow in my heart and soul,
I feel the snow and ice melt,
I feel strength coming back to me,
I feel dreams and hope returning,
When I hold you in my arms,
I feel the blackness and bleakness disappear,
I see all the answers to the questions asked long ago,
By my heart and soul,
By the tears in the dark,
The tears that I cried for so long,
The tears that never seemed to cease,
The tears that fell upon my pillow many times,
When I hold you in my arms,
I feel love flow back into my life,
I feel dreams flow back into my life,
I feel the magic return,
I feel everything fall into place,
When I hold you in my arms,
I feel things long lost forgotten,
I feel things that was tossed aside,
I feel things that thought could never be,
I feel things that were thought could never come true,
But than you came into my life,
And I felt the grayness disappear,
And I felt everything change,
And I felt the colors come,
And I felt something strong,
And I felt everything disappear,
Ev…

When I Think About Us

When I think about the future my eyes light up,
When I think about forever my heart sings,
When I think about wishes coming true,
When I think about all the unlikely circumstances,
When I see you staring into the depths of my eyes,
When I see you looking into my soul,
When I see forever looking back at me,
When I think about us,
I see the news reaching beyond the seas,
I see the heavens open wide,
I see the music playing,
I see the colors change,
I see future lives telling our story,
Telling about how forever can come true,
Telling about how wishes can come true,
Telling about how even when all hope was lost,
That somehow love found a way,
That somehow love found a way inside,
That somehow dreams found a way,
That somehow dreams found a place to call home,
When I think about us,
I know that we are strong,
Stronger than anything on this world,
Stronger than any force that might try to pull us apart,
Stronger than the winds of change,
Stronger than any hate,
We will always be,
You and I,
They will be telling our s…

Snow Dancer

You dance in the snow wanting me to come follow you,
You dance in the moonlight looking toward the stars,
You dance in the dreams that play in my mind,
You dance in the moments of forever across the sky,
You dance in the thoughts that go on forever,
Snow dancer keep on dancing,
Keep on circling around me,
Keep on dreaming,
Keep on looking toward the stars,
Keep on that forever,
Keep on those thoughts,
You dance in the snow wanting me to hold you tight,
You dance in the moonlight wanting me to join you,
You dance in the dreams telling me it’s alright,
You dance in the moments that hold close and tight,
You dance in the thoughts never letting go,
I reach my hand out to you,
I reach and call out your name,
I reach and pull you close,
I reach and tell you it will never be the same,
You have changed my life in so many ways,
You have changed the possibilities,
You have shown me things once impossible,
Snow dancer keep dancing,
Keep on circling around me,
Keep on dreaming,
Keep on telling me those words I need to hea…

I See You

I see you watch me with your eyes,
I see you listen to my heart beat,
I see you wait for the right moment,
I see you wanting more,
I see you wanting to touch me,
I see your heart grow,
I see you not wanting to try to look away,
I see you wanting growing daily,
I see you needing me more and more,
I see you watch me with your eyes,
I see you listening to my heart beat,
I see you wait for that right moment,
I see you wanting more,
I see you wanting to learn how to
Make me lose control,
Make me want to just always give in,
Make me want to kiss you more,
Make me want to hold you tighter,
Make me want to give you everything,
Make me want to keep on dreaming our forever dreams,
Make me want to keep on wanting this,
I see you watch me with your eyes,
I see you listen to my heart beat,
I see you wait for that right moment,
I see myself standing so close to you,
I see myself holding you tight,
I see myself watching you with my eyes,
I see myself listening to your heart beat,
I see myself waiting for that moment,
And than I…

Whenever I See You

Whenever I see you,
You are a sight for sore eyes,
I can smell your scent ever so inviting,
Touching you ever so gently until you grow,
Ever so firm and ready,
My desire increases wanting to make love to you,
I connect my lips onto yours deeply kissing you,
Wanting you emotionally and physically,
Becoming wet with desire,
Whenever I see you,
I just want to grab onto you,
I just don’t want to let you go,
I just want to make love to you,
I just want to go until all our needs are filled,
I just want us to become one,
I just want us to hold onto each other,
Whenever I see you,
I just want to make love to you,
I just want to kiss you forever,
I just want to hold you forever,
I just want to stay like this,
Until the world completely disappears.

With You I Feel

Whenever I have been with others I was always afraid,
I was always wondering when things would fall apart,
Than you came into my life and everything changed,
The days seemed different somehow,
Something great has come along,
Something wonderful came into being,
The moment you came into my life,
With you I feel a closeness I have never felt with another,
With you I feel something stronger than I could ever imagine,
With you I feel something beautiful come into being,
With you I feel a we that has never been so complete,
With you I feel a dream coming true,
Whenever I have been others I was always afraid,
I was always wondering when things would fall apart,
But now that I am with you I feel secure,
I feel that nothing could break us apart,
I feel that nothing could tear us apart,
I feel that nothing could ever stand in our way,
With you I feel something stronger,
With you I feel something worth fighting for,
With you I feel something bigger than anything,
I have ever had in my life,
With you I feel that drea…

Whenever I Hold You In My Arms

Whenever I hold you in my arms,
I can feel your love for me,
I can taste you whenever I kiss you,
I can smell your desire whenever I am with you,
I can see your dreams for us,
I know that I can give you my all,
Because whenever I touch you,
I feel the love that is deep in our hearts,
I feel the love that is deep in our souls,
I feel the love that is deep in our minds,
Whenever I hold you in my arms,
I feel I have the best thing in the world,
I feel every beat of our hearts,
I feel every fiber of our beings,
I feel every thought in our minds,
I feel every dream in our world,
I feel every moment coming true,
Whenever I hold you in my arms,
I feel the love you have for me,
I feel my love for you,
I can taste every kiss,
I can feel every desire,
I can see every dream,
I can wish again,
Whenever I hold you in my arms,
I remember that love is real,
That love exists,
Because there is true love,
Within us.

Red Rose

I have dealt with many prickly thorns,
I had thought that they were the one,
But than I found that it was wrong,
And it left my finger bleeding,
And than it leaves me with a scar,
I stick my hand in again,
And than I am surprised to find,
Green leaves to hold,
A red rose bloomed,
It’s petals soft,
I have dealt with many prickly thorns,
The ones I thought were the one,
But than I had found out that I was wrong,
And it had left my finger bleeding,
And it left me with scars,
But than I found a true rose,
A rose that was blooming deep inside,
A rose that was just waiting to be found,
A rose that was listening to my dreams,
A rose that was listening to my heart,
A rose that was listening to my soul,
A rose that was listening to the inner most parts of me,
I have dealt with many prickly thorns,
But now that I have you in my life,
I have found that red rose,
The rose among all the thorns,
Among all the pain,
Among all the darkness,
I found that red rose within you.

Can You Hear It Baby

Can you hear it baby?
Can you hear the music playing our song?
Can you hear the jam in our souls?
Can you hear the choir sing?
Ever since I met you baby,
I heard music playing
I heard the key unlock my heart,
I heard the news of us from the roof tops,
I heard that they were going to bring us,
Everlasting love,
Can you hear it baby?
Can you hear the memories etching in our hearts?
Can you hear how the days will be brighter?
Can you hear how everything is going to last?
Can you hear how everything is going to be wonderful forever?
Maybe others have not been able to last,
But we have something they do not,
We have faith,
We have hope,
We have common dreams,
We have forever,
We have our eternity,
We have us,
Can you hear it baby?
Can you hear the music playing?
Can you hear my heart beating?
Can you hear my heart singing for you?
Can you hear it baby?
Are you listening?
Are you listening to everything?
Are you listening to my heart?
Are you listening to my soul?
Are you listening to these dreams?
Are you listening to thi…

When Life Seems To Be The Coldest

When life seems to be the coldest,
And forever seems so far away,
And moments seems to be without a smile,
And everything seems crazy,
Just remember baby all you have to do,
Is wish on the stars in the sky,
Think about how much you love me,
Just say my name,
And I will come and hold you,
When life seems to be the coldest,
Know that you will always have me,
Know that I will always stand by your side,
Know that no matter what happens in life,
No matter what might change my love,
My heart,
My soul,
My dreams,
Are all now focused on you,
When life seems to be the coldest,
And forever seems so far away,
And moments seem to be without a smile,
And everything seems crazy,
Just remember baby you have me,
Remember I am here by your side,
When life seems to be the coldest,
And dreams seem so far away,
Just remember my darling I am here,
I am holding you close and tight,
I am holding onto our dreams,
I am holding onto us,
Because I believe in this,
I believe in our future,
I believe in our eternity,
As long as you are here with…

Red Roses And White Lace

Red roses and white lace,
That was in present when she first got married,
She had a dozen roses in her hands,
She had some white lace among her wedding dress,
It was suppose to be the start of forever,
But forever only lasted for over two years,
Red roses and white lace,
Faded quick and fast,
Dreams she thought would last forever,
Vanished quickly as she stepped onto the plane,
And came back to the place she called home,
And she than ran into the arms of people who really loved,
And she thought perhaps red roses and white lace
Were never truly meant to be,
Red roses and white lace,
Seemed so faded and gone,
Never to return it seemed as her dreams were covered,
By the ice and cold,
As the winter set in and she closed her heart,
Thinking that never could happiness come again,
Thinking that dreams would be frozen in ice,
Red roses and white lace,
Seemed to be such a distant memory,
But than you came into my life,
Melted all the ice and cold,
Melted all the snow and winter,
Melted the chain around my heart,
And tha…

Whenever You Trace My Face

Whenever you trace my face with your fingers,
I let out a sigh,
My mind goes to other places,
I want to show you all my love,
I want you to see what my heart sings,
I want you to know the peace you give me,
I want to show you everything in my mind,
I want to show you everything in my soul,
I want to show you everything in my heart,
Across the universe we will fly,
Ultimate in love we are,
Whenever you trace my face with your fingers,
I let out a sigh,
Knowing that although I have gone through so much,
Knowing that although I had to learn so many lessons,
Being with you has made everything worth it,
Whenever you trace my face with your fingers,
I let out a sigh,
Knowing that life has even more of a meaning,
Than it has ever before,
Knowing that dreams are worth dreaming,
Knowing that there is a future worth wanting,
Knowing that forever is here always,
Until there is no end,
There is only this beginning,
There is only this eternity,
From now on.

With You My Love

With you my love,
Hope has been restored,
The rain has gone away,
You have guided me to a better place,
Where only happiness dwells,
With you my love,
I feel that I can do anything,
I feel love coming into my heart,
I feel love coming into my soul,
With you my love,
I feel like doing anything possible in the world,
I feel like I can dream the highest dreams,
I feel like I can soar beyond any clouds of darkness and gray,
With you my love,
I feel that promises will not fade,
That love will always remain,
That dreams will always come true,
With you my love,
All the pieces fit together,
Fit together into one whole,
Fit together like never before,
Because with you my love,
Everything just fits together,
And I know that it will always,
As long as you are by my side.

There Was Once

There was once snow and ice around my heart,
There was once cold and winter around my soul,
There was once days on end without hope,
There was once a time when I thought greatness
Would never come back into my life,
But now you have come here my darling,
You have melted the snow and ice around my heart,
You have melted the cold and winter around my soul,
You brought out the dreams hidden within the locks,
You brought out the memories of love so true,
You brought the true beauty of nature back into my life,
There was once snow and ice around my heart,
There was once cold and winter around my soul,
There was once days on end without hope,
But than you came into my life,
You melted the snow and ice,
You melted the cold and winter,
You gave me hope,
You brought love into my lonely heart,
You brought completeness to my soul,
You brought all the dreams I wanted,
You made my dreams come true,
I have waited my lifetime it seems for you,
And the wait is now over,
It has been worth it my dear,
Because although there wa…

Over The Years

Over the years I have been broken,
By those I thought loved me,
I had to lead a frightened life worried
About my own health and safety,
Daily struggles were all I knew for so long,
But I was hopeful that eventually if I waited long enough,
That I would find the way to a heart to call home,
They say that dealing with the bad will build character,
There were times that I wondered if I could take another step forward,
There were many times I stood waiting for something better,
Wishing that it would come soon,
Inside my heart I felt it was hard to keep trying,
But than you came along,
You brought out something hidden,
You found a way to steal my heart,
Over the years my heart had been bent and twisted,
Broken several times,
Never knowing if it could ever heal steady again,
But than you came along,
You brought back the dreams I thought that were gone,
You brought back the light from the darkness,
You brought back the moments ever so true,
You brought back the meaning lost,
Over the years my heart had gone throug…

I Never Thought

I never thought wishing on a star could make a difference,
I never thought listening to the music in my heart could bring a dream,
I never thought wanting to belong to you would make this reality,
Every moment I think about you,
I feel ever so close to you,
Every time I tried before in love it always fell apart,
But now I feel a reason to believe again,
I never thought my strength would truly see me through,
I never thought that this would be happening,
I never thought I would find you,
Every moment I think about you,
I feel ever so close to you,
I feel that something has started,
I feel that something wonderful has begun,
I feel that something amazing is finally here,
I never thought wishing on a star could make a difference,
I never thought listening to the dreams in my heart could bring this joy,
I never thought wanting something so much would finally make it true,
I never thought many things anymore,
I thought I had lost it all within the tides of life,
But than you came into my life,
And you turned a…

Ever Since I Have Been With You

Ever since I have been with you,
I have been on a high,
Before I met you I felt so low,
You brought the dreams,
You brought the happiness,
You brought the love I needed,
With you I am going to stay,
I would stay with you all day,
You say to me let’s stay in all day,
And I say baby why would I want to be out,
When I can stay here with you?
Ever since I have been with you,
I have been on a high,
I cannot stop smiling,
I cannot stop dreaming,
I cannot stop wanting to be with you,
Let everything go away,
I wouldn’t care,
As long as I am with you nothing else matters,
Ever since I have been with you,
I have been on a high,
Something that cannot be explained,
Something that doesn’t need to be explained,
Something that is just the way it needs to be,
Something that just lives within you and me.

When The World Goes Crazy

When I feel that the world is going crazy,
I just think about you,
I just dream about us,
I just close my eyes and imagine,
I am with you in our special place,
When I feel that the world is going crazy,
I just look inside of my heart,
I just look inside my soul,
I just imagine the scene of what it will be like,
What everything will feel with you by my side,
Before you came into my life,
Love had always been unsuccessful,
But now that I have you everything is wonderful,
When I feel that the world is going crazy,
I just think about you,
I just dream about us,
I just close my eyes and imagine,
Just close my eyes and dream,
Dream about our life together,
And how wonderful this feeling is,
And how wonderful I feel,
When I feel the world is going crazy,
I just dream about you,
And feel everything else fade away.

Tomorrow My Love

Tomorrow my love we will finally be alone,
We can go into my room and make it our own secret private place,
You can fill me with you desire and your kiss,
I need and want your member inside of me,
Just thinking about your embrace drives me insane,
Tomorrow my love shared satisfaction will be ours,
You can hold me close to you,
And I can hold you close to me,
I will kiss every inch of your body,
Showing you how much I have been lusting for you,
Showing you how much I love you,
Showing you how sincere these feelings are,
From the first moment I knew we would be lovers,
And I know with you I am always horny,
And want to be satisfied,
By your warm and hot juices,
Tomorrow my love,
Dreams will become reality,
Hopes will become flesh,
Needs will become real,
Forever will start,
Tomorrow my love we will be finally together,
And I know that you will leave me wanting more,
Wanting more of your hot member,
More of your hurt desire,
Until we cannot scream anymore.

Darling You Make My Life Wonderful

My darling you make my life wonderful,
And I am anxious to be by your side,
Greatness of love is within us,
Strength of our love is what guides us,
Forever is the truth I see,
You are my forever and always baby,
I cannot believe that this is realty,
I am so thankful to have you in my life,
Darling you make my life wonderful,
You make everything beautiful,
You have forever changed my life,
My life is complete,
My life is wonderful,
My life is amazing with you by my side,
Darling you make my life wonder,
And I am anxious to be by your side,
I want to hold you forever baby,
I want to kiss you deeply,
I want to be with you always,
You make my life complete like never before,
You bring sunshine and happiness,
And I will never let you go,
My darling you make my life wonderful,
And I cannot wait until I can hold you,
Until I can kiss you,
Until I can be with you,
Until I can be with you always,
Until the end of time.

A Part Of You

It was another ordinary day when you first messaged me,
I was looking for some inspiration in my life,
Than you turned a regular simple day into something more,
Fate seemed to have stepped in again,
But this time it was better and easy,
Relief and happiness came to my mind,
I know there is no reason to take it slow,
I trust you with my heart and soul,
I had been available for awhile,
And than by some wonderful plan,
I became something better,
I became a part of you,
Now I never want to let you go,
Every event that goes on now,
Just confirms more and more,
That we are meant to be,
I cannot stop wanting or wishing for you,
It’s interesting how something wonderful occurs,
I had always wished for a love like this,
And now I have it in my life,
I feel so blessed and happy,
Knowing that I finally no longer have to look,
I don’t need any other inspiration,
I have my muse,
I have my love,
I have my everything,
I have my eternity,
Within your eyes,
It was just another ordinary day,
But you have turned every day extraordin…

I Want You *adult content*

Your luscious lips is what I crave,
You make me warm with want,
Every passing day I want you more,
Show me love beyond my dreams,
I am so glad to have you in my life,
Roses seem so much brighter,
Now that there are no more thorns,
Your luscious lips is what I want,
You make me warm with want,
Every passing day I want you more,
I want you today,
I want you tomorrow,
I want you forever,
I need you now,
I need you baby,
Come to me,
Make love to me baby,
Make me moan and scream,
Have me scream your name over,
And over again,
Your luscious body is what I want,
Your hands over me is what I crave,
You are what I need baby,
I need nothing else,
So come to me baby,
Make me yours in all ways,
Make me your girl,
Make me your wife,
Give me your last name,
Give me your seed,
Give me your heart,
Give me all of you,
I want you baby,
I want you always,
I want you forever more.

Promise Me

Promise me baby that you will never let me go,
Give me each moment with you,
Choosing to be with you,
Was the easiest thing I ever done,
Wanting to be with you is the strongest emotion,
I have ever felt in my life,
Come home to me baby,
Hug me like I have never been hugged before,
Kiss me like I have never been kissed before,
Lick me like I have never been licked before,
Make love to me like I have never been made love to before,
Across the sky I see the stars,
I see the world brighten,
I see everything in brighter colors,
Promise me baby that you will never let me go,
Give me every moment with you,
I want to be in your life forever,
I am fully yours,
Wanting you is my strongest emotion,
Wanting to hold you,
Wanting to kiss you,
Wanting to make love to you,
Every moment I think about you,
So promise me baby that you will never let me go,
Tell me you will hold onto me forever,
And make all my dreams come true.

Before You Came Into My Life

Before you came into my life baby,
The skies seemed so cold gray and empty,
Being alone seemed to be the only thing I would know,
There was quiet all around me,
But now that you are here,
All I can see is a beautiful read dawn sky,
Every morning is filled with another wonderful day,
There is nowhere I rather be than in your arms,
Nothing will ever stop my love for you,
As the time passes I know that my love for you,
Will continue to grow and become stronger,
Time goes slowly whenever we are together,
I enjoy every moment we spend,
No matter what we are talking about,
Still I wish you were here with me,
Holding me in your arms,
I need to get you here,
I need to get you home,
I need you baby always,
I need to be your wife,
Before you came into my life,
My life never had this much meaning,
Ever since you have been here,
It’s like a dream come true,
There is not one moment now,
That I don’t smile,
That I don’t think about you,
You are my muse baby,
You give me everything I ever needed,
You give me everything I have e…

With You Everything Is Wonderful

With you my darling everything is wonderful,
Life has become simply amazing,
I would never want you to explain these emotions,
I know how much you really do love me,
Moments of bliss are all I see,
As you hold me tight ever so closely,
Completeness is all I feel whenever I am with you,
Laughter and smiles are what is in my life,
Ever since I met you,
You my love have surprised me,
I never imagined a love like this,
And after all I have dealt with in my life,
I am glad that you have found me,
With you my darling everything is wonderful,
Life is simply amazing,
Dreams seem more real than ever before,
All since you became apart of my life,
And I know that we will last forever,
Even when everything else fades away.

When I Talk To You

When I talk to you,
I feel something strong stirring in my heart,
I feel something strong stirring in my soul,
Let the wind blow and make everything cold,
As long as you are holding me tight I will stay warm,
When I am with you,
I wonder why anyone else couldn’t see,
What a wonderful person you are,
But than I am glad because when I am with you,
I feel I have won the highest prize,
Who couldn’t feel special when they are with you?
When I talk to you,
I feel something singing in my heart,
I feel something singing in my soul,
I feel something singing in my dreams,
You have become something so important to me,
You have become my heart and soul,
Where all our dreams are held,
When I talk to you,
I find all the ways to smile,
I find all the dreams as reality,
I find all the love I have ever needed,
And when you say I love you baby,
I find eternity coming true,
I find forever in your eyes,
I find the love I have always wanted,
Everytime I talk to you.

By Your Hands

I have dealt with all the obstacles in love,
Than you appear out of no where,
Now there have been hopeful changes,
Once I had so many shattered dreams and hopes,
But now I am going a different direction moving on to newer goals,
My life has changed,
Better plans have been made,
The love I have in my life,
Is abundantly better than anything I have had before,
I don’t need any other options,
I don’t want any appeal from anyone else,
Trying to get me to be theirs
No one can cause a distraction,
I have no need for any other temptations,
I have no need for any other options,
I have what I need here in my heart,
I have what I need here in my soul,
I have what I need standing by your side,
There is no group of people,
There is no one out there,
That could effect what we have,
We are strong together,
We have a bond like no other,
As each day closes,
My love for you only grows,
My faith in us becomes even stronger,
My dreams for us become even better,
One day you and I will walk,
We will walk down that aisle of love,
Beca…

Something New Has Started

Let the snow fall to the ground,
Let this moment be completely perfect,
Let the dreams start,
Let winter be cold outside,
I don’t care if there is no where to go,
I am happy just being here with you,
Tomorrow doesn’t have to come,
As long as I am here with you,
Across the sky I can see the stars,
As they shine into your eyes,
Something new has started,
Something wonderful has begun,
Something that will have no ending,
Something that will never die,
So many things have come and go,
So many things have welted away,
But I believe in us,
I believe in our dreams,
I believe in our love,
I believe in this moment,
I have never felt this strong,
I have never felt so breathless,
I have never felt anything quite like this,
You came into my life,
You turned it around,
You brought the sunshine,
You broke the clouds,
You found me darling,
And now I am glad to have you,
I am glad to have you in my life,
So, let the snow fall,
Let this moment stay completely perfect,
As long as I have you,
I don’t care what the weather is like,
I don…

Days Slowly Go By

Days slowly go by,
Time seems to stop,
Nights seem lonely without you,
My heart yearns for you,
My mind yearns for you,
My body yearns for you,
I want to feel your touch every time,
I want everything to just disappear,
I want everything to fade,
I want everything to become hazy,
I want the times to never stop,
I want to have this forever,
I want to keep being smitten,
Smitten by your love,
I can see forever in this love of ours,
I can see my dreams coming true,
I can see my nightmares ceasing,
Some of the times we have to go through hell,
Sometimes we have to go through the rain,
Sometimes we have to go through the pain,
To find the heave,
To find the sun,
To find the happiness,
And I have found those things in you,
Days slowly go by,
Time seems to stop,
Anytime I am with you,
My world feels complete,
By being by your side.

Come To Me

I watched for you closely,
Just wishing and waiting,
Wanting to speak to you again,
Silence seemed so loud,
My heart seemed so loud,
I wanted us together,
I wanted us holding each other tight,
I want you to see baby that a lifetime of dreams,
Are now coming true,
Again I let out a sigh,
Wishing I could be with you now,
Wishing I could hold you close and tight,
I never want to let you go darling,
I had always believed in eternity,
I had always believed in true love,
But nothing could have prepared me,
For the we that is us,
My pulse quickens,
My heart begins to race,
I have been smitten so hard,
Nothing else could even dare,
Nothing else can come close to this,
There is just something whenever I look,
There is just something whenever I think,
There is just something whenever I am waiting,
There is just something whenever I speak with you,
You are my dream my darling,
You are the fantasy made real,
Come home to me darling,
Come to my waiting arms,
Come to me my darling,
Don’t let me wait anymore,
Don’t let me go on wa…

The Link Within Us

There is a link within us,
There is something no one can see,
There is something that is strong,
There is something between the two of us,
There is something so strong,
I had thought I found eternity before,
I had believed forever in true love,
I had thought that once upon a time I found the dream,
The dreams come true,
But that part was not meant to be,
But I have found now the true calling,
I have found the true home,
I don’t know what it is,
There’s something strong going on,
Every passing moment makes it stronger,
Every passing moment keeps my heart beating,
Every passing moment the dreams become more solid,
Every passing moment everything else disappears,
And all that is left is this link,
This emotion running strong,
This dream becoming more real,
I had believed I found eternity before,
But the emotions than don’t even compare,
They cannot compare to this emotion with you,
They cannot compare to this dream,
They cannot even come close,
I have always believe in true love,
I have always believed in love ete…

Time And Space

Time and space have lost all meaning,
Dreams just keep on dreaming,
Memories keep going strong,
There is something about you,
There is something this connection,
I don’t know if I can show you,
But I want to try
I want you to be mine,
I want you to be mine always,
Can I have you for Christmas my dear?
Can I hold you close?
Can I kiss you deeply?
Can I hold you in my arms?
I never want to let go,
This heart beats so loud can you hear it?
It’s saying your name over and over,
And over again,
Time and space have lost all meaning,
My heart keeps on beating,
I can hear it loudly in my mind,
I can hear my mind thinking,
The thoughts are racing now,
Racing so fast I cannot stop thinking,
Cannot stop wanting this,
Cannot stop needing this to be real,
I want to hold you close,
I want to kiss you deeply,
I want to hold you in my arms,
I want to hold you and never let you go,
I have found my true bliss,
There is just something in all of this,
Time and space have lost all meaning,
Dreams keep on rushing through my head,
I cannot …

From The First Moment

You had me from the first moment,
The first hello,
The first conversation,
The first I like you as well,
The first I am glad to have met you as well,
You had me from the first moment,
My heart couldn’t stop beating,
My breathe couldn’t slow down,
Everything seemed to almost lose meaning,
All I could think of was you,
I wanted to read another word,
I wanted to see more,
You had intrigued me,
And I found it hard to want to let you go,
You had me from the first moment,
You found a way to give me that inspiration,
The inspiration I had been searching for,
The inspiration I had been wanting,
The inspiration that has been hidden so long,
You had me from the first moment,
There was something about you that striked a cord,
Something that hit the innermost part of my soul,
Something that hit the innermost part of my heart,
I don’t know what it is yet,
But I am willing to spend as much time,
As I can to learn,
You had me from the first moment,
I don’t know what it is,
But I have found my muse again,
You had me from the fir…

If Given A Choice

If I was given a choice,
I would never let you go,
I would have held onto you,
I would have done anything in the world,
I would tell you all you needed to hear,
I would show you the stars,
I would give you the meaning of love,
But life has a funny thing at times,
Sometimes what you want to be doesn’t happen,
Sometimes you are left wondering why,
Probably wishing for another day,
Wishing that things could have changed,
However life isn’t always what we want,
Sometimes we must go different ways,
Sometimes we are shown things that become
Even better than we could have imaged,
Did I love you?
I loved you more than you could ever know,
I loved you so deep and true,
I never really wanted to let you go,
But sometimes life happens,
Sometimes the dreams you thought of,
Are not dreams that are meant to be,
But you go on,
You find other dreams,
You find other meanings in your soul,
You find the one that is yours,
You find the one that means the world to you,
If I was given a choice,
I would have never let you go,
I would hav…

You Are A Work Of Art

You my love are a work of art,
I could paint your face in my mind,
I could draw your eyes in my soul,
I could sketch your heart into mine,
I could feel your love within mine,
Can you see everything you mean to me?
Can you help me create love in this heart again?
Can you show me the colors of the world?
Can you show me there is more than just one color?
You my love are a work of art,
I could paint your soul into my mind,
I could draw your love into my soul,
I could sketch your dreams into mine,
I could feel the way you feel within me,
I could just sit forever memorized,
Memorized by the dreams of us,
Memorized by the love you have created,
The love you created into this heart,
The love you have created into my soul,
You brought back the colors,
The dreams made flesh,
You showed me that there are many colors,
Colors that can only been seen in you,
The colors in my work of art,
You my dear are a work of art,
You see so much in me,
And I see so much in you,
Forever I will keep painting,
Forever I will keep on drawin…

Isn't Love Worth It?

Let me give you a hint,
If you want to be with me,
If you want to be mine always,
Let me show you this,
There is a lot of love in this heart,
A lot of love for someone like you,
You have to show me some good,
Show me that you won’t break my heart,
Show me that you can bring me hopeful news,
Show me you can deal with anything,
That you will be there through it all,
A good heart rates high in my book,
Respect and love for me is important too,
some dreams for us,
To not want to change me,
To love me for who I want to be,
I will show you love beyond the stars my dear,
I have been waiting all my life for you,
I have been dreaming on the brightest stars,
I have been wanting this since I could dream,
I have been wanting you in the night,
I have been wanting you to hold,
I have wanted you to kiss,
I have wanted this,
Show me that you really want this,
What do you have to lose?
I know we both have been through good and bad,
Everyone has,
Plus isn’t love worth it?
Isn’t love worth trying your best?
Isn’t this worth it?
Isn’t…

Days Slowly Go By

Days slowly go by,
I keep wondering why,
Why are you not here by my side?
Why is there such pain without you here?
Why do I feel this hurt in my soul?
I want to be with you forever,
I want to hear the music of our dreams come true,
I never want the fears to sink in,
All I want to do is give you all of my heart,
I want to stare into the gates of eternity,
I want to stare into your soul forever,
I want to hold you tight in my arms,
I want to never let you go,
I want everything else to cease to exist,
All I want is this,
All I want is the heaven I see,
Whenever I look into your eyes,
Days slowly go by,
I keep wondering why,
Why are you not here beside me?
Why are you not here holding me tight?
Why are you not here to kiss all my fears away?
Days slowly go by,
I just want to know why,
Why are you not here by me darling?
I want to hold you so tight,
I want to love you forever,
I want to show you dream beyond the stars,
I want to give you all of me,
So, darling please come home,
Let these days stop going by so slowly,
Le…

I Yearn For The Day

I yearn for the day,
The day you come to me forever,
Moments slowly tick by,
I stand here looking at the clock,
Wishing for it to go a little faster,
Listening to my heart slow in time,
Wanting you to come home to me,
I want to see the love in your eyes,
There is nothing better in this world,
Than the love you have for me,
When the days seem dark,
And there is no sense of peace,
You come and bring on your light,
You bring the love of your heart,
You bring the love of your soul,
You bring every moment I ever need,
You bring every faith,
You bring every desire,
You bring all that I have ever needed,
I yearn for the day,
The day you come home to me,
The moment I can look into your eyes,
The moment I can look into your soul,
The moment I can look into you,
Essential is what you are to me,
I yearn for the day,
The day you and me come together,
The day you and me become one,
The day you and me become the we,
The day you and me no longer have to be lonely,
Because you are with me,
And I am with you,
I yearn for the day,
The…

When You Came To Me

When you came to me,
Something drastic occurred without warning,
You brought on unexpected changes,
You brought them on silently leaving me wondering,
Where you had been so long,
I guess eventually love does come long term,
There is this secret action that brings me this information,
That love will forever be with you,
There is no bad issues of a hopefully we will be,
I know in my heart and soul that we are forever,
Ever since the first contact,
I knew in my heart and soul,
That this was a forever waiting to happen,
That this was a dream waiting to shine,
That this was a lifetime wanting to be,
It isn’t about IF this will last forever,
This is about forever starting true,
This is about forever being more than a dream,
This is about forever coming true,
There is no more waiting,
There is no more wanting,
There is no more needing for it to be,
There is just this,
Just us,
Sitting here together forever,
When you came to me,
Something inside of me drastically changed,
Something inside of me woke up,
Something inside…

As He Goes

She watches as he leaves,
Wanting him to stay with her,
She doesn’t want him gone,
Even for a moment,
She’s waited way too long
To hold him in her arms,
But she knows that he won’t be gone long,
Even though it hurts her a little still,
They try to spend every moment they can,
Knowing that moments can only last so long,
Their relationship is still very new,
But she knows that it will last forever,
The two became one,
One became a we,
It was destined to be,
What they are to each other,
No matter where they are at,
They are forever in each others hearts,
So, she watches him leave,
She lets her heart ache,
Missing him already as he goes,
He comes back for one more kiss,
Tells her that he loves her,
And that everything now is perfect,
That they will last forever,
So, she watches him leave,
Knowing it won’t be forever,
Because their love is strong,
Even when they aren’t together.

Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder if we were ever really meant to be,
Sometimes I wonder if I ever really knew you at all,
Sometimes I wonder if the pain will ever end,
I still remember all the stories and the lies.
The ones you told to my face,
It seems unfair how you made me feel,
I wonder when you were going to share
The mask you seemed to put on with me,
But eventually the truth comes no matter how much,
You tried to control the situation,
You are now untrustworthy to me,
I will never believe another word you say to me,
Please don’t bother,
Please just let me forget all the moments we had,
I am not afraid to go on without you,
Even if I might always still love you in my own way,
Why is it so hard to be over you?
When you have done so much to hurt me?
Why is there times I keep thinking about you?
I have a wonderful love in my life,
Someone who cares more than it seemed you did,
Perhaps it is because you were the first
That wanted to join your life with mine?
Perhaps it is because I thought we were going to be happy
Unti…

Wishing For You

I wish upon a star wishing you were here,
Why are you so far away?
Moment slowly pass,
I try to be patient,
But patience has never been a friend of mine,
I could keep crying but that isn’t
Going to bring you any closer to me,
Tired of being here without you,
Wishing there was just some way to bring you home,
I wish on those stars,
Wishing you were here in my arms,
No being here all alone,
I want so much to be by your side,
I want this,
I want us,
I want more than just dreams,
I want true life,
I want true bliss,
Please baby wish upon a star,
Maybe if we wish real hard,
If we wish true,
We will be together,
We will be one,
We won’t be apart,
Like we are now,
On this long sleepless night.

I Don't Want To Go

I don’t want to go,
No I want to stay here with you,
I don’t want to leave you,
I want to hold you tight until tomorrow comes,
And if tomorrow doesn’t come I still want to hold you,
I want to be with you forever,
I do not see an end to us,
So let the world fall down around us,
I would not care at all,
If everything went crazy,
Than let it be,
I know that you do love me,
That this is meant to be,
So let everything else fall apart,
Of everything else in my life,
This is the one thing that makes total sense,
IT might sound crazy to others,
But this is where I want to go,
No I don’t want to go,
No I don’t want to leave,
My heart now belongs to you,
My soul now belongs to you,
My dreams are in your heart,
You are everything to me darling,
And I don’t care if everything else goes crazy,
This is where I want to be,
Right here in your arms.

There's Something About Us

I could hear your voice on the line,
Something was wrong,
You were upset at the situation,
You wanted us to be together,
This online daily conversation just wasn’t enough,
You wanted me as your wife,
You wanted this to be the season,
Where you could show everyone your love for me,
I looked deeply in your eyes so blue,
I just had to wonder how did you know?
How did you know that I wanted this,
Maybe people would say that this is too soon,
But they don’t understand that we are different,
When others have fought we talked,
When others cried we found sometime to hold on,
Who is to say when something is too soon,
Who is to say something so unfair?
They don’t know that we already know we will make it,
That we don’t need to wonder why,
We don’t need to wonder why this has happened to us,
We just knew we were meant to be from the first moment,
There was just something about us,
Something about the nightly conversations,
Something about the love I felt from you every moment,
Something about the love in your heart and…

You Came By

You came by,
You told me you wanted to die,
You said you just couldn’t try anymore,
You said you just wanted to lay there and cry,
You said you couldn’t figure out why,
I took you into my arms,
I gave out a long sigh
I told you not to cry,
I told you to let me try,
I told you I didn’t need to know why,
I told you we could fly high,
Fly to a place where my love would keep you safe,
Fly to a place where I would forever hold you in my arms,
Fly to a place where nothing else mattered,
Fly to a place where our love would never die,
You came by,
Looking into my eyes wanting to cry,
But I told you things would be better,
I am here now my love,
Things will be better now,
I know your nights have been quiet,
I know your nights have been lonely,
I know your love for me has never faded,
I know you want to give up on this world,
But listen to me baby,
I know that life is cruel,
I know that life is hardly kind,
But if you give me a chance,
Just give me one moment,
Just give me your ears,
Listen to these words in my heart dear,
L…

I Am Thankful For

I am thankful for the sunshine you bring into my life,
I am thankful for the smiles you give me when
You look deep into my eyes,
I am thankful for the kisses you give my lips,
I am thankful for all the dreams come true,
I am thankful for the hugs you give me,
I am thankful for every embrace,
I am thankful for the love I see,
The love I see in your heart,
The love I see in your eyes,
The love I see in every part of you,
When you hold me close and tight,
I just wish that you were here right now,
I just wish I could be thankful for you being here,
But you are still many miles from home,
You are so far from home,
You are not here standing with me,
You are not here to hold me tight,
You are not here to show me those smiles,
You are not here to look into my eyes,
You are not here to see the emotions,
You are not here to give me those embraces,
I am thankful for knowing you,
I am thankful for having you in my life,
I am thankful for the love you show me,
But I would be thankful for one more thing,
I would be thankful…

It's Something About You

It’s something about you,
It’s something about your eyes,
It’s something about your heart,
It’s something about your soul,
It’s something about the dreams you have,
It’s something about the way I know you would look at me,
It’s something about the way you tell me you love me,
It’s something about the simple things,
It’s something about all of this,
It’s something about you,
It’s hard to put into words,
It’s hard to put into emotions,
It’s hard to put into these moments,
It’s hard to put into anything,
I want to love you always,
I want to love you forever,
I want to give you my heart,
I want to give you my soul,
I want to give you everything,
It’s something about you,
It’s something about this spell you have seemed
To have put me through,
It’s something about this dream,
It’s something about everything,
It’s hard to explain,
It’s hard to put into words,
It’s hard to show you everything,
It’s hard to tell you everything,
But know this my darling,
Know that I love you with my heart and soul,
Know that I love you with…

Just Listen

Just give me a moment of your time,
Just listen to these words,
Just listen to this voice,
Just listen to this,
Just stop for a moment,
Just give a moment it might change your life,
I know things are never easy,
I know that love is hard,
I know that I make mistakes,
I know that I am not perfect,
But I am perfectly in love with you,
I know that I might not always show it,
I know that I might sometimes confuse you,
I know sometimes you wonder what to think
I know sometimes you might wonder what to do,
I know sometimes you worry about us,
Just know that I worry too,
I care about you so much,
I care about what is in your heart,
I care about what is in your soul,
I care about the dreams you have,
I care about the dreams of us,
I care about these moments,
I care about everything,
Just give me a moment of your time,
Just listen to my heart,
Let my heart tell you everything,
Let my heart tell you the things I am afraid of,
Let my heart tell you the dreams untold,
Let my heart tell you the moments of bliss,
Let my heart te…

Poison

You are poison,
You are a bad drug,
You are something I should get rid of,
You are something not good for me to think of,
You are something that tries to keep me down,
You are something that should disappear,
You are something that tries to keep a hold on me,
You are something that shouldn’t be in my life anymore,
You are poison,
Something that once mattered but has turned,
Something that once was comforting but hurting now,
Something that once was my source of love but now is gone,
Something that once was my dreams beside myself but are vanished,
Something that once I would have done anything for,
You are poison,
You are a bad drug,
You are someone I should get over,
You are someone I shouldn’t care about anymore,
You are someone I should leave behind,
You are someone I shouldn’t love anymore,
You are poison,
Dangerous but tempting,
Hurtful but comforting,
Painful but hard to get over,
Deceitful but hard to not want to believe,
You are poison,
You are something I should forget,
You are something I should not t…

I Want To Let You Go

I want to let you go,
But the day is here,
I want to leave you behind,
But my mind cannot think,
I want to forget everything about you,
But my heart still loves you very much,
I want to forget you,
But my soul sometimes still aches,
I want to not be in my heart,
But a piece of it holds on tight,
I want to let you go,
But everything about you is in my mind,
I want to leave you behind,
But my heart stubborn holds on tight,
I want to just forget everything,
Just let everything go,
Just hide somewhere in a hole,
Just hide away from everything,
Just to let everything go by,
Just to let everything go,
I want to let you go,
But my memories are so fresh,
But it seems that I care more than you do,
But it seems that I loved you more than you did,
But it seems that the pain is strong in this heart,
But it seems that the pain is strong in my soul,
But it seems that no matter what I do,
I cannot stop thinking,
I cannot stop wishing,
I cannot stop,
The tears hit the sides of my face,
The tears roll down,
The tears seem bluer than…

I Don't Want To Admit

Memories flood as the day draws near,
Heart aches with the thoughts of us,
Dreams seem shattered,
Tears want to flow,
Don’t want to look back,
But can’t seem to look forward right now,
Wanting it to be over,
Wishing it would never come,
Wishing I didn’t have to think,
That soon it would have been,
It would have been three years,
It would have been what I thought would be
A moment of bliss not this,
Not this pain and sorrow,
Not these red blood tears of pain,
Not these thoughts in the daylight,
Not these thoughts in the night,
Not the thoughts I don’t want to admit to myself,
I don’t want to admit that I miss you,
I don’t want to admit I still love you,
I don’t want to admit that sometimes I wish
Things had gone another way,
I don’t want to admit that it pains me not being with you,
But I also know that it cannot be,
I also know that things would have never really changed,
I also know that sooner or later we might be here,
I don’t want to admit sometimes it is over,
I don’t want to admit I still hurt,
I don’t wan…

You Always Know

You always know,
I don’t have to speak the words,
You always know,
You always able to tell when something is wrong,
You always feel the mood change,
You always feel that something is going on,
You seem to see the smile vanish before I do,
You seem to know if something is causing me pain,
You seem to always know everything about me,
You seem to know the deepest secrets I kept long hidden,
Yet you don’t always know,
Yet you don’t know the pain and the suffering,
Everything I do for you,
I pretend so many things,
I pretend happiness at times,
I pretend smiles on my face when I rather cry,
I pretend that it doesn’t bother me,
I pretend to everyone I don’t love you as much as I do,
You always know or so it seems,
You always seem to sense the moment,
Yet you don’t see everything my dear,
I love you with all my heart and soul,
I love you with every breathe and dream,
I love you with every ounce I have ever had,
I love you with every moment,
I love you so much that sometimes it pains me,
You always seem to know when I…

I Dream About You

I dream about you,
Wishing you were here holding me tight,
I dream about us,
The vision of light from the darkness,
I dream about the future,
Something I thought I wouldn’t be able to do,
I dream about you,
Wanting you to be here in real,
Wishing that you were kissing me,
Wishing that you could make me smile,
The way I do everytime I talk to you,
The way I do whenever you tell me you love me,
The way I do when you talk about the future of us,
I dream about us,
The life and dreams I thought taken away,
From the one that caused me so much pain and hurt,
From the one that tried to kill my soul,
But now it has been brought back,
The light has returned,
The shadows have ran away,
And all I see is us,
And all I see is the happiness,
And all I see is the Technicolor dreams,
And I journey through the blue and green,
And I journey through the dark to light,
And I journey to where you are,
And I feel your arms around me,
And I feel your lips on mine,
And I feel your heart beat in time with mine,
I dream about you,
And sudde…

Ten Years

Written and dedicated to my friend that committed suicide 10 years ago today.

Ten years has now gone and passed,
Yet this memory still lasts,
Ten years ago you were taken from me,
Ten years ago you were taken from your family,
Ten years ago you were taken from your friends,
Ten years seems like yesterday,
I still remember the call,
I still remember telling my best friend,
I still remember crying and not understanding,
I still wondered why,
I still wanted to talk to you just one more time,
I still wanted you to know those things,
That might have never been said,
Ten years has now come and gone,
Yet the memory still lives on,
Yet the picture of your face
Stays in my mind,
Yet the wanting you still here,
Is in my heart and soul,
Yet the wanting things different
Is always just a heart beat away,
Ten years has now come and gone,
But you have always lived on,
And although it might have been ten years,
It feels like yesterday today,
We still love and care,
We still remember,
We still hold you dear,
We will never forget,

Don't Tell Me

Don’t you tell me lies,
Don’t you give me that story,
Don’t you tell me words you do not mean,
Don’t let me see that glory,
I don’t want to be told things untrue,
I don’t want to be told a fake story,
I don’t want to hear words you do not mean,
I don’t want to deal with things like that,
I don’t want to live a life full of lies,
I don’t want to live a life full of untruth,
I don’t want to try to believe in something,
Than just find it untrue,
I don’t want to hear the I am sorry,
I don’t want to hear that you care,
I don’t want to hear those whispers,
Those words,
Those actions,
Those moments untrue,
Your actions have now spoken loud and clear,
Your actions have proven the truth,
I don’t want to hear anything from you,
I wash my hands and bid you farewell,
I don’t want to deal with you or your kind,
My life is too full of good things
To be tainted with your bad,
So don’t tell me those lies,
Don’t tell me that story,
Don’t tell me those words untrue,
I won’t stand here and believe them,
I won’t stand here and care,

I'm Addicted To You

I’m addicted to you just like a drug,
I’m addicted to you cannot get enough,
I’m addicted to you and the way you say my name,
I’m addicted to you and the way you hold me in your arms,
I’m addicted to you and the way you kiss me,
I’m addicted to you and the way you hold my hand,
I’m addicted to you I cannot breathe quite the same,
Every single breathe has your name,
Every single passing moment my heart beats,
Every single moment I keep thinking,
Every single moment I am dreaming,
I am wanting back with you,
One moment is never enough,
I need so much more,
I’m addicted to you,
I can feel what you feel of me
Just like the rain,
It cascades down filling my whole being,
It cascades down making me breathless,
Leaving no choice but to only feel you,
Do you know what you do to me by just saying my name?
Do you know what you do to me by just kissing me like you have?
Do you know what you do to me by just touching me?
Do you know what you do to me just saying how much I make you smile?
Just by a simple smile by you,
Ju…

I Can't Admit

This is one of the hardest poems for me to post this is dedicated to my ex husband.

I can't admit that I still love you,
I can't admit that I still miss you,
I can't admit these things out loud,
I keep them to myself,
I keep them hidden deep in my mind,
I keep them hidden deep in my soul,
I keep the pain hidden where you cannot see,
I put on a mask so no one notices,
I can't admit these things it would show me weak,
Instead of the pretend strength I put up everyday,
I can't admit these things not even to myself,
Because than I will remember those good times
Instead of the bad ones,
Than I will remember the love instead of the pain,
Than I will forget why I need to be away from you,
To forget the things I need to remember,
I can't admit that it hurts that you are not here,
That you were not here when my grandma passed,
That you were not here to hold me in your arms,
That you were not here to kiss me,
That you were not here,
I can't admit these things to anyone,
I can't admit t…

Two

Two eyes to see the beauty
Of the love possible,
Two eyes to see the love shine,
As you say my name,
Two eyes to see the dreams
Possible by being with you,
Two hearts finding a way home,
Into something eternal,
Two hearts finding a way through the darkness,
When the light seemed scarce,
Two hearts blended and intertwined,
Into one heart,
Two souls finding a way home,
Into what was hidden for so long,
Two souls finding each other,
In a world so crazy and cruel,
Two souls finding the strength,
To stay together no mater what is thrown in their way,
Two dreams coming true
In one reality,
Two dreams finding the love,
That they never knew could truly exist,
Two dreams finding hope
Within the two of them,
Two bodies forming one whole,
Two hands holding onto each other,
Two lips coming together in a perfect kiss,
Two moments becoming one moment of true bliss,
Two lives holding on,
Two lives holding strong,
Two lives finding a way through everything,
Two lives finding a way to be one whole,
Two becomes one,
One is two of th…

You

You are forever,
You are eternity,
You are the dreams,
You are the moments in this heart,
You are the everything,
You are what is needed,
You are what I see in my heart,
You are what I dream about every night,
You are the thoughts that speak through my mind,
You are the visions unseen by normal eyes,
You are these moments,
You are the never ending time,
You are the beginning,
You are the end,
You are everything in between,
There is no ending,
There is no beginning,
There is just this,
There is just you and I,
I have always loved you,
I have always needed you,
I have always wanted you,
I have always dreamed of you,
I didn't always know that you were the one,
I didn't always know who you were,
But one day you shined on me,
Shined onto the darkness,
Made visions true and real,
You are forever,
You are eternity,
You are this love deep inside my heart,
You are my everything,
You are all that I need.

My Grandma's Service

This was as could be imagined an emotional and pressing time. I barely got through my poem when I read it I got through about half before I started crying and barely got through the rest of the poem. The most amazing thing happened though all my grandma's kids were there all 7 of them even those that had been give up to adoption. The one I was most shocked on is the one that most of us had never seen until today.

I also had a wonderful talk with my cousin Brian that I plan on spending some time with here soon. I also want to get him a g/f haha :) He's a very big sweetheart he has some health issues but he's a great guy. We got a lot of good family pictures and video stuff taken today. I am just in shock with all who showed up considering that my Uncle Richard didn't even know if he could find some people before she even passed. This whole thing has been amazing and I am even more wanting to find the other parts of my family as well. Thank you again to all who ha…

Roses Never Fade

Roses never really fade
They just hide in the darkness
Waiting to bloom
Inside our hearts,
Memories although bittersweet,
Tears shed in memory,
The sadness that crashes down,
Shelter the faded rose,
Light into darkness,
Darkness into the light,
Time slowly passing,
Dreams burnt in our memories,
Roses never really fade,
The memories they leave are deep in our minds,
They give us hope when we have none,
They give us dreams when we have no strength,
They may pass from our sight but they are always there,
Just in places you might not always find,
Roses may never fully tell you,
How much they love and care for you,
They might make you angry,
They might make you sad,
But they always do love you,
Although those that are true roses
May never be able to tell you in words,
But they try to hold you in their hearts,
The best that they can,
Roses never really fade,
They just hide in dreams,
In thoughts,
In memories of your heart,
And although they might be faded,
They never truly fade,
And although she is gone,
She still lives on …

I Would

I would give you all the love in the world,
Show you the true meaning of the stars,
Show you true hope,
True love beyond your imagination,
I would go through the computer screen
To give you real hugs,
Real kisses,
Real love,
I would give you a shoulder
To cry on,
To laugh on,
To never let go,
I would give you everything and more
Just to see a smile,
Just to see the light return
To your eyes,
To your face,
To your smile,
I would give you a reason to believe
In hope,
In love,
In everything again,
I would give you a way to see
What I see in your heart,
In your mind,
In your soul,
I would travel thousands o miles,
Cross any sea,
Cross any terrain,
To show you everything
In the deepest parts of my heart,
I would give anything to see
You truly smile,
Be truly happy,
Be truly loved,
For you are loved,
You are cared for,
And you have me,
But I know I am not
What you are looking for in love,
But also know this,
You carry a special piece of me in your heart,
That you have a special place in my heart,
And in my soul,
And that I love you,
A…

Circumstances

This is the story I am working on. This is by no means finished as it is a rough drift. I am currently stuck. For those that have read some of it you will find some new stuff near the middle of this and for those newer to my list you can read everything that I have so far. Enjoy :)

"So tell me again why are we here?"
"Given the circumstances I guess I can explain it again but this is the last time."
"Okay, I get the hint just tell me please."
I hated to beg but I had no choice in the manner I was the one having to deal with this not him. The fact of the matter was it wasn't supposed to be like this. Things weren't suppose to be like this, but what is and was, are two different things and I was having to deal with the is, the was would have to wait at least for now.

"So, now we understand what is at stake correct?"

"Yes, I understand."

"Good you will have just a short period of time in each jump you do. You can see things, you…

Trying to Find the Words

I am trying to find the words needed,
The ones that will set me free,
The ones that you need to hear,
The ones that I want you to hear,
I want to scream out,
I want to shout out until you feel it,
I want you to carry it in your heart,
I want you to carry it in every smile,
I want you to carry it inside your soul,
I am trying to find the words,
The ones to fully express everything I feel for you,
The ones that would tell you everything,
The ones that seem to be pent inside my mind,
The ones that scream at me whenever I think of you,
The ones that lies deep inside my heart,
The ones that seem in reach,
Yet still so far away,
I am trying to find the words,
I would do anything to find the words,
The ones that could show you what you mean to me,
The ones that could tell you how much I love you,
The ones that I dream of whenever I am asleep,
The ones I want to whisper to your heart,
I want to tell you everything in my heart,
I want to tell you everything in my soul,
I want to tell you everything,
But I am afraid,
Afr…

Memories of You

She felt the tears fall
Anew down her face,
As thoughts of him
Returned to her mind again,
It felt like it was yesterday
And not so many years ago
Since she last heard from him,
The pain felt as great
As it did back than,
Memories of his face,
His eyes,
His smile,
His voice,
Filled the deepest corners of her mind,
She didn't want to admit that there was days
She still missed him,
Wished for him,
Needed him,
Wanted him,
Wanted to feel whole by just one touch,
By just one glance,
By just one I love you,
She craved for it,
Needed it,
Wanted it,
Wished for it,
She still remembered,
Remembered his face,
Remembered his smile,
Remembered his eyes when he first saw her,
Remember her heart beating so loud
That anyone could hear,
Hear the deepest thoughts,
The deepest wish,
The deepest moments so clear
She fought back the tears so many times afraid,
Afraid of drowning in them,
Afraid of the knowing that a part of her was missing,
A part of her was gone,
That she was not whole,
She loved him deeply,
More than she truly admitted to …

Summer Shower

Wetness falls around me,
Drop by drop,
Moment by moment,
I stretched my hands to the sky,
Wanting to feel it all,
Cascading against me,
Wishing for the coldness against my face,
Needing that pure moment,
That moment of feeling whole again,
That moment of feeling open again,
That moment when nothing else seems to matter,
Wetness falls around me,
As the drops hit the ground,
As the moments seem to slow,
As the breathe seems to slow,
As the drops slow down,
Wanting more than this simple moment,
Wanting more than this,
Wishing to be kissing someone,
Letting the wetness cover us both,
Letting the laughter fill the air,
Letting the dreams fall into place,
Wetness falls around me,
I am brought back to the present time,
Wishing that there was something more,
Wanting to feel him near me,
Wanting to have him tell me,
Wanting to feel the passion deep inside,
Wetness falls around me,
But than it starts to slow,
The drops become less,
And I look up into the sky,
The drops stop,
And I am brought back from the dream,
The dream of wa…

Yearning For You

There isn’t a single moment,
There isn’t a single time,
There isn’t a single second,
That my heart beats loud of you,
That my heart sings your praises,
That my heart wants you home,
That my heart keeps on wanting,
That my heart keeps needing,
I want to feel you next to me again,
I want to feel your arms around me,
I want to feel the way you kiss me,
I want the whole world to disappear,
I want the moments of just you and me,
I yearn for you my darling,
The way you feel when you lay next to me,
The way your kisses feel against my lips,
And against my skin,
The way you touch me,
The way you send electricity through my whole body,
The way you can turn me on by a simple look,
By a simple touch,
By a simple I love you,
By a simple I miss you,
By a simple I want you,
There isn’t a single thought,
There isn’t a single minute that ticks by,
There isn’t a single second my heart beats,
Without the thought of you,
I yearn for you my love,
You are truly the one who I want to be with,
The one I want to spend all my days,
The one…