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Someone Special

You, my dear have always been someone special,
Someone I often came to with all my hopes and dreams,
Someone I could hold onto and feel your warm hug,
Someone I could see forever happiness in,
Someone who I have known for so long,
Every moment together was like a thousand minutes,
Every moment felt like eternity come true,
We have had our moments of laughing,
Our moments of crying,
Our moments of dreams shattered so true,
Everytime I looked into your very blue eyes I saw a future,
Oh so true,
You have always had the patience whenever I needed someone
You have always filled my day with happiness,
You have always been someone special to me,
I know that many people do not see what I see,
But maybe soon some wonderful person,
Will see what I see in your eyes,
What I see in your dreams,
What I see everytime I look at you,
Just know my love you are always loved,
That you are always someone special,
That you will always hold a special part of me,
Something that no one else could ever hold,
Something that no one els…

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a winter day the snow was falling from the storm,
The icicles had formed around the picturesque landscape,
And around my heart,
The skies seemed to stay cloudy no matter how much sun shined,
But than one day trees seemed greener than before,
A long lost daydream reawakened inside of my heart,
A beautiful love shined inside of my heart,
Slowly I felt the icicles melt around my heart,
Slowly I felt the truth reform inside my soul,
Once upon a time all I could feel was snow and winter,
Rain and pain,
Sadness and hurt,
But than my true soul mate came to me,
It was just like my daydreams,
He came to me,
He said to take his hand,
He said to take his heart,
He said to take his love,
He said to hold on tight,
He said to keep together,
He said we will get through it all,
We will get through anymore rain and pain,
That we will get through anymore sadness and hurt,
That we will get through anything life throws at us,
That we will get through anything,
And so I took his hand,
So I took his heart,
So I took his lo…

I Cannot Pretend

I can pretend many things,
I can hide many truths,
But I cannot deny this connection,
But I cannot pretend it still doesn’t exist,
But I cannot pretend that I don’t still feel something,
But I cannot pretend that you still don’t haunt my dreams at times,
But I cannot pretend that sometimes I still remember,
But I cannot pretend that I don’t still love you,
But I cannot pretend the truth that lies within my soul,
I can pretend to hate you,
I can pretend what you do doesn’t matter,
I can pretend what you say doesn’t matter,
I can pretend that I can just forget you and move on,
I can pretend that I don’t still dream about you,
I can pretend many things,
I can hide many truths,
But I cannot deny this,
But I cannot pretend this connection doesn’t exist,
But I cannot pretend that I don’t still feel something,
But I cannot pretend that you still don’t haunt my dreams,
But I cannot pretend that I don’t remember,
Remember the touch you use to give to me,
Remember the kisses you gave every time you saw me,
Remember t…

I Never Told You (David)

Note: Okay a few things. The reason for the () for those new to this I have some other I Never Told You poems that have special dedications to certain guys in my life. This is the newest one. This poem is for my ex husband.

I never told you that when you left me,
The very first time that I wanted everything to end,
I wanted to do anything possible just to hold you again,
I wanted to do anything to wake up and find it a bad nightmare,
I wanted to do anything to just show you everything inside off me,
I never told you when you ended us,
When you said you wanted the divorce,
That I wanted you to fight for me,
That I wanted you to fight just one more time,
That I wanted you to forgive me,
That I wanted me to forgive you,
That I wanted to make us work,
I never told you how many times
I wanted to turn back the clock,
To just change one thing,
Wondering if it would have changed us,
Wondering if it would have kept you with me,
Wondering if we could have lasted through it all,
Wondering if instead of putting…

Us

I can still recall your lips brushed against mine,
I can still recall your hands in mine,
I can still recall the way you held me,
I can still recall looking deep inside,
Wondering,
Wishing,
Needing,
Wanting you,
I can still recall the late night calls,
I can still recall the dreams of it all,
I can still recall the hopes I had,
The ones of younger days,
The ones of a dream never forgotten,
The ones that hold deep inside my heart,
The ones that hold deep inside my soul,
I look into your eyes and wish many things,
I wish for you happiness in the world,
I wish for you love that will keep you safe,
Love that will hold you close in the night,
Love that will see the truth of who you are,
Love that will not break your heart,
As so many times it has,
I can still recall all the laughter we have shared,
I can still recall all the love we had,
I can still recall every bit about you,
I know you more than most do,
I know what makes you happy,
I know what makes you sad,
I know when you are lost and empty,
I know when you are h…

Not Mine To Have

I want to fall into your deep blue eyes,
I want to rest my hand all over your body,
I want to kiss you softly and not let go,
I want this to be reality and not a fragment dream,
I want to hold you close and never let go,
I want to show you the love that you deserve,
I want to show you the stars beyond this dream,
But I know that this is just a dream,
Just a daydream in my mind,
One that will never be,
Never be a reality,
You are not mine to have,
Not mine to have beyond friends,
Not mine to hold close and never let o,
Not mine to kiss,
Not mine to love more than friends,
Not mine to have,
I want to fall into your deep blue eyes,
Just hold you close and never apologize,
Just hold you close and never let go,
Just hold you close until you know,
Just hold you close until the world ends,
Until it’s just you and me standing,
Standing together as one,
I want to fall into your deep blue eyes,
I want to rest my hand over you,
I want to kiss you softly,
But I know that isn’t meant to be,
At least not this life time,
Becaus…

Forbidden Love

Loving you is forbidden,
Knowing you is the truth,
Wanting you is forbidden,
Needing you is forbidden,
Wanting you in my life is forbidden,
Needing you in my life is forbidden,
Knowing I can never have you breaks my heart,
Needing you in my life in some way is hard,
Every day I think,
Every day I want,
Every day I keep on wishing,
Keep on needing for things to be different,
Keep on wanting for things to change,
But knowing that this is how it will be,
Loving you is forbidden,
Knowing you is the strongest truth I have ever known,
Wanting you is in my mind honestly,
Needing you is the only thing I desire,
You are my forbidden love,
A love I cannot have,
A love I cannot let go,
A love I cannot deny,
A love I cannot stop wanting,
No matter what goes on in our lives,
My love for your is forbidden,
Forbidden by the circumstances in our lives.

Water Flows

The water flows down my eyes,
I can feel the hot tears steaming,
I hear the time tick slowly by,
Another day has came and gone,
Another moment still missing you,
Still wishing and hoping,
Still wanting and dreaming,
Still silently wanting you,
Still wishing that I could just hold you,
The moments pass slowly,
And the tears seem to never end,
I never wanted to let you go,
I never wanted this to end,
I never wanted to be without you,
I never wanted this,
Many days I sit and wonder,
Many days I wish I could ask you,
Many days I wish you would say you love me,
Many days I wish you would say you need me,
Many days I wish you would say you want only me,
Many days I wish you would look into your heart,
And than look into mine,
And see that this is meant to be,
The water flows down my eyes,
The hot tears are steaming,
And I wonder why,
Why am I sitting here alone,
Alone without you.

Price Of Success

They say that success can come with a price,
That cherished moments maybe gone forever,
That silence fills the walls,
That silence is all that you hear,
That often moments are forgotten,
That the little things are tossed aside,
They say that success can come with a price,
That all one can see is the success
And not the journey,
Not the journey it took getting there,
That success is not everything,
That happiness is not just a matter of how,
How you do in life,
That happiness can mean many of a thing,
That happiness is just dreams unseen,
That happiness is the love in your heart,
That happiness is the love in your soul,
They say that success can come with a price,
They say that dreams aren’t looked at the same,
I say that perhaps they are right,
But as long as I can dream,
As long as I can think,
As long as I remember,
I will make sure that success doesn’t come with a price,
At least not the price of forgetting one’s soul.