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Blame The Emotions

Blame the emotions,
Blame the feeling,
Blame everything that is a part of me,
I just cannot help it,
I just cannot control it,
I just don’t want to stop anymore,
I just want to feel,
I just want to see,
I just want to be you and me,
Blame the emotions,
Blame these feelings,
Blame the love I cannot contain,
Blame the dreams,
Blame the moments,
Blame the time I spend with you,
Even though it might be in real life,
Even though it might be over the phone,
Even though it might be online,
Every moment,
Every time,
I feel it,
I feel what you do,
I feel how it feels,
I feel it deep,
Deep inside of me,
Blame the emotions,
Blame it all,
I have tried so many times,
Tried to think of things a certain way,
But through it all,
Through every moment,
I have just drawn closer,
And closer to you,
Wanting to hold you so close,
Wanting to hold you in my arms,
Wanting to be with you,
So blame it on the emotions,
Blame it on this feeling,
Blame it on everything,
But I know you love me,
I know you love me too,
I know you want to be with me,
I know …

Turn The Page

I love you this much I know,
I want you this much I feel,
I need you this much I see in the depths of my soul,
I want to turn every moment,
Turn every page,
Turn every second,
Turn every minute,
Turn every hour,
Turn every day with you,
I want to close the doors to the past,
Turn away and hold you close,
Turn away and be with you,
You have known me for so long,
Known some of the deepest parts of me,
You love me without hesitation,
You care for me without thinking twice,
Even though you are miles away,
In another state,
In another place,
I know that your feelings for me are strong,
I know that you would hold me close,
You have been with me every step,
You have been with me every moment,
You have been with me through every relationship,
Through the last few years we have known each other online,
I’ve talked to you on the phone,
I have listened to your hopes,
And your dreams,
You have listened to mine,
Listened to every moment,
Through the good and bad,
I care for you,
I love you,
You have become one of my closest frien…

What's Wrong

What’s wrong with this picture?
What’s wrong with this thought?
This time?
This place?
What’s wrong with this?
What’s wrong between you and me?
What’s wrong with me?
What can I do?
What can I say?
How can I change it?
I don’t want it to keep going this way,
I don’t want this doubt,
I don’t want those emotions,
I don’t want to feel left out,
I don’t want to feel in the cold,
What’s wrong with this picture?
What’s wrong with this moment?
What’s wrong my darling?
How did this happen?
How did we end up here?
How did we get to this point?
How did I not see it before?
How did I not know this?
I believe it’s not too late,
I believe that we can still change this,
I believe we can turn it around,
But we need to take a moment,
We need to take some time,
We need to work on this,
Something needs to change,
I need to be able to feel it,
Feel love,
Hope,
Dreams,
Beauty,
And everything in between,
I need a change,
I need something,
I have been patient,
I have been willing,
I have been listening,
Now it is your turn,
Time to show me your lov…

Lost And Found

I feel so lost,
I feel so confused,
Thoughts,
Emotions,
Memories,
They all wash over me through and through,
I want to know love,
I want to know peace,
I want to know that joy,
The joy I have known before,
I stand at a crossroads,
Never thought it be like this,
Never pictured my life to become this,
I have gone through my moments,
I have had my hard times,
I have had times where it seemed dark and gray,
But I still had hope,
I still had belief,
I still had a peace that couldn’t be touched,
Even when I felt broken hearted before,
But this is different,
This tune doesn’t seem the same,
It seemed so much easier,
Even months ago,
Even with the other issues going on,
Than all the sudden,
The happiness was gone,
And I was left wondering,
What was wrong?
What has happened?
To what I thought was a perfect thing,
Realizing that I had been in the dark,
And now I am lost,
I am lost,
And at a crossroads,
Wanting,
Wishing,
Needing,
Something more,
Wanting a simple I love you,
Wanting a simple emotion,
A simple care,
Just something to show…