Today's Life Wonders

What a day it has been,
Where you don’t know if you want to be angry or upset,
When you find out who really are your friends,
And that someone that means a lot to you and someone else are gone,
And when another doesn’t have much more time left in the world,
When life seems to hit you with fast balls
And you’re left wondering to be crying
Or frustrated and mad at the way people you thought
Once cared for you were treating you now,
And you want to know could you cry
Until the sea of life swallows you from the pain,
And you want to know if you are angry enough
That perhaps the pain from the death and soon death
Will drown within your soul,
And you don’t know what to think,
And you don’t know what to do,
And you don’t know how to feel
How to feel anymore within the pain
Or the anger that you feel,
You want to be upset one moment
And than crying the next,
And you try to be strong,
Strong for yourself,
Strong for those others that mean so much to you,
But you want to cry,
And you want to scream,
And you want to do so many things that you don’t know
What to really do,
And you want to just forget about it all
And restart the day
But you know that today’s life wonders
Will not go away,
That no matter if you cry or scream
That nothing can take away the pain
Or the hurt,
Or the knowing that life has forever changed,
And that there was no going back,
No there was no going back today.