At The End

Seeing you one last time before it was final,
Was the hardest thing to do,
Awkwardness was around me,
Pain filled my being and heart,
I couldn’t look you in the eye,
Knowing that my heart would betray me,
Knowing that my eyes would betray me,
Knowing the shred of the love I had for you,
Would cut me deeper than any other pain,
I had felt in my life,
I want to break down and cry,
Forget about being strong for a moment,
Uncover the mask I feel is on my face,
The mask to hide the emotions in my mind,
The emotions in my heart,
I know that I love Tristan with all my heart,
I know that he is the reason I have survived the drain
Of the emotions going through my mind,
Of the emotions going through my heart,
At the end I know that a new road will start,
I know that the pieces of my broken heart will mend,
I know that eventually the pain will subside,
I know that I will see the sun fully again,
I know that I have to keep my head up high,
Even when everything else feels like dying,
At the end of every tunnel of darkness is light,
At the end of every heart break is happiness,
At the end of every pain is happiness,
I keep believing in this,
It is all that I know,
It is all that keeps me going,
When the strength seems to want to fade,
When the darkness wants to shallow me whole,
But at the end of the dark times,
I know light will be ahead,
And someday you will not be apart
Of what constructs my life,
And someday the sun will shine fully again,
And another end will be at hand.

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