I Am Not

I am not another notch on your belt,
I am not another person to just fuck,
I am not another object,
Maybe you cannot handle this,
Maybe your needs are different,
But I am done with the games,
But I am doing playing around,
I know what I want,
And I won’t settle for less,
I am not just some object to play with,
I am not just some other girl,
I will not deal with the heartache,
I will not deal with the pain,
Maybe I’ll still get hurt this way,
But I rather hurt through that,
Than deal with the games,
Than deal with the bullshit,
I am not just some other play thing,
I am not just another score,
I am not just another thing,
I am a person with emotions,
I am a person with other needs,
I am a person with a heart of gold,
Maybe you cannot handle it,
Maybe you are too scared,
Maybe you cannot see behind sexual pleasures,
But that is your loss,
But that is for you to deal with,
Because I will not stand here,
I will walk away,
Because I am more than just another,
And I am not going to stay around,
When that’s all you can see,
Perhaps someday you will see it,
Perhaps you won’t,
Either way its too late now,
Because I am gone,
Because I can find love,
Where I will have more meaning
Than you are willing to give me,
Because I am not just another object,
I am not just another thing,
I am a lot more than you will ever know,
And I am not going to care about you,
Or care about what you say,
Say what you want about me,
Say what you want about my looks,
Or that I won’t get anything,
I don’t care anymore because I won’t be
Just another play thing,
Or another object anymore.

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