Sometimes

Sometimes in the darkest corners of my mind,
Your memories speak to me and soothe me
Through the trouble times of my life,
The thought of you hunts my dreams
Even in my happiest of days,
The reminding of the silent what if,
Sometimes in the daydreams of the light,
I could still hear your voice speak to me
As if you were next to me,
And I feel the intensity as if it was yesterday
All over again,
Sometimes the songs whisper through my being
As if it was playing the same melody of the time lost
That I never regain and the hunting of the answers I never really found,
Sometimes I feel my heart rebreaking
As if it was that day I finally gave you up
Because I never heard from you again,
And the pain and the intensity was almost more
Than our short lived relationship,
Sometimes I wonder if you had meant for it to happen this way,
If you were just suppose to be a footprint in my heart
Or a restarting of letting me believe in love again,
Because the darkness seemed to consume the yellow
Warm rays of the sun from my face,
Sometimes the raw emotions that I thought
Long buried in the deepest corners of my heart
And of my mind were destroyed
In that black sea of long lost feelings and thoughts
Come raging when I least expect it,
Sometimes it feels as if you are still here
Right next to me hunting my every waking moment
Following through my life,
Never truly leaving my sight,
And sometimes I find myself still loving you
Even though you are nothing but a memory
In the deep parts of my mind.

Dedicated to James Dunn

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