Trying to Find the Words

I am trying to find the words needed,
The ones that will set me free,
The ones that you need to hear,
The ones that I want you to hear,
I want to scream out,
I want to shout out until you feel it,
I want you to carry it in your heart,
I want you to carry it in every smile,
I want you to carry it inside your soul,
I am trying to find the words,
The ones to fully express everything I feel for you,
The ones that would tell you everything,
The ones that seem to be pent inside my mind,
The ones that scream at me whenever I think of you,
The ones that lies deep inside my heart,
The ones that seem in reach,
Yet still so far away,
I am trying to find the words,
I would do anything to find the words,
The ones that could show you what you mean to me,
The ones that could tell you how much I love you,
The ones that I dream of whenever I am asleep,
The ones I want to whisper to your heart,
I want to tell you everything in my heart,
I want to tell you everything in my soul,
I want to tell you everything,
But I am afraid,
Afraid and scared that you might not feel the same,
Sacred that you will not understand,
Sacred to fully give out my heart,
After having it broken so many times,
After having it shattered,
After having the coldness of tears on my face,
After having dreams thrown back into my face,
After having the pain,
The true darkness of the shadows of the night,
Laying in bed alone,
Wanting something,
Needing something more,
I am trying to find the words,
The words to tell you how much you mean to me,
The words to tell you that I love you,
The words to tell you everything in this soul,
The words to tell you how I want more,
But they seem to be locked,
Locked in this heart,
Locked in this soul,
Tell me it is okay,
Tell me that I can tell you the words,
Tell me that I no longer need to be afraid,
Tell me that I no longer need to be scared,
Tell me that the words are here,
Here in my heart and soul,
That they are there in your heart and soul,
Tell me that the words have been there,
Have been there right along,
Been there this whole time.

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