Poison

You are poison,
You are a bad drug,
You are something I should get rid of,
You are something not good for me to think of,
You are something that tries to keep me down,
You are something that should disappear,
You are something that tries to keep a hold on me,
You are something that shouldn’t be in my life anymore,
You are poison,
Something that once mattered but has turned,
Something that once was comforting but hurting now,
Something that once was my source of love but now is gone,
Something that once was my dreams beside myself but are vanished,
Something that once I would have done anything for,
You are poison,
You are a bad drug,
You are someone I should get over,
You are someone I shouldn’t care about anymore,
You are someone I should leave behind,
You are someone I shouldn’t love anymore,
You are poison,
Dangerous but tempting,
Hurtful but comforting,
Painful but hard to get over,
Deceitful but hard to not want to believe,
You are poison,
You are something I should forget,
You are something I should not think about,
You are something I shouldn’t believe in anymore,
You are something I should leave behind,
But you are poison,
You are a bad drug,
But it is hard to rid of something you are addicted to,
It is hard to rid of something you still love,
It is hard to rid of something you still miss,
It is hard to rid of something when you don’t want to,
But you know that someday the strength will be fully there,
Someday I will have the strength to fully let you go,
Someday I will not think of you,
Someday I will love you less,
Someday I will care about you less,
Someday I will be rid of this,
You are a poison,
You are a bad drug,
Something that is addicting,
Something I can now live without,
I might not have the full strength to completely not care,
I might not have the full strength to completely not love you,
I might not have the full strength to completely let you go,
But someday the sun will shine even brighter,
Someday the sun will break through the rest of the clouds,
Someday the poison you are will be gone,
You are a poison,
You are a bad drug,
But someday this habit will be over,
Someday this habit will be gone,
Someday you will see me fully walk away,
Someday you will see me not care about you and me,
Someday the day will be mine,
Someday you won’t be addicting,
Someday you will be gone from my thoughts,
Someday your poison won’t affect me any longer.

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