On The Ledge

I stand there on the ledge watching the pieces break,
Watching the pain flood through the gates,
Watching and wondering what is going to happen now,
The tears fall down like rain,
And I stand outside not understanding the pain,
I look at the pieces,
Wondering how they go back together,
Wondering if I am going to have the strength this time,
Are they going to stay forever broken,
Will I find a way,
A way to get through this this time,
I feel outside of it all,
Not really inside of my own heart,
Being through so much hurt,
Through so much pain,
Can the pieces really come together,
Will the pain really end,
Will I find the one I am searching for,
The one that have the answers to what is deep
Within my heart and soul,
Will he be able to heal it,
The pieces that seem so shattered and torn,
I stand there on the ledge watching the pieces break,
Watching the pain flood through the gates,
The tears hitting the surface,
Wondering what to do now,
Where to turn to,
Who to count on,
Who,
Who will find the pieces,
Help put them together,
Find a way inside,
And not break my heart,
Into more pieces,
To want to love me,
The way I need,
I stand there silently,
Just waiting,
Just watching,
Wondering when,
The pieces would mend,
If they will mend at all.

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