Creative Writer Meets The World

What a day it has been, Where you don’t know if you want to be angry or upset, When you find out who really are your friends, And that someone that means a lot to you and someone else are gone, And when another doesn’t have much more time left in the world, When life seems to hit you with fast balls And you’re left wondering to be crying Or frustrated and mad at the way people you thought Once cared for you were treating you now, And you want to know could you cry Until the sea of life swallows you from the pain, And you want to know if you are angry enough That perhaps the pain from the death and soon death Will drown within your soul, And you don’t know what to think, And you don’t know what to do, And you don’t know how to feel How to feel anymore within the pain Or the anger that you feel, You want to be upset one moment And than crying the next, And you try to be strong, Strong for yourself, Strong for those others that mean so much to you, But you want to cry, And you want to scr...

Your Birthdate: February 15 You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

This is a cool one :) You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

And the tide turned from one moment to the next, Life was changing so fast and so new, Two of her old friends were no longer in her life, One made her sad the other did not affect her as much, One was one of her dearest guy friends that meant Everything to her that she would have done anything for, Someone that she felt she could talk about anything Or nothing at all, About dreams, life, happiness, and all the betweens, But then he and the other decided to hate Who I decided to marry and not tell me And hide what they were thinking and feeling, And so the tide turned. And the tide turns from innocence to life of pain and hurt, The moments of wanting to give anything And the talking of anything or nothing was gone And the heartache was living deep in her heart And the moments that she normally would share A happy holiday wish or a hope or dream Did not exist anymore, There would be no more phone calls on holidays Or well wishes and hoping that every year would be better Than it was befo...

Once upon a time I would have done anything for you, I would have given up everything I had in the world to be with you, I would have put all the others aside just for you, I would have given up the life I had to just be with you, Just to love you, Just to be around that smile that use to send shivers down my spine, Or those eyes that would catch my breathe everytime You smiled with them, Once upon a time I would have loved being called Your one and only girl, The one that you would have kissed softly At anytime of the night, The one you could have called your wife If you didn’t change your ways, The one you once sang to, The one that you once wrote poems to, The one that would have done anything to stand up For you when others where mean to you, Once upon a time when you were mine I would have done anything to hurt others If it meant to have you in my life, If it meant that I would have been your one And you’re only. But that time is gone and life has changed, You are no longer the gu...

Is there a way to start explaining to yourself those things As you once knew it were completely gone? Is there a way to change your heart from loving someone To pretending that they no longer exist in your world? How do you tell your heart to stop loving someone That you have loved for so many years of your life? How do you stop your heart from breaking And having you cry the tears that are hidden Deep inside of your heart? How do you pretend that someone that affected your life For so long is no longer a part of your life? How do you take back eight years of your life And the memories that hunts your mind? How do you remove the dreams Of times long pass so that they do not hurt you The way you know they would if they surface In your mind? How do you constantly remind yourself That life as you once knew it is gone And that there is no going back? How do you answer all the questions in your mind When you do not even know where to start To even explain to yourself why things changed The ...

She was 16 and he was 20, When they first met that fateful day, He was the first one she opened her heart, The one that really made her smile, The one that really made her cry, The one that she still loves all the while Although things have changed through the time And space that comes in our lives, He was the first one her mom ever saw Her daughter with for a long time, He was the one that she wanted to first spend Her life with although she didn't know As much about love as she does now, He was the one that she had to be Friends with even if other things Didn't work out because not having him In her life was worse than having him In her life and the pain that endured through, He was the one that was there for her When other relationships ended fast And when her heart felt so broken That she didn't know how she would last, And how he was there for her When the rain seemed to go on forever And the sun would never shine again. Over the years it never seemed to matter How man...

A New Poem I Just Wrote About Hurricane Katrina Please still be there my friend, I do not want to lose you in the waves end, I don’t want to hear that you were taken By the flooding waters rush, Or that you could not get help somehow As everything that you knew crumbled around you, Please still be there my love, Although we are miles apart, I think of you everyday and want you home with me, Although we cannot be, I hope that you survived we are to get married, Please still be there mom, I know we haven’t talked in a long time, And I am sorry for everything I ever said, But you mean the world to me, And I don’t want you dying just yet, Please still be there dad, I know that we don’t always talk, I know that I will always be your little girl, I know that we are far but near in our hearts, And I miss you so, But please be there for me, Please be there for me to find you, Please still be there my son, I know that you went there to the coast, To make sure people got out safely, But please b...

Explaination of the following terms which you will see on this post. Golden Number: A number showing the year of the lunar or Metonic cycle. It is reckoned from 1 to 19, and is so called from having formerly been written in the calendar in gold. Epact Number: The moon's age at the beginning of the calendar year, or the number of days by which the last new moon has preceded the beginning of the year. The Life Path Number The Life Path is the sum of the birth date. This number represents who you are at birth and the native traits that you will carry with you through life. The most important number that will be discussed here is your Life Path number. The Life Path describes the nature of this journey through life. Julian date: The number of days since noon 4713 BC January 1. You entered: 2/15/1981 You were born on a Sundayunder the astrological sign Aquarius. Your Life path number is 9 . The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444650.5. The golden number for 1981 is 6. The ep...

Degrees are said to be just pieces of paper, Just something to show off to others, But to me it is more than a piece of paper, It is about heartaches that I’ve been through, Heartbreaks and dreams broken, Paths made and remade and changed To different of what was originally planned, Of meeting lost loves again for the first time, And finding the truth of life and love Through all its various emotions, About finding and losing love, About finding my own way, About finding true love In it’s truest form after much searching. Walking down the aisle After calling my name, Knowing that I accomplished what no one else Could ever do in my family, Knowing I finally made it after 5 years Of going through and changing degree specialty once, Going through the hardest time with my asthma yet Finding a way to graduate when I planned, And although through simple and hard times And no matter what I had to go through, I had finally made it, And that is why it is more than a piece of paper.