Creative Writer Meets The World

What if I waited longer for you to come home, Would you have found me and made me yours again? Would you have brushed away all the tears deep In the lonely heart you left me when you vanished Without a trace? Would my life been changed and would I be Where I am now? If I stayed in touch with you, Would we have dated? Would we have told each other the feeling In our young hearts and minds? Would we had the courage to say that I like you More than just a friend? What would have happened if I turned around Instead of walking away? Would our relationship lasted longer? Or did I prevent the enviable? Would we have met with a kiss if I came back to you? Or would I have decided that walking away Was the best thing to do? What would have happened if I didn’t listen To a lot of people that gave me advice on relationships How would that have changed where I am today? There seems to be more questions than answers On what might have been if things were different, If I had taken a different path, A...

Summer blows you a kiss as the days get warm, The light of the sun warms your face, The heat of the memory of the Summer Fling’s embrace, The cool of the touch when the Fling ends, The feelings of temptation calls your name, The feelings of lust pound on your soul, The wanting of more reminds you every day, Just how close you came to forever love, The tears and pain hit your eyes, And fall like a flood, Because you thought it ended to soon, You thought it would be more than a Fling, You thought maybe just this once, Life would never be the same, Life would be filled with the love you always dreamed, The love that is buried in the depths of your soul, You want to lose hope by the end of the Summer, You do not want to have anymore Summer Dreams, But you feel a voice calling inside of you, Saying no, don’t give up yet, You wonder if you can find your hope, If you can find your ground, You wonder if you could ever stop, Ever stop the pain that comes at times With the warmth of the Summer, ...

Don’t try to change me, I will not follow you just blindly, Do not try to silence my voice, Just because I believe differently than you, Do not say oh she will hopefully come around When talking of your beliefs Because I will not change myself on behalf of you, I am who I am because I’ve been down that path before And I have seen the close mindedness and harshness of reality, I have seen that the door just seems to close and it does not call me, And it never will, Don’t try to change me by trying to lecture to me, And try to make me feel bad for choosing What I have chosen as my path in this life, Don’t not give me the all mighty then thy speeches, I will just not listen and I will walk away, Just respect my choices and I will respect yours, Do not try to convert me, I do not need converting or saving, I am who I am and I will not change Just for you, I will not change for anyone but myself, Don’t try to change me, Instead accept me, for who I am, And who I am going to be, Please don’t...

I want you to need me, To want to hold me forever in your arms, To kiss my lips and no one else’s, I want you to just depend on my touch To keep you warm at night, And to keep you warm no matter where we are, I want you desire this, The love that is in my flesh, The love that is in my soul, The love that desires you more than anything, Anything in this world, I want you to call my name And say how I am the only one, How you cannot breathe without me, How you cannot think without me near, How you don’t want to be anything But this love of mine in my heart and soul, I want you to depend on me, As I depend on you To be my heart, To be my soul, To be my love forever more, To be everything I have ever desired, And oh so much more, I want to kiss your lips and no one else’s, I need you and no one else, I depend on your touch to keep me warm, I desire all that is you, And this heart, And this soul, And us. I call upon you my love, To make me happy when I am sad, To make me laugh when I am dow...

You try to cause drama with every single thing you do, You try to get us to bend to your every want and need, Thinking that if you do certain things you will make us Want to do what you want done for you, You cut up pictures of us And send a note on how you are no longer my mom's mom, Well we have had it up to the end of the road, We do not want to deal with your drama, We do not want to deal with your childish behavior, We do not want to feel like we have to do something Just to make you happy, What happened to family? Why do you ask for things and go on about How everything should be about you, We all here deal with various things going on, But we don't let that stop us from going on, We don't rant and rave, And cause drama just because we don't get our own way, We don't ask you for much Yet when we have you make it seem as if we asked For the whole world to be delivered to our plates, Well the time has come where we cut you out of our lives, No more drama will be...

I draft in the dream world, Let myself fall deeper, And deeper into space, Try to let go everything, Just to catch one glimpse of your face, I want to see the person in my dreams, The one that haunts my constant memories, Who are you my mind asks? Where are you my heart asks? Why do you hunt me so my body asks? Why are you just a dream my soul asks? Why do you try to promise me things I know that will never happen? My hands are tied, My heart isn’t free, My love belongs to someone else, But yet there you are in your secret glory, Looking at me and I look at you, And I try to figure out why you are there, Why are you try to make me believe that My life isn’t as full as I want it to be, Why don’t you show your face? Why can’t I see your eyes? Why won’t you tell me your name? Why am I left with more questions than answers? Who are you my mind asks over and over And over again, I don’t know what to tell myself, I don’t know much but the memories from every night Every night spent in the dr...

Rain falls down on the broken path of yesterday, Why do you still hunt my mind and my heart? The memories, The feelings, The harshness of yesterday, The pain of never knowing, The heart that wanted answers, The dreams always in the dark, You still are there in my heart, A piece of me cannot seem to let you go, No matter how long ago it was Since I lost heard your voice, Or saw your face, But I can still see it in my mind, My mind cannot seem the erase the memory, Or let go of the picture that plays in my mind, My heart although loves another and is happy, Still cannot forget how you made me feel, How things felt so perfect But than was torn apart And broken apart as if it never existed, As if the feelings were never there, As if you never existed but were just An imagination of my heart and soul, But I know deep in my heart you were real, The pain you left was real, The memories are real, The dreams are real, How you seem to scream my name over and over Again in my dreams are real, Wil...

Lost, Confused, Don't know what is up from down, Numb, Pain, The feelings in my heart and soul, Memories Thoughts, Flowing through my mind, Broken Shattered, The feeling of my heart, Tear drops falling, Heart breaking, Will time heal this wound? Questions with no answers, Feelings without any words, Feelings of self doubt, Feeling blame on myself, Trying to deal with the lost Of something I have wanted for so long, Hoping that the sun will come soon, That the rain will wash away, But the confusion and the numb is there, There in the dark corners of my soul, There where sometimes I cannot see But I can feel, Feel this lost feeling, And I wonder will it ever truly go away?

Together you and I will fly to the ends of the world Just to have today alone just you and I, Our fun will be the look in each others eyes As we enjoy the pleasures of being in each others company There will be no end to the happiness that is brought From this silent but loud conversation of our hearts, Happy are the two of us as we breathe slowly each other, Hands and hands meeting together, Lips on lips kissing each other, Dreams and dreams brought together Making the soul and heart bind together in love. This is what dreams are made of these moments in time, These moments that seem sometimes lost in space, And the busyness of our lives, But we must press on together you and I, Even if we must learn to fly to other parts in our souls, Because this love is sacred and it is strong, And as long as we are together our love can never be wrong.

She felt the magic within her, The magic from the moon and the stars, Of old times gone and almost forgotten, Of old times still in her memories, Of old times that was in her blood and soul, Of faeries and fairytales of old, But the reality was ingrained within her, She knew that the magic was real, She knew that the moon and stars guided As she worked quietly in her circle, She casted and dreamed, She dreamed of a place where magic was not hidden, Not hidden like it was now, Not where she had to hide everything she was Just to stay alive and do what she needed and wanted, Because she knew that her life was important To the fabric of the dream, The dream of where magic was reality And not just in her life but everywhere, And that it would be alive just like days old.