An Asthmatics View On Asthma

Try to breathe,
Inhale,
Exhale,
It isn’t that difficult right?
Try to not cough too much,
Take the inhaler,
Make tea,
Check,
Check,
Chest hurts,
Hands trembling,
Feeling tired,
Feeling not tired,
Please no migraine,
Not this time,
Pain is enough,
Please no dizziness,
That is never fun,
Just sit,
Just sit,
Hold on,
Not the first time,
Not going to be the last,
Tea is still too hot,
Drink slowly,
Just keep the breathing,
Inhale,
Exhale,
Might not seem hard to most,
But for an asthmatic,
For someone who is struggling,
It can be the hardest thing in the world,
Medications can only do so much,
Even if you are on what you need,
Pain,
Pain,
More chest pain,
Use to it by now,
Just work through it,
Got to keep writing,
Keep the words going,
Just focus on anything else,
Anything else but the pain,
Remember the difficulty of working,
When one like this happened,
The way minutes seemed to be slow,
Like if it was just mere seconds,
That everything seems crazy,
And your mind wonders,
Because you cannot focus,
Focus on anything,
Inhale,
Exhale,
Breathe,
Missing life before,
Thoughts race,
Mind wonders,
Focus,
Focus,
Inhale,
Exhale,
The life of an asthmatic.