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RIP Shirley Olson

Someone I loved today passed away as of last night. I talked to her husband and he found her gone about 5pm but we aren't sure how long ago she had already been passed. It's possible she had a heart attack in her sleep as she had some heart problems or a combination of her having COPD.. She was a friend a great person who loved a lot of people and was more open minded than most are in this world. She was also my mom. She wasn't my birth mom by any way but she cared for me and loved me like any mom would she supported me through so much. She was the one that helped me survive coming back home and offered a place to stay if I needed it when things were very bad. She meant so much to me. She meant the world to me and so many others. I will never forget her. I will never not still remember. I will never not still love her. She is in my heart always.

When I Hold You In My Arms

When I hold you in my arms I feel the magic, I feel it grow in my heart and soul, I feel the snow and ice melt, I feel strength coming back to me, I feel dreams and hope returning, When I hold you in my arms, I feel the blackness and bleakness disappear, I see all the answers to the questions asked long ago, By my heart and soul, By the tears in the dark, The tears that I cried for so long, The tears that never seemed to cease, The tears that fell upon my pillow many times, When I hold you in my arms, I feel love flow back into my life, I feel dreams flow back into my life, I feel the magic return, I feel everything fall into place, When I hold you in my arms, I feel things long lost forgotten, I feel things that was tossed aside, I feel things that thought could never be, I feel things that were thought could never come true, But than you came into my life, And I felt the grayness disappear, And I felt everything change, And I felt the colors come, And I felt something strong, And I f...

When I Think About Us

When I think about the future my eyes light up, When I think about forever my heart sings, When I think about wishes coming true, When I think about all the unlikely circumstances, When I see you staring into the depths of my eyes, When I see you looking into my soul, When I see forever looking back at me, When I think about us, I see the news reaching beyond the seas, I see the heavens open wide, I see the music playing, I see the colors change, I see future lives telling our story, Telling about how forever can come true, Telling about how wishes can come true, Telling about how even when all hope was lost, That somehow love found a way, That somehow love found a way inside, That somehow dreams found a way, That somehow dreams found a place to call home, When I think about us, I know that we are strong, Stronger than anything on this world, Stronger than any force that might try to pull us apart, Stronger than the winds of change, Stronger than any hate, We will always be, You and I,...

Snow Dancer

You dance in the snow wanting me to come follow you, You dance in the moonlight looking toward the stars, You dance in the dreams that play in my mind, You dance in the moments of forever across the sky, You dance in the thoughts that go on forever, Snow dancer keep on dancing, Keep on circling around me, Keep on dreaming, Keep on looking toward the stars, Keep on that forever, Keep on those thoughts, You dance in the snow wanting me to hold you tight, You dance in the moonlight wanting me to join you, You dance in the dreams telling me it’s alright, You dance in the moments that hold close and tight, You dance in the thoughts never letting go, I reach my hand out to you, I reach and call out your name, I reach and pull you close, I reach and tell you it will never be the same, You have changed my life in so many ways, You have changed the possibilities, You have shown me things once impossible, Snow dancer keep dancing, Keep on circling around me, Keep on dreaming, Keep on telling me ...

I See You

I see you watch me with your eyes, I see you listen to my heart beat, I see you wait for the right moment, I see you wanting more, I see you wanting to touch me, I see your heart grow, I see you not wanting to try to look away, I see you wanting growing daily, I see you needing me more and more, I see you watch me with your eyes, I see you listening to my heart beat, I see you wait for that right moment, I see you wanting more, I see you wanting to learn how to Make me lose control, Make me want to just always give in, Make me want to kiss you more, Make me want to hold you tighter, Make me want to give you everything, Make me want to keep on dreaming our forever dreams, Make me want to keep on wanting this, I see you watch me with your eyes, I see you listen to my heart beat, I see you wait for that right moment, I see myself standing so close to you, I see myself holding you tight, I see myself watching you with my eyes, I see myself listening to your heart beat, I see myself waiting...

Whenever I See You

Whenever I see you, You are a sight for sore eyes, I can smell your scent ever so inviting, Touching you ever so gently until you grow, Ever so firm and ready, My desire increases wanting to make love to you, I connect my lips onto yours deeply kissing you, Wanting you emotionally and physically, Becoming wet with desire, Whenever I see you, I just want to grab onto you, I just don’t want to let you go, I just want to make love to you, I just want to go until all our needs are filled, I just want us to become one, I just want us to hold onto each other, Whenever I see you, I just want to make love to you, I just want to kiss you forever, I just want to hold you forever, I just want to stay like this, Until the world completely disappears.

With You I Feel

Whenever I have been with others I was always afraid, I was always wondering when things would fall apart, Than you came into my life and everything changed, The days seemed different somehow, Something great has come along, Something wonderful came into being, The moment you came into my life, With you I feel a closeness I have never felt with another, With you I feel something stronger than I could ever imagine, With you I feel something beautiful come into being, With you I feel a we that has never been so complete, With you I feel a dream coming true, Whenever I have been others I was always afraid, I was always wondering when things would fall apart, But now that I am with you I feel secure, I feel that nothing could break us apart, I feel that nothing could tear us apart, I feel that nothing could ever stand in our way, With you I feel something stronger, With you I feel something worth fighting for, With you I feel something bigger than anything, I have ever had in my life, With...

Whenever I Hold You In My Arms

Whenever I hold you in my arms, I can feel your love for me, I can taste you whenever I kiss you, I can smell your desire whenever I am with you, I can see your dreams for us, I know that I can give you my all, Because whenever I touch you, I feel the love that is deep in our hearts, I feel the love that is deep in our souls, I feel the love that is deep in our minds, Whenever I hold you in my arms, I feel I have the best thing in the world, I feel every beat of our hearts, I feel every fiber of our beings, I feel every thought in our minds, I feel every dream in our world, I feel every moment coming true, Whenever I hold you in my arms, I feel the love you have for me, I feel my love for you, I can taste every kiss, I can feel every desire, I can see every dream, I can wish again, Whenever I hold you in my arms, I remember that love is real, That love exists, Because there is true love, Within us.

Red Rose

I have dealt with many prickly thorns, I had thought that they were the one, But than I found that it was wrong, And it left my finger bleeding, And than it leaves me with a scar, I stick my hand in again, And than I am surprised to find, Green leaves to hold, A red rose bloomed, It’s petals soft, I have dealt with many prickly thorns, The ones I thought were the one, But than I had found out that I was wrong, And it had left my finger bleeding, And it left me with scars, But than I found a true rose, A rose that was blooming deep inside, A rose that was just waiting to be found, A rose that was listening to my dreams, A rose that was listening to my heart, A rose that was listening to my soul, A rose that was listening to the inner most parts of me, I have dealt with many prickly thorns, But now that I have you in my life, I have found that red rose, The rose among all the thorns, Among all the pain, Among all the darkness, I found that red rose within you.

Can You Hear It Baby

Can you hear it baby? Can you hear the music playing our song? Can you hear the jam in our souls? Can you hear the choir sing? Ever since I met you baby, I heard music playing I heard the key unlock my heart, I heard the news of us from the roof tops, I heard that they were going to bring us, Everlasting love, Can you hear it baby? Can you hear the memories etching in our hearts? Can you hear how the days will be brighter? Can you hear how everything is going to last? Can you hear how everything is going to be wonderful forever? Maybe others have not been able to last, But we have something they do not, We have faith, We have hope, We have common dreams, We have forever, We have our eternity, We have us, Can you hear it baby? Can you hear the music playing? Can you hear my heart beating? Can you hear my heart singing for you? Can you hear it baby? Are you listening? Are you listening to everything? Are you listening to my heart? Are you listening to my soul? Are you listening to these ...