Creative Writer Meets The World

Most of Wednesday July 8th and part of Thursday July 9th was one of those moments that asthmatics fear. Dealing with asthma attacks left and right. Having to deal with the pain and tightness of the chest, headaches, coughing, tiredness, and drinking a lot of tea. Before going over what I promised to go over about the causes of asthma, the different types of asthma, and touching on treatments for asthma. I wanted to first go back over what I asked you to think about. Did you think about those in your life that is touched by this disease? Keep those people in mind as you read about the causes of asthma. What triggers those of us that have it, to have asthma attacks. Asthma itself on what causes it isn't a for sure thing. There is no rhyme or reason it seems on why some people get asthma and why other's don't. There are though triggers that can cause the asthma to flare up and cause a person to have asthma related attacks. Some of these triggers as according again to...

Today was one of those yay moments for someone who has asthma. I got a letter from the Vocational Rehabilitation Department of Human Services saying I was finally off the waiting list. What this means in English, for those that don't live in Oregon or in a state that might offer this sort of program, is that what they do is help people who need help getting into the work force again due to various reasons that might have either caused a disability or something related to that. Some of the other things that Vocational Rehabilitation can do is help with getting to doctor's to figure out all that is going on with you without much or any cost to you, give you help on finding a job, classes that can help you with job related things, and other things that I am not sure of since until now I've been on the waiting list. The reason why people have been put on the waiting list is that there hasn't been enough resources especially counselors and time to be able to see all the ...

There have been many titles and definitions that matched to who I am or was at any specific time. I think even as kids we go through these changes. Of course as a child though we don't think of the possible other things that might come such as diseases we might have to live with for the rest of our lives. Some are more well known than others. Some are even more life threatening. All seem to have stereotypes of who is affected by it. This is such a story about the real life challenges of one with asthma. This will be a very public from a somewhat private life. It is time for the world to understand more and realize what asthma is. How it effects one person's life. The sometimes daily struggle that seems to happen when one has asthma especially when one doesn't have health insurance and currently not much income as well. Currently I am looking for a job anything really something without sales if possible and something with benefits. I have a check list of things I ...

I’m your girl not because Of how sexy you are, Not because you pay my way With my money being tight, But because when you hold me I feel the world melt away, I feel the dimples show Because I cannot stop smiling, But because when you hold my hand, And you kiss me softly, I feel love and passion, Dreams and realty, Hope and bliss, I’m your girl not because of how You open the door for me, Not because of anything material, But because of every non material thing, Your kindness, Your sweetness, Your smile, Your voice, Your eyes, The way I glow, The way I smile, The way I feel beautiful Being around you, Feeling the wonder that is us, I’m your girl And was the moment I held you, The moment I looked into your eyes, The moment you kissed me, I knew than and I know now, That I’m your girl.

This writer’s heart has seen So much pain, So much hurt, So much rain, Through people who betrayed me, Took my trust and laughed at me, But I kept going on, This writer’s heart has seen The beauty of true happiness In terms of her friends that care For her in many ways, I have seen happiness With having a wonderful guy In my life, This writer’s heart has been Through many hardships, Had to make some hard decisions, Had to leave those that hurt me Yet still loved behind, Had to endure many things At a young age, But through the pain, Through the hardships, Through the happiness, Through the dreams made complete, And those that were broken, This writer’s heart has found The way through the deepest darkness, Through the almost impossible ways, To just hold onto the belief, That kept me strong, Through every good and bad moment, Through the times when my world Seem to be crashing down, The belief and hope in love, A love to completely reawaken my senses, My dreams, My hopes, To banish the ...

Never will I let go, As long as these feelings stay strong, As long as you are wiling to try, As long as you hold me tight, These emotions run so strong, It takes my very breathe away, You are the guy I’ve been Searching for, For so long, There is no one from my past That can compare to this, I’ve been swept away Never will I let go, Not when I’ve found you, My heart skips a million beats, Just looking into your eyes, I catch a breathe, As I feel the hope of love Restored by being with you, Never will I let go, You need to not be afraid my darling, It is a crazy ride, But life is a crazy ride, As long as we have each other, As long as you give this a chance, As long as you hold me close, Maybe it is crazy, Maybe it has been a blur, Maybe it has gone fast, But time doesn’t seem to matter Whenever I am with you, I could feel as if the world slow down, Whenever I am in your arms, Never will I let go, My heart belongs to you, You hold the key, I am your girl Now and forever, Because I will...

I want to walk under the moonlight, Walk with your hand in mine, Stare at the stars As they sparkle above us, Making a wish, Staring at the golden moon above us, As I wrap my arms around you, And I kiss you under the night sky, Holding you close, Holding you tight, I feel the night sky move, The stars twinkle a bit brighter, The moon seems extra bright, As the light shows Our way through the night, I hold you closer in my arms, I kiss you under the beautiful night sky, Wanting the moment to last, Wanting the world to just stand still, Wanting the moment to never end, Every time I am with you, Every time I hold you, Under a night sky, Or any other time, I cannot deny these emotions, I cannot deny this love I feel, It only becomes stronger every day, And as I hold you under the night sky, I wish, I hope, I dream, And I pray, To be yours forever.

Laying against you feeling your arms around me, Holding you close and tight, Feeling the warmth of our bodies, As we touch not saying a word, No words need to be spoken, As I listen to your heart beat, I feel the dreams becoming more real, Ever since I have found you, Ever since that first moment I looked into your eyes, I felt that the dreams I have always had, The ones that were in my heart, Came true that moment, The smile on your face, The way you hold me close, The way you kiss me softly, Feeling blissfully happy, Knowing this emotion is stronger Than I have ever dealt with, Or could have even dreamed, Finding it seems my piece of heaven In your arms, Life around me might still be crazy, But having you by my side, I feel the calm, I feel the love, I feel even deeper belief that life Is going to be wonderful from now on, Laying against you feeling your arms around me, Holding you close and tight, Feeling the breathe slowly, And I sigh happily, Knowing that happiness has truly Found...

Being with you is a wonderful thing, Every moment is true bliss, Every time you have to go My arms long for the next moment, We can spend together, Being with you is a beautiful dream, That becomes more lovely With each passing day, Becoming more solid As we spend more time together, Being with you by your side Holding your hand into mine, Touching your skin, Rubbing your body, Sends electricity down my spine, I catch a breathe, I sigh, And I breathe the very depths Of the love I feel deep inside, Being with you, Being your one and only, Having you look into my eyes, Having my smile deepen, Knowing I am sharing In moments of complete happiness, Of complete bliss, Every single moment, Every single day, I become even more grateful, Of being with you.

Moments filled with blissful happiness, Moments filled with your arms around me, Moments filled with you kissing me, These are moments that mean so much, Such simplicity, Such completeness, Wonderful emotions That surrounds my whole being, I breathe in your scent And I sigh As the happiness fills my being, And love fills my heart, Moments filled with holding your hand, Moments filled with looking into your eyes, These are the moments I have longed for, These are the moments I’ve dreamed of, These are the moments many In this world take for granted, You my darling Are everything I could ask for, Everything I could have ever hoped for, Everything I have wanted For oh so long, Moments filled with holding you, Letting the quiet And the peace surrounds us both, It feels like a dream, More beautiful than anything else, But it is reality this beautiful dream, These moments are real, The feeling of safety, And warmth that covers my being, Are true, I miss you when my arms Cannot hold you, I mi...