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Empty Space In My Heart

There is an empty space in my heart, A space that was once filled with you, Memories upon memories, Years upon years, Days upon days, Everything from love to friendship, Being there through the thick and thin, We have had our disagreements, We have had our different opinions, But it never truly came down to this, Where I felt there was no hope, No way to find a way back, To any fragment of anything again, There is an empty space in my heart, The space that was once filled with you, The one that seems to be there numb, Deep and penetrating, But I can’t seem to cry the tears I want to cry, I can’t seem to express the emotions I want to express, I can’t seem to feel anything, It is like a piece of me is gone, Torn apart from me, You might think it is so easy, To make a decision to take this stand, To think it is something so simple, Something not complex, Something that is not profound, You believe that just because I cannot suppor...

What Do Your Words Prove

You can post cutting words, You can post things from my past, You can try to write things of my life, You can say whatever you wish, It isn’t the first time, It won’t be the last, I have been through adversity, I know this route, I know this life, I been here before, I have been through hurts before, I have been where people turn their backs from me, It’s nothing new, It’s nothing that I haven’t been through before, If you think you are going to get a response, Other than these words you are wrong, I am not the person I was before, I have realized it isn’t worth the time, Or the worry, Or the energy, I rather just remove the words, Remove the cutting words, Removes those things from my past, Because past is past, Life has gone on, I am not perfect, I never have been, But at least I will own up to it, At least I have admitted to my wrongs, At least I have been forgiven, Because I came before God, Once you have repented, T...

Because God Deserves My Best

Numb emotions run through my mind, The tears have come and been cried, I took a stand for God, And His holy word, It was not easy, The words were not easy to say, Especially toward someone I cared for, For such a long time in my life, Following Him means we love all, We show love to everyone, Even those that disagree, But we must still stand firm, To His word, And not sway, Even if it might cause hurt and pain, People might not understand, People might not fully know my heart, But I said the words as carefully as I could, Even if it hurt me as I said them, The words were not easy to say, But I had to speak the truth, He sought the question of why I wrote, And I had to be true to God’s word, And through that action, I might have lost a friend, But I encouraged my husband, He was proud that I stood up for God, And for His word, That I did not back down, And made my husband want to be stronger, In his own testimony and in tel...

Chicken Noodle Soup

Can I have some chicken noodle soup please? Could I have some I am not feeling well, The soothing broth just makes one well, With the crackers you break on the top, And eating a whole bag along with, It’s a flavor that everyone seems to love, I love it no matter if I am sick or well, I don’t have to have a stomach ache, Or a heartbreak, To have mom’s famous homemade soup, Or Campbell’s can that is condensed, It doesn’t matter to me in what form it comes from, I just desire it this moment, I need to have it now, To soothe this body of mine, There is just a deep need of mine, For these days have been rough, These days have been weary, And these days have been not with comfort, So please give me some chicken noodle soup please, So I may soothe my worries with that broth, The one that is well known and loved, The one that seems to cure a cold, Chases away a stomach ache, And soothes a trouble soul, And gives a worry mind, A comfort wh...