Looking For The Answers

Note: I haven't been posting any blogs because I have been writing a novel for National Novel Writing Month I have now hit the 50k mark and I will be working on it more soon as I am not done with the story yet but now working on poetry again :)

Looking for the answers in this world,
Looking for something to keep believing in,
Looking for a way through the dark moments,
Looking for a way to keep believing,
Looking for that moment,
Where I can just lose myself without thinking,
Lose the moment,
Lose everything,
Just fade away,
Just be,
Looking for that moment,
That time that everything seems so easy,
Wishing about things,
Remembering the good times in the past,
Knowing life is never easy,
But sometimes it sure seems harder,
Looking for a way to keep on going,
Stumbling a bit along the way,
Looking for that peace,
Looking for everything in between,
Can I just have that moment?
Can I just have that joy?
Can I just believe?
Can I just pretend?
Can I please I beg,
But it’s not that simple it seems,
It is not the way dreams were,
Dreams are always such hard things,
Fighting for them all the way,
Sometimes dealing with road blocks,
Sometimes dealing with the detours that is life,
But somehow I got to get through this,
Somehow I got to find the peace,
Somehow I got to find the love,
Somehow I got to regain,
I cannot let the shadows come,
I cannot let the darkness win,
I cannot let,
I just cannot let,
I have to keep fighting,
I have to keep going,
Even if I have to fight with the mask,
The mask that covers up everything,
Everything that is going on,
I will be strong,
Even if it’s only on the outside,
And not always inside,
At least I will try,
As I look for the answers,
Look for that moment,
Where everything falls into place,
When everything doesn’t seem wrong,
When everything seems right,
When love just sweeps me away,
And nothing hurts,
I look for that moment,
I look for that dream,
I look for everything in between,
Not sure how it got to here,
Not sure how it got to this,
Battling this battle that seems to not end,
But I will keep fighting,
Someway,
Somehow,
Although there has been easier times,
Although there has been moments,
I just know what I have to do,
So I’ll put on that mask,
I’ll put on that smile,
And I will pretend,
Even if it feels that everything is falling apart,
Until the smile on the outside,
Meets up with how I feel inside,
Until I find that way,
Find those answers,
That is out there somewhere.

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