Creative Writer Meets The World

Sometimes in the darkest corners of my mind, Your memories speak to me and soothe me Through the trouble times of my life, The thought of you hunts my dreams Even in my happiest of days, The reminding of the silent what if, Sometimes in the daydreams of the light, I could still hear your voice speak to me As if you were next to me, And I feel the intensity as if it was yesterday All over again, Sometimes the songs whisper through my being As if it was playing the same melody of the time lost That I never regain and the hunting of the answers I never really found, Sometimes I feel my heart rebreaking As if it was that day I finally gave you up Because I never heard from you again, And the pain and the intensity was almost more Than our short lived relationship, Sometimes I wonder if you had meant for it to happen this way, If you were just suppose to be a footprint in my heart Or a restarting of letting me believe in love again, Because the darkness seemed to consume the yellow Warm ray...

Just get over yourself, You the person that thinks you are just so cool By trying to cut myself and my husband down, By trying to say shit about the way I act and look, By telling me to get over things you have no Inkling of an idea on what it is even all about, You that just assume shit and twist it all around, You the one that thinks I am jealous When I think it is the other way around. Just get over yourself, You the person that thinks you are so cool Now that you have my old best friend Wrapped around your finger, The one that I know somewhere in your cold heart That you have a thing for him and won’t say anything, You the one that is jealous because you know That deep in your heart you will never have What I had with him, You will never be close to his parents like I became, You will never share some of the memories and thoughts That we have shared over the many years of knowing each other, You will never be able to take away the poems he wrote me, Or the words he use to say, Or h...

To the man that was my father, You were a wonderful man that took me in Although I was not really your own and made me your own Even though all that would have been was bonds from marrying Who you considered your son, You supported me although you didn’t always agree, You loved me where my own birth father did not, You cared for me where my own father did not, You told me you loved me which were words My birth father would never say, You gave me hope that maybe not all men That became fathers were not the assholes That it seemed to run in my life very often, You touched my life and many others Before you were called away from this world, You had the gift of making people laugh, And to make people think. To the man that was my father, You gave so much to this world And probably could have given so much more If your life wasn’t cut short by a disease That you never asked for and got from your younger days, You gave faith back to our mom And back to so many of us in so many ways, You gave...

What a day it has been, Where you don’t know if you want to be angry or upset, When you find out who really are your friends, And that someone that means a lot to you and someone else are gone, And when another doesn’t have much more time left in the world, When life seems to hit you with fast balls And you’re left wondering to be crying Or frustrated and mad at the way people you thought Once cared for you were treating you now, And you want to know could you cry Until the sea of life swallows you from the pain, And you want to know if you are angry enough That perhaps the pain from the death and soon death Will drown within your soul, And you don’t know what to think, And you don’t know what to do, And you don’t know how to feel How to feel anymore within the pain Or the anger that you feel, You want to be upset one moment And than crying the next, And you try to be strong, Strong for yourself, Strong for those others that mean so much to you, But you want to cry, And you want to scr...

Your Birthdate: February 15 You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June

This is a cool one :) You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

And the tide turned from one moment to the next, Life was changing so fast and so new, Two of her old friends were no longer in her life, One made her sad the other did not affect her as much, One was one of her dearest guy friends that meant Everything to her that she would have done anything for, Someone that she felt she could talk about anything Or nothing at all, About dreams, life, happiness, and all the betweens, But then he and the other decided to hate Who I decided to marry and not tell me And hide what they were thinking and feeling, And so the tide turned. And the tide turns from innocence to life of pain and hurt, The moments of wanting to give anything And the talking of anything or nothing was gone And the heartache was living deep in her heart And the moments that she normally would share A happy holiday wish or a hope or dream Did not exist anymore, There would be no more phone calls on holidays Or well wishes and hoping that every year would be better Than it was befo...

Once upon a time I would have done anything for you, I would have given up everything I had in the world to be with you, I would have put all the others aside just for you, I would have given up the life I had to just be with you, Just to love you, Just to be around that smile that use to send shivers down my spine, Or those eyes that would catch my breathe everytime You smiled with them, Once upon a time I would have loved being called Your one and only girl, The one that you would have kissed softly At anytime of the night, The one you could have called your wife If you didn’t change your ways, The one you once sang to, The one that you once wrote poems to, The one that would have done anything to stand up For you when others where mean to you, Once upon a time when you were mine I would have done anything to hurt others If it meant to have you in my life, If it meant that I would have been your one And you’re only. But that time is gone and life has changed, You are no longer the gu...

Is there a way to start explaining to yourself those things As you once knew it were completely gone? Is there a way to change your heart from loving someone To pretending that they no longer exist in your world? How do you tell your heart to stop loving someone That you have loved for so many years of your life? How do you stop your heart from breaking And having you cry the tears that are hidden Deep inside of your heart? How do you pretend that someone that affected your life For so long is no longer a part of your life? How do you take back eight years of your life And the memories that hunts your mind? How do you remove the dreams Of times long pass so that they do not hurt you The way you know they would if they surface In your mind? How do you constantly remind yourself That life as you once knew it is gone And that there is no going back? How do you answer all the questions in your mind When you do not even know where to start To even explain to yourself why things changed The ...

She was 16 and he was 20, When they first met that fateful day, He was the first one she opened her heart, The one that really made her smile, The one that really made her cry, The one that she still loves all the while Although things have changed through the time And space that comes in our lives, He was the first one her mom ever saw Her daughter with for a long time, He was the one that she wanted to first spend Her life with although she didn't know As much about love as she does now, He was the one that she had to be Friends with even if other things Didn't work out because not having him In her life was worse than having him In her life and the pain that endured through, He was the one that was there for her When other relationships ended fast And when her heart felt so broken That she didn't know how she would last, And how he was there for her When the rain seemed to go on forever And the sun would never shine again. Over the years it never seemed to matter How man...