Creative Writer Meets The World

Lost, Confused, Don't know what is up from down, Numb, Pain, The feelings in my heart and soul, Memories Thoughts, Flowing through my mind, Broken Shattered, The feeling of my heart, Tear drops falling, Heart breaking, Will time heal this wound? Questions with no answers, Feelings without any words, Feelings of self doubt, Feeling blame on myself, Trying to deal with the lost Of something I have wanted for so long, Hoping that the sun will come soon, That the rain will wash away, But the confusion and the numb is there, There in the dark corners of my soul, There where sometimes I cannot see But I can feel, Feel this lost feeling, And I wonder will it ever truly go away?

Together you and I will fly to the ends of the world Just to have today alone just you and I, Our fun will be the look in each others eyes As we enjoy the pleasures of being in each others company There will be no end to the happiness that is brought From this silent but loud conversation of our hearts, Happy are the two of us as we breathe slowly each other, Hands and hands meeting together, Lips on lips kissing each other, Dreams and dreams brought together Making the soul and heart bind together in love. This is what dreams are made of these moments in time, These moments that seem sometimes lost in space, And the busyness of our lives, But we must press on together you and I, Even if we must learn to fly to other parts in our souls, Because this love is sacred and it is strong, And as long as we are together our love can never be wrong.

She felt the magic within her, The magic from the moon and the stars, Of old times gone and almost forgotten, Of old times still in her memories, Of old times that was in her blood and soul, Of faeries and fairytales of old, But the reality was ingrained within her, She knew that the magic was real, She knew that the moon and stars guided As she worked quietly in her circle, She casted and dreamed, She dreamed of a place where magic was not hidden, Not hidden like it was now, Not where she had to hide everything she was Just to stay alive and do what she needed and wanted, Because she knew that her life was important To the fabric of the dream, The dream of where magic was reality And not just in her life but everywhere, And that it would be alive just like days old.

I have seen a many different life changing springs, I have seen the rain fall around and drown my heart ,I have seen the sun shine and than be covered by the clouds Shortly after it seems that the sun would finally shine forever, I have seen the wind blow, The oceans crash ,The tears fall, The memories stop, The memories start, The memories last, Dreams broken, Dreams repaired, Dreams put back together through much healing and time, Love ended, Love started, Love mending,I have seen many changes of spring in my life, Changes for the better, Changes for the worse, Changes for what could go either way, I have seen many changes of spring, Changes I wanted, Changes I needed, Changes I didn't ask for, Changes I did ask for, And changes I would not change anything else in the world Because of the outcome in my life.

I am thankful of this, Of a time and place without the TV on, Of a sunlight time on a beach with you and I, Of purple sunsets in Paris, Of the loud memories, Of the quiet memories, Of these memories right here and now in the silence Of sometimes just watching TV, Of sometimes just cuddling close together Without thinking of the time or anything else in the world, I am thankful of the place within us Of how we link so close together, Of how we are able to Faithfully keep together No matter what may be thrown in our way, I am thankful of this, The love I see everyday when I look into your eyes. Dedicated to David Shorb

This is our Lifetime of Dreams, This is our sun within the spring, There is no rain within this, There is no pain around us anymore, There is no heartache around us, There is just this simplicity of our dreams, The simplicity of our love, Let the waters fall around us, Let the blue skies fill our love forever, The country might go on forever or might die But that doesn’t matter as long as there is you and I, This is our lifetime of dreams, This is about you and me, This is about everything that will always forever be, And that is the simplicity of our eternity. Dedicated to David Shorb

Every time I think of you my heart skips a few beats, Every time I dream of you my mind forgets Where I really am and drifts to your arms, Every time I think of your face and your eyes Shining I get lost in the feeling of knowing That you truly love me in every sense of the word, Every time I talk to you, you make my heart melt You make it seem as if time stands still, That there is only you and I And that nothing else matters In the whole entire world, Every time we talk I know that you accept me For whom I am and who I want to be, You give me so much hope, And make me want to strive even higher For my dreams, You give me light through the darkness, Sunlight when it is dark and cold, You give me strength when I feel That all of mine has disappeared in the darkness That is the main part of this world, Every night I think of you and wish you well, I think of how I would hold you so tight And never let go, I think of how much love I could give you As I looked in your eyes for the very fi...

Sort of in the tune of Vertical Horizon's song of the same name or at least that was the inspiration of this piece. So the memories sail away out to the grey sky morning, Sometimes the pain feels like it is going to stay, Through the cold and winter, It feels unfair now that you are gone now, My life feels so cold because you were the best I had ever had, They say that time heals all wounds, But they never met you my dear, You stole my heart right away, From the first moment you spoke my name, And I remember that night, When our love felt like it would last, But than before I knew it you seemed To be nothing but a distant memory, Oh how it hurt those tears I cried, I didn’t want to let you go, Wanting to just go and hide, But the pain was so much to bear And I know you would have wanted Me to be happy, But it still didn’t feel the same The way it should have now, Because you were the best I ever had, Sometimes it still feels like a dream As if it isn’t real now, As if the moments w...

Sometimes in the darkest corners of my mind, Your memories speak to me and soothe me Through the trouble times of my life, The thought of you hunts my dreams Even in my happiest of days, The reminding of the silent what if, Sometimes in the daydreams of the light, I could still hear your voice speak to me As if you were next to me, And I feel the intensity as if it was yesterday All over again, Sometimes the songs whisper through my being As if it was playing the same melody of the time lost That I never regain and the hunting of the answers I never really found, Sometimes I feel my heart rebreaking As if it was that day I finally gave you up Because I never heard from you again, And the pain and the intensity was almost more Than our short lived relationship, Sometimes I wonder if you had meant for it to happen this way, If you were just suppose to be a footprint in my heart Or a restarting of letting me believe in love again, Because the darkness seemed to consume the yellow Warm ray...

Just get over yourself, You the person that thinks you are just so cool By trying to cut myself and my husband down, By trying to say shit about the way I act and look, By telling me to get over things you have no Inkling of an idea on what it is even all about, You that just assume shit and twist it all around, You the one that thinks I am jealous When I think it is the other way around. Just get over yourself, You the person that thinks you are so cool Now that you have my old best friend Wrapped around your finger, The one that I know somewhere in your cold heart That you have a thing for him and won’t say anything, You the one that is jealous because you know That deep in your heart you will never have What I had with him, You will never be close to his parents like I became, You will never share some of the memories and thoughts That we have shared over the many years of knowing each other, You will never be able to take away the poems he wrote me, Or the words he use to say, Or h...