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Leave Me Breathless

Just hold me like that another moment longer, Just kiss me like that and let all the passion fulfill, Just take me into your arms, Just kiss my neck just like that, Just say those words, That I long to hear, Tell me that you need me, Tell me that you want me, Tell me to be yours again, Tell me to come back here you, As you pull me into your arms again To hold me close, To kiss me deep, To make my mind lose control, Just let me breathe you in, Just let me think of nothing but us, Just let the world fade away, Just let there just be the two of us, Leave me breathless my darling, Do all the things that I know you can do, Kiss me with the passion that’s deep inside, Touch me with the passion in your hands, The passion in your soul, The passion that makes me lose control, I want to feel it all, Do not stop, Do not wane, Do not give me rest, I want to feel you, I want you to leave me breathless.

My 4th of July Fireworks

Feeling your arms around me, Feeling every bit of you in my mouth, In my hands, In every part of me, Smelling the scent of you in, Bringing it into a constant memory, Holding you tightly in my arms, Not wanting to let you go, Not wanting to see you leave, Wanting to call you back for another kiss, Wanting to call you back for another hug, Wanting to hear you say I love you once more, Wanting the night to never end, Wanting this moment of bliss to keep continuing, Wanting more of you, Wanting that dream of forever true, Never have I had a moment so wonderful, As the moment you kissed me again, As the moment you said I love you, As the moment you said you missed me, As the moment you said those words That I needed to hear, Knowing that my patience has paid off, Knowing that my hope in us, Having the belief that things Would be good again, Knowing that our love is strong, That our love is stronger than anything, Knowing eternity is finally here, Knowing eternity is in this, Knowing that t...

Mark Me

Mark me with your eyes As you look into the depths Of my soul, Mark me with your love That reaches parts of my heart I never knew, Mark me with your lips Around every part of my body, Mark me with your tenderness That surrounds us, That encloses us, That shines like the sun On the brightest day, That keeps me going when the skies seem grey, And everything seems to be going wrong, Mark me with your passion, The passion that burns deep inside Your heart and soul, The passion that burns for me, The passion that lights up whenever you Are around me, The passion I feel whenever I listen to your voice, Mark me my darling, Mark me with everything you have, Because I want everyone to know That I belong to you, And you alone.

Our Connection

Our connection Is what keeps us strong, Is what I hold onto whenever you aren’t Physically here, Is what I feel in my heart And in the deepest parts of my soul Anytime I look into your eyes, Is the bond I feel Whenever your arms Are holding me tight, Is what I feel in the very depths of my soul, Whenever I just think of you, Is what keeps me going strong, Whenever everything else Seems to just fall apart, Our connection Is what kept me going, When we have been apart, Is what keeps me sane, When everything else Seems to be going crazy, Is what helps me when I want to fall apart, And just break down and cry, It is everything to me, Everything I had ever wanted, Everything I had ever needed, Everything I could have asked for, Everything I didn’t ask for but wanted, Our connection is strong, It is strong as the heart that beats , Beats forever for you.

You Can Ask Me

You can ask me almost anything, You can ask me if I love you, You can ask me if I care, You can ask if I would walk through The roughest times that we might go through, You can ask if I will be with you forever, You can ask me to believe in your dreams, You can ask me to believe in you, You can ask me to stand with you, Until everything else disappears, You can ask me these things, And know that I would say yes, I do and will always love you, I do and will always care, I would walk through the roughest time, Standing there with you every step of the way, It doesn’t matter what you might be going through, I am the one that isn’t going to leave you, Unlike others in your life, I am the one who is going to believe in your dreams, The one who will believe in you, The one who wants to be with you forever, The one that will be there when everyone else is gone, You can ask me almost anything, Ask me to be your lover again, Ask me to be your wife, Ask me to stay with you forever, Ask me to hol...

One Rose

One rose for a simple kiss, One rose for a hug, One rose for the laughter, One rose for the memory, One rose for the dream within, One rose for eternity, One rose for the rest of the journey To the hearts of two, Two hearts bound by love, Two hearts bound for the truth Of the emotions within the heart, Of the dreams within the soul, Of the stars within the galaxy, That collide within us, Two become one, One moment, One dream, One life forever, One perfect moment of bliss, One complete moment, A moment that lasts forever, One rose to remind me of your love, One rose to show me the truth inside, One rose to give me hope when all seems lost, One rose to give me strength when it feels Like I have none, One rose to show that love is true, That it can and will last forever, Because I found my one rose Within the soul of you.

Even Though You Are Not Here

Even though you are not here, I have thoughts of you, Visions of you, Dreams of you, Memories of you, I think about you every moment Even if it isn’t outloud, Wishing for another chance, To hold you in my arms again, To look deep into your eyes, To show you how much you mean to me, To show you how much I love you, To show you all the emotions in this heart, To show you all the emotions in this soul, To show you everything in the deepest part, Of my heart and soul, Even though you are not here, I think of you constantly, Wishing you were with me now, Wishing I could feel your arms around me, Wishing that I could just bring you back, Back home to me, Back to the person that loves you, With all of their heart, Never going to stop loving you, Never going to stop wanting you, Never going to stop needing you, Never going to stop, Even though you are not here, You are in my heart and soul, Never letting go, Never wanting to let go, Never ending, Because this is something I believe in, I belie...

Just Know

Just know that I am always here, Just know that you have me to count on, Just know that I love you with all my heart, Just know that you are everything to me, Just know that I believe in us, Just know that this is meant to be, Just know that I have faith in us, Just know that I believe in us, Just know that I will be here for you, That I love you, That I care for you, That no one else could ever fill The position you have in my heart, That you and I might have our differences, That we might have had our clashes, But you and I are an us, And this us is meant to be, I know that your heart and your head Doesn’t know what is going on, That you are hurt, But you are stuck with me my love, I am not one that will give up, I am one that will fight for us, Just know these words, These words in my heart, These words in my soul, These words that have meaning forever, You are my everything Tristan, You are the dream that I never thought Would come true, You are the vision come true, You are my eve...

Circumstances

"So, now we understand what is at stake correct?" "Yes, I understand." "Good you will have just a short period of time in each jump you do. You can see things, you can watch, but be careful what you do because it can change your whole life and you might not like how it changes once you do something." I didn't think he would understand why I was asking this. I had to go back at least to look. At least to find out why things had gone the way it had. I just knew I had to do this, perhaps than I would get the answers, the answers that I had been looking for it seemed for so long. The answers on why my life had turned out like this and why I felt the way I did now. What had caused the damage that seemed to hard to get rid of. I needed to do this even with the look on his face. It was the only way I could truly move on, move on from what happened before. Another part on the story posted awhile ago that I forgot to post here.

Life Complicated

Life right now is very complicated. Things with Tristan and I are a bit rough but I have faith, hope, and trust in us. I believe somehow we will work through things. I love him with every breathe that I take and more. He is my everything and if he needs the space so be it. I am not going anywhere and as I told him before he's stuck. I know he's scared probably that things will not work out but I just hope that soon he will see that things will be fine. I know we have gone through a lot of hard times and fights but I believe in our love very strongly. I am taking a break from certain things that I normally do including my game I met him from because right now getting us to work is more important than anything else. I also placed some things for sell on craigslist to help with some extra cash hopefully that I can get for him and I. I know that before I had put relationships in front of my friends and in this case I am doing it again. And honestly if they cannot accept th...