Creative Writer Meets The World

Recently, my husband and I watched the movie Courageous, which other than making me cry, was touching, powerful, inspirational, and stirred my heart.  Due to that movie and God's leading I wrote this for my birth father.  Now, usually I leave this blog for my actual writing like poetry, articles, and actual blog series, but I wanted to share this here too. Dear Jack, I know that you will probably never see or read this letter, but I am going to write it anyways because there have been many changes in my life.  Even though you have never been a part of my life through your own choices and it has been a very difficult time to feel I could ever forgive you of that especially when you wouldn’t even claim me as your own daughter.  I could never understand the one time I would ever meet you in my life, as a young impressible 12 year old girl who was about to go into Junior High, could have ever done to make you choose the choice you made that day saying t...

We stand for unity of woman and man, The unity of the oneness God brings together, The joy and blessing, The happiness and love, The using of our sexual desires in a positive way in our marriages, Giving of our lives within our marriage, Giving our hearts to one person forever, Growing in the spirit together, Growing in love together, Growing within each other’s hearts, We stand for unselfishness within the marriage bond, We stand for the blessing of God within this bond, We stand for the way God leads the family, As Him the head of the family, As Him the center of the home, As Him the center of our hearts, We stand for chastity not because of being old fashion, But to give fully to our spouse completely, To be able to unite completely, In the spirit, In the flesh, In the love, In the joy, That can happen only fully in the design, God built from the very beginning of humanity, We stand for the positive of God’s love, Of His blessi...

Ever since the Holy Spirit has visited me, Ever since you have entered into my heart, Since I have lost my best friend, I have found a peace that have overcome me, A peace that is greater than the loss, That I have come to bear, The tears do not even threaten me, The hurt does not even threaten me no longer, It isn’t that I do not care about the loss, It isn’t that I do not miss the friendship, It isn’t that I do not miss him as a friend, But having you in my life God, Having you come visit my soul, Granting that peace within me every day, Giving me that strength when I had none, Giving me that strength when I fully broke down, Giving me that strength when I felt I couldn’t bear it anymore, You showed me the compassion, You showed me the grace, You showed me the love, That you show in your Word, That you show in your Presence, That you show in your Love, That you show in your Holiness, That you shows in your everything, Ever since t...

Go ahead and try to expose me, Go and find everything underneath it all, I have nothing to hid, I have nothing to be ashamed of, I have made mistakes, I have paid my dues, I have asked for forgiveness from God, I know I have done some things that were a sin, But thankfully there is grace, And that no one is perfect, And that God is gracious, And that He forgives, And that He is the one to judge me, And that you truly can’t, Go ahead and persecute me, Go ahead and leave my side, Go ahead and vanish forever, It might hurt for a while, But awhile is not forever, It is not eternity, And I am eternity bound, Go ahead and try to get underneath the surface, Underneath the surface of my life, Of my past, Of my history, Of everything that has made me, Use my friends, Use my past friends, Use anyone you can, Use these words if you wish, Use my gift of writing, Use whatever will make you feel better, About yourself if you wish, ...