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God Has Truly Blessed Me

God has truly blessed me in every part of my life, Even before I knew him, He has protected me, Even through my darkest and deepest sins, He has given me forgiveness; He has given me hope, He has given me truth, He has poured out the things I have lost, To a better and bigger picture, I still have a long way to go, I still have many lessons to learn, I still need to keep walking in faith every day, I am grateful to Him for providing for my needs, And the needs of my husband, And the needs of many others I care about, He gave me a caring husband, Who is there for me every step of the way, Who has become my best friend, And someone I know I can count on, He gave me peace when I lost some friends, Due to walking and wanting to please Him, It has not always been easy, Dealing with health issues and losing friends, But He gives me the strength to face each day, And He helps me encourage others, who need Him, And He gives me everything I could...

We Promised

We promised those many years ago to never forget, But it seems that we cannot keep that promise yet, We go about our daily lives, And do we even remember our history and those lives? Do we remember to thank those that brought our freedom? Do we remember every moment those who lost have gone through? Do we remember what truly blesses this nation? Do we not just fight those that come to hurt us, But to give love to every person around us? To show courageous love and stand for truth? To remember the blessings we do have today, Even with remembering this deep hurt of our world than, And the deep hurt our world is dealing with now, There is still so much we need to do, In order to give true legacy to those who were lost, Those that helped others, Were there for others, That was important to others, And to those that were spared, We promised so many years ago, But now today we need to make good on those promises, Not only to not forget the event...

Life As A Medical Anomaly Part 2

Before I received the Oregon Health Plan Standard, which has given me access to not only regular doctor visits but gave me the ability to learn more about what was going on with my health and able to take care of it better than I was able to.   Even with insurance my asthma still seemed to decline getting worse in one aspect or another including violent asthma attacks, some that left me very sacred to the point of wondering if it would be the last, and others that I thought I would have to call the ambulance to take me to the ER, but thankfully God has gotten me through it all and put me in a place of constant comfort thanks to my husband.   Those attacks that I have had, even if I don’t have them that often, is one of the things that has worried me about getting a license and driving a car other than having to depend on my husband to take me everywhere on his hours, not that he ever would complain because he cares about taking care of his wife in whatever way he can. ...

Remembering You

Songs come onto the air, Reminding me of moments that we shared, Words that is so meaningful to me, Ones that you brought into my life, So much of my love of these words, Are because of the length of time you spent in my life, It’s been almost two months since we last spoke, I can still remember the conversation well, The feelings, The emotions, The tears that burned, As my husband held me, As I realized the end of almost fifteen years, Of a close friendship, Of a been through thick and thin, Through many differences of opinion, To everything that one can share in that sort of relationship, We shared all our ups and downs, We understood pain and health issues, We were each other’s anchors for so many years, Moments sometimes seem to go by slowly, And other times quicker than lightening, Distractions come at times to keep my mind off of the hurt, And other times it hurts more than anything else, I know that the emotions are still there...