Creative Writer Meets The World

Give free writing a try just write whatever comes to your mind Lol is this journal prompt kidding I’m the free verse queen when it comes to poetry unless it’s a story I live free writing in many ways. I’m hoping we get hubby’s mathesion w2 soon so I can finish doing the taxes be nice to get our refund before my birthday next month. Still don’t know where I want to go for it do know I want to see Black Panther. Put to see if that Saturday or next will be good for next game night. Looking forward to seeing my Aunt Becky and my grandmother this weekend. Harley is getting smarter and smarter every day I know she’ll probably crawl early she’s getting better already at rolling. She was my cuddle girl tonight. Glad things seem to be less hectic unlike especially the first two months of Harley’s life seems now it’s not so many appointments for overall. Can’t wait to get my haircut on Friday bangs are definitely getting too long.

Do you have a group of friends who push and support you? If not how can you make this happen? Yes, I have a wonderful group of friends who support me and push me some are close by and those end up doing game nights with and others are online many I have known for many years.

Simply write about your day Woke up thinking it was later went back to sleep got woken up by the daughter and ended up just chilling with her in bed until hubby and I both decided to get up. We took our shower and ate breakfast did the usual bottle cleaning round one. Cleaned out most of my email and checked on my tom app, watch Harley on the tummy time mat, got hubby’s sandwiches and other lunch stuff together. Started dishwasher, got pills and supplements, heated up the ham and hominy, played a little Yahtzee, and started my usual posts that go on the groups writing and contest wise. Hubby leaves for work, I get my small break before grandparents go to bed very early, eat dinner, and get the daughter back as my step dad goes to bed, more bottle cleaning and of course throughout the day changing and feeding the daughter. She has more tummy time and enjoys time on the swing. Watched some Hulu and Netflix, get through more Yahtzee, hubby texts on break and lunch, put the daughter in...

Take time to reflect on your career. Jot down a timeline. What’s the best experience? The worse? What would you like to see in the future? Well as for paid work I’ve only done a few positions which have been customer service for a few places, collections, Prepper which was making sure documents looked good to be scanned in terms of home mortgage, ad builder, and a few I can’t remember off the top of my head. Most jobs were temp positions and a few that were full time. The ad builder was whenever I could get stuff and was paid per we but wasn’t high amounts. Most other than the ad builder, which I resigned as I thought the prep job was going to be full time, I lost due to my ever getting worse asthma. The best experience for me was the prep job I could listen to music as long as I did the work and I was very good at it. I even got recognized as being one of the best ones before the assignment ended and they couldn’t bring me on full time. The worst was one of the customer service jo...

Reflect on journaling so far. Is it going as anticipated? Are you enjoying it? Is it difficult? Well, since I started in this challenge late I’m more on doing a third day instead of seven. However, I believe it’s going well even my husband commented that it’s good that I’m writing again as he teased I married a writer was wondering where she went. I haven’t really found it difficult I usually do a few challenges before I crash after Harley has gone to bed for the night and hubby is done with his lunch break. Depending on things I usually gotten two but yesterday did three guess we will see how many I do today. I’m glad to be doing it I think it’s helping me get back on track least the last few days I’m obviously writing something and that’s a good start.

Write a 6 word memoir of your life so far Never give up resilience always wins

Write a letter to a loved one My dearest Harley, You are truly my miracle girl after trying for 5 years  and not using any fertility treatments I got to find out I was pregnant with you. As each week progressed and sometimes just the day I got more and more excited to have you in our lives. You are now just over three months old and watching you grow especially seeing already how smart and strong you are gives me endless happiness. You are truly the best thing that has happened to me other than marrying your father. I love just watching you smile, giggle, and play. I love sometimes just cuddling with you. The world right now is so uncertain with so many craziness going on, but I do hope somehow by the time you get even more aware what’s around you that it will become better and that when you get older you will have the opportunity to literally do anything you wish. I love my bundle girl always being your mommy is definitely one of the best things in this world.

Decide on one negative aspect you want to eliminate from your life and the steps to do so. Not sure if it’s per say negative, but I do want to improve within my power the relationships I have with my family for my daughter. My husband and I been working on this on both sides a little because we really do want Harley to know her family. Something I didn’t really have as much myself growing up because many members of my family weren’t close or when things were tried people would get frustrated. I have already been trying to message, get numbers and addresses, and start trying to make plans so people in our family can see Harley and to hopefully keep that going as she gets older. Obviously I can only control so much, but it is something I would like for her and myself.

Decide on one positive you’d like to implement in your life and the steps to do so. I already do a lot of positive things I have never smoked in my life, done illegal drugs, and I barely drink. I have thanks to my natural path even cut down the amount of actual medications I take and take a lot more supplements. I’m not perfect but I don’t go overboard with the diet stuff and we eat now more at restaurants than fast food when we do eat out. Only thing I can think of is other than get my writing going again is find an at home job I can do especially once my student loans are discharged in April. This way I can help make some extra money to help out but still be at home with my daughter. I want to start looking at first different things I can do other than some survey sites, increase what I am doing survey wise (which I’m slowly doing), and take any notes of stuff I might need. The journal challenge is my way to start getting back into writing I plan on looking up some poetry prompts...

Manliness and femininity have been defined in different ways at different times. What does manliness and femininity mean to you personally? Well, this one is a bit hard as someone who was raised by a single mom, I didn’t really have a man figure in my life for the most part, other than I was pretty young when my mom was with this guy I actually remember calling dad. I’m actually friends with him on Facebook to this day. Two years ago I did reconnect with a lot of my biological dads family which has been wonderful. My husband is totally different he was raised by his grandparents. Personally, I don’t like many labels because there is just so much negativity to most of them including manliness and femininity. Personally I like that there’s less focus or I think there should be. Not saying men can’t still be certain aspects that’s usually associated with manliness same with women on femininity, it’s just where we start saying people can’t do things due to their gender, which mostly affe...