Tuesday, January 26, 2016

Sealed With A Kiss

You were an instant knower of my body,
As you touched it with ease,
Playing it like a masterpiece,
As if you had known it for years and not for seconds,
Just one touch and I forget everything else around me,
Just one bit of your mouth against mine and I knew I was yours,
I felt my heart race and I knew there was no denying it,
You breathed in my scent and I shivered,
You kissed my neck and my body responded unexpectedly,
Passion burned deep and hard in my heart hotter than ever before,
Hotter than any days I could remember in quite some time,
I felt like I was and wasn’t breathing all at the same time,
Breathing for the first time the truth of the bond,
A connection,
Like I never experienced before,
Yet not breathing because I was breathless,
Breathless and in awe of us,
Of how our souls were meshing together so perfectly into one,
The haze and glaze of my eyes forming,
The world seemed to stop turning,
For moments of time and space perfection,
Perfection was witnessed every time our lips met,
Each time the world paused it seemed nothing else could be seen, smelled, or felt,
It was like a powerful spell had been enacted yet so much more powerful,
A connection,
A bond was formed,
And it just grew that night,
You were an instant knower of everything my love,
The connection was just there,
I’ve been waiting for you,
The perfection of our love,
The passion of our bond,
That was sealed with a kiss that night.

Rose Colored Glasses

Rose colored glasses that is what this was,
Rose colored glasses because this was make believe,
I did everything I always said I wouldn’t do,
I became someone different just for you,
I changed my beliefs,
My faith,
My thoughts,
Had fights with those that I loved,
I let myself be brainwashed,
I kept on believing in things never truly seeing,
Rose colored glasses that is what it was,
A lie,
A fable,
It was make believe,
It was all a rouse to make my lie feel it had meaning,
To have happiness,
To have love,
To think I found what I needed,
But oh I was so wrong,
There is no romance,
There is no real love,
There is no connection,
Least not the one you are supposed to have,
You barely look at me,
Or you divert your eyes when I’ve stood bare before you
And when you’ve kissed me there’s no love romance or passion,
All I feel is a burden and a roommate not even a wife,
Really we were probably better as friends than trying to do this,
But perhaps we both had rose colored glasses,
We both only wanted to see what we wanted to see,
But I can’t take any of this anymore,
There is no turning back for me now,
I need to be who I am,
You cannot seem to change,
And it’s better if I walk away,
Shatter these glasses once and for all,
Find the true happiness for me
And hopefully you will find yours,
I’ll be destroying the glasses,
I’m breaking through the chains and binds that held me,
And I’m leaning now to find true happiness,
One that doesn’t require rose colored glasses anymore.

Saturday, December 12, 2015

In Sync

Whenever I am with you I never have to feel,
Like I am a burden,
Or unloved,
No I feel more loved than I have ever felt in my life,
With you I feel in sync,
A feeling I have never really felt before,
I thought I felt it before,
But not quite the level I feel now with you,
You never want to change anything about me,
You love me with every breath you take,
You love me for me being me,
You want to be there for me,
We never have any fights,
We never seem to argue,
We have so much in common,
We are both geeks in heart,
Mind and soul,
You make me feel more beautiful,
More special,
More lovely,
Than any other person has before,
You make me cry happy tears,
Because you are by my side,
You are my destiny,
My fate,
I was drawn to you after our first conversation,
You healed every hurt I could have had from the past,
With you I feel I can reach every dream I have ever had,
Because you are by my side,
With you I am in sync,
For the first time in my life,
Truly and fully bonded as one,
You are my inspiration,
My love and heart,
My reality from the darkness,
The darkness that had covered my world,
And tried to block the light,
The light that you have shined,
Shined so perfectly into my life,
Your big heart and love,
Has comforted me,
Has made me whole once again,
Has healed every hurt I ever felt,
Every day that we are together,
I feel even more bliss,
Because we are in sync,
We are one,
We love together so perfectly,
We accept each other effortless,
We belong together,
We are equals,
We want to please each other,
And that is why we are perfect together,
And our souls are in sync.