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How Can I

How can I keep going on with out? How can I not want you in my life? How can I not want this that is you and me? How can I not want happiness instead of sadness? How can I not want to have you in every way possible? How can I not wish to be in your arms? How can I truly express what you mean to me? How can I show you what my heart feels? How can I show you what my soul feels? How can I show you this yearning in my soul? How can I show you this yearning in my heart? How can I show you this yearning in my dreams? How can I show you this yearning that speaks to me In every moment I think, In every moment I dream, In every moment that I just am, How can I keep doing this being apart from you? How can I keep going without you in my life? How can I just not think and have you in my mind, How can I just keep going without you? How can I just keep trying to dream without you here? How can I keep smiling without you around? How can I just keep going I wonder, But than in my heart I know the ans...

Needing You

I cannot get you out of my mind, I cannot get you out of my soul, I cannot get you out of my dreams, I cannot get you out of this moment, I cannot stop thinking, I cannot stop wanting, I cannot stop needing, I cannot just breathe without you, I need to have you, I need you in my life, I need to have you with me, I cannot stand this distance anymore, I cannot stand this not being with you, I cannot stand being away from you, I cannot stand not being touched by you, I cannot stand not being kissed by you, I cannot stand not being held by you, I cannot stand this being apart, I need to be with you, I need to be in your arms, I need to be your breathe as you are mine, I need to be able to kiss you, I need to be able to touch you, I need to be held by you, I need this, my baby, I feel like I am not fully complete, Because you are not with me here, I know you are with me in spirit, I know you are with me in my heart, But I want more than that, I cannot stand being apart anymore, I want to cl...

If Only

If only I could turn back time, If only I could have met you sooner, If only if I had known, If only I could travel to your arms, If only I could just get away, If only I would just have to think of you, If only I could just have this, If only life put you in my life sooner, If only this light could have been shown, If only this spell was casted before, If only I could give you everything, If only I could tell you this, If only I could show you everything, If only I could give you me now, If only this, If only this could be reality, If only this could be more than just these words, If only I could just go through the computer screen, If only I could just be with you now.

Always There

I know there has been many times my friend, That you have felt lost, That you have felt scared, That you have felt that nothing will go right anymore, That you may have lost hope, That you may have lost the road, That you may have lost your path, That you may have forgotten what love is about, That you may have forgotten what it feels to have someone love you, I know there has been many times my friend, That you may think that no one is watching, That you may think that no one might care, That you may think that no one understands, That you may think that there is no one there, But look deep into your heart, But look deep into your soul, But look deep into your memories, Because I am still here, I am still here for you my dear, My past love, My best friend, My past, My present, I am still here although things are different, Although things are not what they might seem, Although things have changed in your life, You still have someone who cares, Someone who still holds a very big piece ...

The Muse

Whisper again my love, The muse of my life, The muse of this soul, The muse of this heart, The muse of this being, The muse of the pain, The muse of the tears, The muse of the memories, The muse of yesterday, The muse of tomorrow, Whisper again my love, Turn the sad muses away, And bring forth your muse, The muse of the dreams of long forgotten, The muse of the hopes that long to be sung, The muse of the fantasies of long past wanting to be made real, The muse of the flesh when you are with me, The muse of my dreams in my mind when you are not, The muse of my voice that sings praises of you, The muse of the thoughts deep in my mind That just screams to be heard, Whisper again my love, Please do not ever leave my side, Please do not cease your inspiration, Please do not hide from me ever, Please stay here by my side, Please stay here and be my guide, Please light up the true path of dreams, Please light up the true path of love, Please light up the true path of destiny, I have been sear...

Touch Me There

Touch me there my love, You know the way to my heart, You know the way to my desires, You know the way to here, Touch me there my love, Use your tongue ever so carefully, Use your tongue there on my breast, Use your tongue there on my clit, Use your tongue right there on the deepest part of my heart, Use your tongue just like that, Please again, Again, And again, Touch me there my love, Use your mouth ever so hungrily, Use your mouth on my breast, Use your mouth on my lips, Use your mouth to bring me to pleasure, Use your mouth to make me cum for you, Please again, Again, And again, Touch me there my love, Use your cock every so hard, Use it on my mouth for me to suck, Use it on the very tip of my body to tease me, Use it on the inside and please me Like I have never been pleased before, Please baby again, Again, And again, Touch me there my love, Use every part of you to your will, Use every moment of time, Use every part of your soul, Use every part of your love, Please baby again, A...

The Path

Silence, Numb, Just this hole in my heart, Just these tears inside my heart, My life falling apart, My soul feeling empty, My heart feeling numb, Don’t know where to go from here, Don’t know if I can keep going, Trying to be strong but it ain’t easy, Trying to hold on for the person that truly loves me, Trying to keep breathing, Trying to keep the hope and feeling love, Silence, Numb, Just this whole in my heart, Just these tears deep in my soul, My life falling apart, My soul feeling empty yet complete, My heart feeling numb yet happy, One chapter seems to be ending And one seems to be just beginning, Pain from the hurt I have felt toward one, Love felt from the one that watches over me, Struggle and strife seems to be all that is left From the one that I have been with, And happiness and true love’s calling From the one that I dream of, Silence and numb is what I feel, It consumes the thoughts and moments, The memories and dreams for now, But I know deep in my mind, That the hole is ...

How Could You?

How could you treat me like that? How could you make me feel like I do not exist? How could you make it seem that I am not here? How could you ask me to put myself at risk? How could you tell me that you are sorry? When in your eyes your soul tells a different story? How could you put me in this place?How could you think that everything is going to be okay? How could you think that I am going to easily forget? How could you think that I am going to just pretend it didn’t happen? How could you think that this is going to keep going on? How could you think that I am going to stand back and take this? How could you think that this is going to be the way things Will be from now on? How can you just stand there and pretend that things are okay? How can you just stand there and think that I am alright With how things are now? How can you just think that this is okay? That it is okay for my health to be at risk? That it is okay for you to ignore me? That it is okay to not to talk to me? That ...

Every Time

Every time I hear your voice, I fall for you again, Every time my heart beats, My soul feels complete again, Every time the song plays, I think of us together, Every time I think of you, My soul just wants to fly, Every time you say I love you, My heart races with happiness, Every time I smile, I know it is due to you, Every time I feel happy, I know it is due to you, Every time my heart races, I know it is due to the thoughts of us, Every time I feel hope, I know deep inside that it is the hope You have brought back into my life, Every time there is this feeling of completeness, I know it is due to you bringing back The true emotions that have been hiding in my heart, The ones that I thought were alive but truly still hidden, You have brought out more than anyone else has, Every time I need some strength, I find it in your arms, I find it in your voice, I find it in the words you speak from your heart, I find it in every moment of this bliss, Every time I laugh, I know it is due to yo...

You are Everything

You are everything in my life, You move the barriers put in place to protect me, You move the thoughts that swirl through my mind, You move the heart that beats in time with you, You calm the storms that are in my life, You make time stand still as I think of us, You steal my heart, You take my breathe away, You take me into your soul, You take me into this moment, You take me into this life, I forget that everything else is here, I just have to think of you, I just have to just picture you, I just have to feel this love between us, You are everything in my life, You are the soul that my heart has been searching for, You are the breathe that has been missing in my life, You are the purpose in this misguided life, I have found everything I have ever wanted, I have found everything I have ever needed, I have found a way back, I have found the true path, I have found this, You are everything in my life, You are the dreams of the past come alive, You are the moments of bliss I thought were...