Creative Writer Meets The World

Seeing you one last time before it was final, Was the hardest thing to do, Awkwardness was around me, Pain filled my being and heart, I couldn’t look you in the eye, Knowing that my heart would betray me, Knowing that my eyes would betray me, Knowing the shred of the love I had for you, Would cut me deeper than any other pain, I had felt in my life, I want to break down and cry, Forget about being strong for a moment, Uncover the mask I feel is on my face, The mask to hide the emotions in my mind, The emotions in my heart, I know that I love Tristan with all my heart, I know that he is the reason I have survived the drain Of the emotions going through my mind, Of the emotions going through my heart, At the end I know that a new road will start, I know that the pieces of my broken heart will mend, I know that eventually the pain will subside, I know that I will see the sun fully again, I know that I have to keep my head up high, Even when everything else feels like dying, At the end of ...

Time seems to beat so slowly, I watch the seconds just slowly pass, The minutes cannot go fast enough, The dreams seem so real, The moment seems so close, I just want to feel you in my arms, I just want to kiss you like I have in my dreams, I just want to give into the moment, I just want to let everything just fit, I just want to tell you everything, That screams inside this heart and soul, I just want to show you all the emotions, That you only have heard on the phone, I just want to show you how much you are truly loved, And show that they are more than just words on a screen, I want to show you that you are home now, That life has even better meaning than before, You brought light to my darkness, And I have brought that light into your darkness, You have given me hope again, And I have given you hope again, Time seems to beat so slowly, As the moment of our hearts beating together, Seems to inch slowly together, To where I won’t have to dream anymore, Where the dreams will be reali...

I feel free to love more than ever before, I feel free to be myself again, I feel free to feel the sun truly on my face, I feel free to see the light in the darkness, I feel free to spread my wings and fly, I feel free to be alive in my heart, In my mind, In my dreams, In my soul, I feel free to dream again, I feel free to feel again, I feel free in this heart, Cutting the ties of the past, Looking toward the future, Getting lost in the moment, Feeling the sun, Feeling the rain, Letting everything be washed away, Letting the barriers down, Not wanting to miss a thing, Not wanting to let the pain keep me in the past, Knowing that things will be alright again, Knowing that love has found a way, Throughout the tears that came, Throughout the pain in the heart, Throughout the broken pieces of heart, That seemed to be scattered everywhere, Throughout this space of time, I see the next moment in my life, I see the present and future filled without the pain, Without the hurt that you caused, ...

I am moving on from the hurt and pain, The thoughts and dreams of yesterday, I am moving on from the thoughts and memories, The things that upset me, I am moving on from you, I am moving on letting you behind, I am moving on letting you do your own thing, I am moving on letting you go and believe what you wish, I am moving on letting you think or know what you wish, I am moving on no longer caring what you say about me, I am moving on no longer caring what you say about my friends, I am moving on no longer caring what you write, I am moving on taking the steps toward the sunlight, I am moving on not letting you hold me back, I am moving on knowing that no matter might be said or done, That I can and will move on from this, That I can and will move on from the hurt, That I can and will move on from the pain, That I can and will move on from the thoughts that crossed my mind, That I can and will move on from the memories and the broken dreams, That I can and will move on from the broken ...

How do I really tell you these emotions in my heart? How do I let the walls fully down? How do I let the breathing slow down? How do I let someone else have the key to my heart? How do I find a way to let go without regretting? How do I show you all the thoughts in my mind? How do I give you all I can? How do I let way to this? Show me the way to your arms, Show me the way to your heart, Show me the way to your soul, Show me the way to your dreams, Show me the way to your everything. How do I show you all the dreams, The deepest ones that no one else knows? How do I give you the pieces of me, That no one else has ever been given? How do I tell you my fears? How do I remember to not be afraid? How do I give just a little more of me, More than I have ever given, More than I have ever thought of, More than I have ever known, How do I tell you how much you mean to me? How do I tell you how you are everything in my life? How do I tell you how you are more than anything I ever needed? How do...

She stood in front of the mirror one more time, Double checked everything she wanted everything perfect, She wore the black dress she saw in her mind when they finally met That had been playing in her dreams, She was nervous yet excited, Finally she would see him, Finally she would be able to hold him, Finally forever could begin, Finally she could just be with him And not just online but in person, Her heart started to race, The seconds and minutes seemed to go so slow, She wanted to see him, She wanted to kiss him, She wanted to tell him everything she has felt, She wanted to give him all she ever told him, She wanted the day so perfect, She wanted everything to just be right, Her heart seemed so loud that she wondered why no one else could hear, Could anyone hear how much she was thinking about him? How much she was just eagerly waiting for him to arrive, She checked the time again it felt like hours not minutes passed, She wanted to start pacing but knew that wouldn’t solve the tim...

Listen closely to my heart, Listen closely to this soul, Listen closely my love, Listen closely to this moment, Close your eyes and think of this, Close your eyes and dream, Close your eyes and remember everything, Close your eyes and think of this smile, Close your eyes and think of the love, Close your eyes and remember these words, Listen closely to my heart, Listen closely to this soul, Listen to these words, Listen to this my love, You will always be loved, You will always be needed, You will always be wanted, You will always be cared for, Do you hear my heart? Do you hear this soul? Do you hear these dreams? Do you know what lies here for you? Do you know how much you are loved? Do you know how much I need you? Do you know how much I would just change Just anything I could to be with you? Do you know how much I need you like air to breathe? Do you know how much I want you? Listen to this heart of my darling, Listen closely and hear the stories it says, Listen closely and see what...

How can I keep going on with out? How can I not want you in my life? How can I not want this that is you and me? How can I not want happiness instead of sadness? How can I not want to have you in every way possible? How can I not wish to be in your arms? How can I truly express what you mean to me? How can I show you what my heart feels? How can I show you what my soul feels? How can I show you this yearning in my soul? How can I show you this yearning in my heart? How can I show you this yearning in my dreams? How can I show you this yearning that speaks to me In every moment I think, In every moment I dream, In every moment that I just am, How can I keep doing this being apart from you? How can I keep going without you in my life? How can I just not think and have you in my mind, How can I just keep going without you? How can I just keep trying to dream without you here? How can I keep smiling without you around? How can I just keep going I wonder, But than in my heart I know the ans...

I cannot get you out of my mind, I cannot get you out of my soul, I cannot get you out of my dreams, I cannot get you out of this moment, I cannot stop thinking, I cannot stop wanting, I cannot stop needing, I cannot just breathe without you, I need to have you, I need you in my life, I need to have you with me, I cannot stand this distance anymore, I cannot stand this not being with you, I cannot stand being away from you, I cannot stand not being touched by you, I cannot stand not being kissed by you, I cannot stand not being held by you, I cannot stand this being apart, I need to be with you, I need to be in your arms, I need to be your breathe as you are mine, I need to be able to kiss you, I need to be able to touch you, I need to be held by you, I need this, my baby, I feel like I am not fully complete, Because you are not with me here, I know you are with me in spirit, I know you are with me in my heart, But I want more than that, I cannot stand being apart anymore, I want to cl...

If only I could turn back time, If only I could have met you sooner, If only if I had known, If only I could travel to your arms, If only I could just get away, If only I would just have to think of you, If only I could just have this, If only life put you in my life sooner, If only this light could have been shown, If only this spell was casted before, If only I could give you everything, If only I could tell you this, If only I could show you everything, If only I could give you me now, If only this, If only this could be reality, If only this could be more than just these words, If only I could just go through the computer screen, If only I could just be with you now.