Creative Writer Meets The World

You told me lies, You told me things that weren’t true, You told me that you loved me, You told me that you thought I was beautiful, You told me that you would never want to leave me, You told me that nothing was wrong, You told me that my things were ruined, You told me these things, And now I don’t believe any where true, I believe all you wanted to do was use me, Abuse me, And make me feel like I wasn’t good enough, Make me feel that I wasn’t enough for things, That I could not be loved by someone, And that you were throwing pity at me, I believe you just wanted something for free, You never really wanted to be with me, You never wanted to try, You wanted to take away things from my life, You wanted me to never open up to anyone else again, You wanted me to feel pain of a thousand tears, You wanted me to cry the rest of my life away, But I will not just stand here, I will not just let you take away my happiness, I will not just let you think that I cannot be, Without you in it, I wi...

So I hear you are going, You are going to be moving far away, I am so happy and excited for you, But I am also so sad, I don’t want to lose you to another part of the world, I don’t want to not be able to see you almost anytime I want, I don’t want to wait for ages until you get to visit again, I don’t want to miss on things that I might with you being So many miles away, You have been there for so many things, I experienced so many new things with you, You are one of my best friends, I care for you with all my heart and soul, You mean the world to me, But I hear you are going, You are going far away, I am sure we will still talk, But it won’t be the same, You have been there for so many things, Brought me up when I was down, Was my voice of reason at times, Gave me something to keep hoping for, Gave me something to keep believing in, Gave me something to keep me going When all else seemed so lost, You have done and given me so many things, That I cannot truly express into words, All t...

Sometimes it is about the little things, The kiss given before heading to work, The hug given when one comes home, The comfort knowing that one is going to stay, Knowing that love is going to stay, It’s about the comfort in knowing That everything is going to be great, That every moment of sad will be double the happiness, Sometimes it is about the way you look at me, Sometimes it is about the way you hold me tight, Sometimes it is about the moments quiet, Sometimes it is about the moments loud, Sometimes it is just knowing I am cared for, More than I ever thought I could or would, Sometimes it is just knowing that you saved me, Saved me from believing that love didn’t exist anymore, Saved me from feeling pain and sorrow anymore, Saved me by giving me strength that I didn’t know I had, Sometimes it is just about knowing, Knowing that you and I were meant to be together, Despite the circumstances that came from us meeting, Knowing that despite what people say or do, That we are meant to...

A part of me still loves you, Although I know I shouldn’t anymore, A part of me still listens to those words, That were uttered it seems a lifetime ago, All of me don’t miss what you put me through, But a part of me doesn’t know how to live without you, I just wish I could forget all about you, Let the moments in the sun, The moments in the rain, The moments in between disappear, Why do you affect me so still? Do you honestly think it was so easy? Do you think it was simple to decide, To know, To realize, That we were over? Do you think that the marriage meant nothing to me? But to have what you did to me, To throw the poems I wrote in my face, To have you spy on my conversations, To yell at me, Than make me so afraid of my life, Even when you seemed to try to take Everything that was me away, I was too strong to let it happen, I was too strong to keep going on, I was too strong, Although I almost lost everything I was, But yet a part of me still loves you, A part of me still cares abo...

Please know that I love you, Please know that I trust you, Please know that although I might accidentally hurt you, That you mean everything to me, Please know that despite all the hard times We sometimes go through this is where I want to be Please know that I try to work through my issues, The ones that shouldn’t effect us, To the best of my ability, Please know that although I have been hurt That I want us to survive, That I want us to last, That I want this to keep going strong, Please know that I do accept you, For everything that you are, That I never mean to try to change you, That I never mean to try to make you feel That you are not good enough the way you are, That I never mean to compare you to those in my past, Just know that it has been hard for me, And although that is not an excuse For me to act the way that I have, That I do love you, That I do need you in my life, That I want what we want in our lives, And I am done listening to anything but our hearts, That I am done ...

Seeing you one last time before it was final, Was the hardest thing to do, Awkwardness was around me, Pain filled my being and heart, I couldn’t look you in the eye, Knowing that my heart would betray me, Knowing that my eyes would betray me, Knowing the shred of the love I had for you, Would cut me deeper than any other pain, I had felt in my life, I want to break down and cry, Forget about being strong for a moment, Uncover the mask I feel is on my face, The mask to hide the emotions in my mind, The emotions in my heart, I know that I love Tristan with all my heart, I know that he is the reason I have survived the drain Of the emotions going through my mind, Of the emotions going through my heart, At the end I know that a new road will start, I know that the pieces of my broken heart will mend, I know that eventually the pain will subside, I know that I will see the sun fully again, I know that I have to keep my head up high, Even when everything else feels like dying, At the end of ...

Time seems to beat so slowly, I watch the seconds just slowly pass, The minutes cannot go fast enough, The dreams seem so real, The moment seems so close, I just want to feel you in my arms, I just want to kiss you like I have in my dreams, I just want to give into the moment, I just want to let everything just fit, I just want to tell you everything, That screams inside this heart and soul, I just want to show you all the emotions, That you only have heard on the phone, I just want to show you how much you are truly loved, And show that they are more than just words on a screen, I want to show you that you are home now, That life has even better meaning than before, You brought light to my darkness, And I have brought that light into your darkness, You have given me hope again, And I have given you hope again, Time seems to beat so slowly, As the moment of our hearts beating together, Seems to inch slowly together, To where I won’t have to dream anymore, Where the dreams will be reali...

I feel free to love more than ever before, I feel free to be myself again, I feel free to feel the sun truly on my face, I feel free to see the light in the darkness, I feel free to spread my wings and fly, I feel free to be alive in my heart, In my mind, In my dreams, In my soul, I feel free to dream again, I feel free to feel again, I feel free in this heart, Cutting the ties of the past, Looking toward the future, Getting lost in the moment, Feeling the sun, Feeling the rain, Letting everything be washed away, Letting the barriers down, Not wanting to miss a thing, Not wanting to let the pain keep me in the past, Knowing that things will be alright again, Knowing that love has found a way, Throughout the tears that came, Throughout the pain in the heart, Throughout the broken pieces of heart, That seemed to be scattered everywhere, Throughout this space of time, I see the next moment in my life, I see the present and future filled without the pain, Without the hurt that you caused, ...

I am moving on from the hurt and pain, The thoughts and dreams of yesterday, I am moving on from the thoughts and memories, The things that upset me, I am moving on from you, I am moving on letting you behind, I am moving on letting you do your own thing, I am moving on letting you go and believe what you wish, I am moving on letting you think or know what you wish, I am moving on no longer caring what you say about me, I am moving on no longer caring what you say about my friends, I am moving on no longer caring what you write, I am moving on taking the steps toward the sunlight, I am moving on not letting you hold me back, I am moving on knowing that no matter might be said or done, That I can and will move on from this, That I can and will move on from the hurt, That I can and will move on from the pain, That I can and will move on from the thoughts that crossed my mind, That I can and will move on from the memories and the broken dreams, That I can and will move on from the broken ...

How do I really tell you these emotions in my heart? How do I let the walls fully down? How do I let the breathing slow down? How do I let someone else have the key to my heart? How do I find a way to let go without regretting? How do I show you all the thoughts in my mind? How do I give you all I can? How do I let way to this? Show me the way to your arms, Show me the way to your heart, Show me the way to your soul, Show me the way to your dreams, Show me the way to your everything. How do I show you all the dreams, The deepest ones that no one else knows? How do I give you the pieces of me, That no one else has ever been given? How do I tell you my fears? How do I remember to not be afraid? How do I give just a little more of me, More than I have ever given, More than I have ever thought of, More than I have ever known, How do I tell you how much you mean to me? How do I tell you how you are everything in my life? How do I tell you how you are more than anything I ever needed? How do...