Creative Writer Meets The World

You bring me true joy, You bring me true love so full, You bring me true magic hidden so deep, You gave me something out of daydreams, You brought a surprise into my life, You made me realize that I deserved love, Love more than I could ever imagine, Love more than I often thought could be true, Love more than dreams could have ever allowed, You bring me true joy, You bring me true love so full, You bring me true magic hidden so deep, You gave me something out of daydreams, You brought back everything beyond the stars, You brought back everything I thought gone, You brought back everything that had been hidden for so long, You have given me more than just something nice, You have given me more than I could ever imagine, You have given me more than I could ever dreamed of, You have given me more, More than anyone else I have ever known, You bring me true joy, You bring me true love so full, You bring me true magic hidden so deep, You gave me something out of daydreams, You gave me a rea...

You are a bright star, Someone special in my life, Someone who has changed every meaning of love, That I have ever known, Someone who squeezes me so close, That I can hear the beating of your heart, And I can hear the thoughts in your mind, I feel the creative pieces of my mind scream out, Telling me to hold you tight and never let you go, Saying to me to give us a chance, So many times in my past, I thought I had found one that would last, But than things would happen, And things would fail, And my heart was left broken, And I had to pick up the pieces again, You are a bright star, Someone I want to give my whole heart to, No longer will it be borrowed by someone else, By someone who doesn’t truly care, When I think about you, All I see is a future of love, Something so simple yet so true, Something so far away from me but so close, I want to hold you forever my bright star, Hold you forever within my heart, That beats of love so true, Beats of a love forever, Beats of a love forever ...

Words were spoken between you and me, Getting out that had to be, Laying it all on the table, I knew it had to be, If I was to ever fully move on this had to be, I needed you to know the emotions in my heart, I needed you to know the dreams that had been shattered, I needed you to know everything that’s been in my mind, I needed you to know that you been in my dreams, I needed you to know how I felt, I know that nothing can come from this, I know that this is where it has to be, We have both moved on, We have both gone forth, We are both different people than we were before, Words were spoken nothing harsh or mean, We both actually listened to each other, We both actually spoke what had been needed, Maybe too late for us, Maybe too late for many things, Maybe too late to change things, But maybe something positive can come, Maybe something positive will remain, Maybe something positive can bring, And maybe now love will show again, The light through darkness and gray, And maybe I can s...

You thought I could not live without you, You thought that I would stoop so low to say I was desperate, You thought that I would never stop loving you, You thought that the actions you have done Would make me care more than it has, You thought you could threaten me to submission, You thought you could spy on me through people we know, You thought you could make my life worse, You thought you could ruin my life, Ruin my faith in love, Ruin the very things I stood for, You were a wolf in sheep’s clothing, Someone that I thought was wonderful, Someone who looked like a solution to a problem, Someone who I thought actually cared, Someone who promised me pretty lies, Someone who made me take a chance that lead no where, Someone who made me forget what I promised before I met you, You thought you could make me believe forever in your lies, You thought you could keep me by your side, You thought that no matter what you did to me, No matter what you did that was wrong, That I would keep crawli...

So, yesterday was busy with running around with everyone to various places hoping to get my check cashed which didn't happen but it was still nice to get out of the house for a bit even with all the crazyiness. However, I didn't feel well enough to do much else my chest was still ultra killing me due to all the pain. Today has been pretty good seems to have made up for the feeling like crap went with mom to one of her things than ended up going to Olive Garden for a well deserved treat out with all the hard work Brian, Mom, and I at least have been doing around here. Soon after we sort of ended up at Washington Mutual and I was actually able to open a checking account so no more having to do check cashing places woohoo!!! I also by the sounds of it have landed an editing job I can do at home for someone's novel how cool is that? I still got some to do list things but we were out for most of the day. I just recently finished what ads I had to do and weeding through emai...

You, my dear have always been someone special, Someone I often came to with all my hopes and dreams, Someone I could hold onto and feel your warm hug, Someone I could see forever happiness in, Someone who I have known for so long, Every moment together was like a thousand minutes, Every moment felt like eternity come true, We have had our moments of laughing, Our moments of crying, Our moments of dreams shattered so true, Everytime I looked into your very blue eyes I saw a future, Oh so true, You have always had the patience whenever I needed someone You have always filled my day with happiness, You have always been someone special to me, I know that many people do not see what I see, But maybe soon some wonderful person, Will see what I see in your eyes, What I see in your dreams, What I see everytime I look at you, Just know my love you are always loved, That you are always someone special, That you will always hold a special part of me, Something that no one else could ever hold, So...

Once upon a winter day the snow was falling from the storm, The icicles had formed around the picturesque landscape, And around my heart, The skies seemed to stay cloudy no matter how much sun shined, But than one day trees seemed greener than before, A long lost daydream reawakened inside of my heart, A beautiful love shined inside of my heart, Slowly I felt the icicles melt around my heart, Slowly I felt the truth reform inside my soul, Once upon a time all I could feel was snow and winter, Rain and pain, Sadness and hurt, But than my true soul mate came to me, It was just like my daydreams, He came to me, He said to take his hand, He said to take his heart, He said to take his love, He said to hold on tight, He said to keep together, He said we will get through it all, We will get through anymore rain and pain, That we will get through anymore sadness and hurt, That we will get through anything life throws at us, That we will get through anything, And so I took his hand, So I took h...

I can pretend many things, I can hide many truths, But I cannot deny this connection, But I cannot pretend it still doesn’t exist, But I cannot pretend that I don’t still feel something, But I cannot pretend that you still don’t haunt my dreams at times, But I cannot pretend that sometimes I still remember, But I cannot pretend that I don’t still love you, But I cannot pretend the truth that lies within my soul, I can pretend to hate you, I can pretend what you do doesn’t matter, I can pretend what you say doesn’t matter, I can pretend that I can just forget you and move on, I can pretend that I don’t still dream about you, I can pretend many things, I can hide many truths, But I cannot deny this, But I cannot pretend this connection doesn’t exist, But I cannot pretend that I don’t still feel something, But I cannot pretend that you still don’t haunt my dreams, But I cannot pretend that I don’t remember, Remember the touch you use to give to me, Remember the kisses you gave every time ...

Note: Okay a few things. The reason for the () for those new to this I have some other I Never Told You poems that have special dedications to certain guys in my life. This is the newest one. This poem is for my ex husband. I never told you that when you left me, The very first time that I wanted everything to end, I wanted to do anything possible just to hold you again, I wanted to do anything to wake up and find it a bad nightmare, I wanted to do anything to just show you everything inside off me, I never told you when you ended us, When you said you wanted the divorce, That I wanted you to fight for me, That I wanted you to fight just one more time, That I wanted you to forgive me, That I wanted me to forgive you, That I wanted to make us work, I never told you how many times I wanted to turn back the clock, To just change one thing, Wondering if it would have changed us, Wondering if it would have kept you with me, Wondering if we could have lasted through it all, Wondering if ...

I can still recall your lips brushed against mine, I can still recall your hands in mine, I can still recall the way you held me, I can still recall looking deep inside, Wondering, Wishing, Needing, Wanting you, I can still recall the late night calls, I can still recall the dreams of it all, I can still recall the hopes I had, The ones of younger days, The ones of a dream never forgotten, The ones that hold deep inside my heart, The ones that hold deep inside my soul, I look into your eyes and wish many things, I wish for you happiness in the world, I wish for you love that will keep you safe, Love that will hold you close in the night, Love that will see the truth of who you are, Love that will not break your heart, As so many times it has, I can still recall all the laughter we have shared, I can still recall all the love we had, I can still recall every bit about you, I know you more than most do, I know what makes you happy, I know what makes you sad, I know when you are lost and ...