Creative Writer Meets The World

I am not a woman of complexity, Not one to take hours to figure out what to wear, Not one to always be perfect, Rather be comfortable than anything else, Not one to have millions of shoes, Or items of makeup, Or jewelry, I am simplistic, Always have been, Probably always will, Had to learn from a young age, To not always have a bunch of things, Never could understand, Why there was such a need, To have this and that, Always grateful for what I had, Always tried to make the best, Even sometimes having second hand, I was not one that was spoiled, I was raised by a single parent, Who couldn’t always afford many things, I am not a woman of complexity, I am one, who rather focuses on other things, There is so much more to life, So much more to this world, Than to always worry completely, About what clothes one wears, Although clothes can sometimes say certain things, Sometimes we forget to look more within, We get so blinded by things that don’t even matter, So although I am not a woman of ...

All of my life the only parent I ever knew was my mom Rose. I can only recall one time during my childhood before I entered my 7th grade year on meeting my father. That was a less than pleasant experience. One I don't talk about that often because although I have been working on forgiving and letting it go even after all these years it still is hard on occasion. Not that my mom wasn't a great parent growing up as she was, but being told you are not one's child can be hard especially when you are twelve. Although maybe not the best thing to deal with being raised by a single parent did have it's advantages at times. I learned a lot of lessons I am not sure I would have learned at that age. I learned very quickly how to save money, that you can't always have everything you want and to be okay with that, how to handle stress as much as possible on shortages, and that although packing and moving is hard you can make the best of it. I do know that I have a half br...

I believe in love, A deep wonderful emotion, That might not always be easy, But is wonderful, And is worth it, I believe in dreams, Those that you can wrap yourself, Around and hold on tight, Those that might not always be easy, But always so worth it, At the end of every day, I believe in hope, To never give up, To keep on going, Despite it all, I believe in friends, People that can truly be there for you, No matter what you are going through, And loves you, And cares for you, Even through any short comings, I believe in humanity, Even though there is so much evil, So much hatred, So much pain, I believe there is still good, There is still wonder, There is still beauty, There is still hope, At the end of the day, I believe in God, The Heavenly Father, The one that sent His Son, In order for us to not perish, And to be able to live eternity, In Heaven with Him, I believe in joy, And wonder, And things beyond us, And seeing beyond, What we might see before us, We all have stories, We al...

Whenever I listen to that melody, Whenever I listen to those words, I go into a trace, I go into another place, I go into another state, My mind wonders, My thoughts move so quickly, I close my eyes, I take a breath, I listen to the words, Listen to the words, Listen to the emotions that run, Listen to everything as it hits my heart, Hits my inner being, Thinking about the time I first heard them, First felt them through my being, My favorite song, Those words that I can hear, When I listen to it, When I haven’t listened to it, When everything was dark, When everything is light, When everything is in between, Then you came into my life, And everything changed, Even how I felt toward my favorite song, There seemed to be deeper meaning, Deeper emotions, Deeper everything, And I felt that the song, Although probably dedicated to so many, Was so perfect for you and I, Because I knew at that moment, That not only my life had changed, That everything was wonderful, That everything was going ...

My first love now that is a very easy story to tell. His name was Matthew Pomazal but he went by Matt. I met him when we were in the 6th grade and he was my first crush and first guy I had feelings for. I remember the day I was playing four square with my best friend Lacy and was waiting to get back in when I noticed his brown hair with curls and his blue eyes. There was just a spark from the very beginning. From that day until the day I left to go to another school we were together as much as possible. We spent lunch together and when we started Junior High he would walk me to my various classes since we didn't have any together. He would even walk me to my bus and would talk on the phone. He was the first guy that ever told me that he liked me and that will always stick with me. I even did see him many years later and so much had changed. We did go out for lunch and catch up on times and I remember my heart beating fast still feeling those same feelings that were not gon...

I am so blessed to have so many great friends, Friends that are there for me every single moment, Different types of personalities, Different types of beings, Some knowing me longer than others, Some even a bit better than others, But all of them I feel some sort of connection, A friendship that is beautiful, A friendship that is true, A friendship that means the world to me, Even if I am not always able to express it, A friendship that goes on, That is there no matter the distance, Or time, Someone I can trust with my being, My heart, My emotions, My everything, I am so blessed, So blessed to have so many great friends, Those that stand through the test of time, Those that feel the hurt, That feels the pain, That feels the happiness, The wonder, The laughter, The tears, And everything in between, I am so blessed, To have so many best friends, Ones I have known for just short period of time, And those I have known for years, I don’t know what I would do without them, The conversations,...

Here is day 1 of 30 in blog form :) My name is Mandy was born Mandy L. Howarth but now Shorb. I was married in October 23rd of 2004 and Divorced in April of 2007 I decided to keep the last name as I had a lot of things set up by that time with Shorb and didn't see the point in changing it until hopefully getting married again. I have been running yahoo groups for a long time back when they were yahoo clubs. I was born with not knowing my father which has since continued last I knew he lived in Arizona back when he still owed child support. His name is Jack and my mom's name is Rose. I was raised as her being a single parent pretty much all my life but I couldn't ask for a better mom she is one of my best friends. I am currently 29 will be the big 30 on February 15th of next year but for me age doesn't seem to matter I have gone through a lot in my life that I am not like OMG type like many others have been. I have been an asthmatic for 11 of those years being diag...

Words buzzing around me, Emotions pouring to the page, Cannot seem to stop, Addiction to these written words, A conversation here and there, Talking to some of my closest friends, Listening to everything around me, Listening to the peace, Heart is racing, Cannot wait until tomorrow, Get to see so many people, Loving every single moment, Pain sometimes washing through, From the fall over a week ago, Working through it all, Just got to keep on writing, Missing those that I don’t always get to see, Wishing I could see others I haven’t yet, Emotions pouring to the page, Chores never feel boring, When there is so much to look forward to, It is days like this, Even through the rough spots, The bad times, That makes everything in life so worth it, Emotions pouring to the page, Letting every thought, Wish, Hope, Dream, Just flow, Not worrying about tomorrow, Not thinking about yesterday, Just enjoying the day for what it is, Happy about the things in life, Focused on the happiness, Knowing tha...

Cannot stop thinking, Feeling, Knowing, Believing, Wishing, Hoping, Dreaming, Beauty resounds, Never ending, Always beating heart, Wanting to hold you forever, Wanting to be with you to the end, Never ceasing, Never changing, Only growing every single day, Love, Love, Love that always comes, Comes to my heart, Comes to my soul, Sings from up high, Sings from glory, Glory, Beauty, Forever, Always wanting, Always needing, Want to hold you, Want to kiss you, Want to just be, Want to snuggle, Want to cuddle, Want to feel every, Every, Everything around you, Everything with you, Every moment, Love, Love, You and me, Together, One, Being, Always, Blissful, Happiness, Never ending, Forever, Love, Cannot stop, Will never end, Always wanting, Always needing, Us, Until the very end, The end of time, End of eternity, I love you, I love you my darling, Love you forever, No matter what is going on, This love, This is a love of a lifetime, Never ending, Never ceasing, Just being, Forever.

Have you ever really wanted to learn how to successfully make, help co own, or moderate a group? Well now is your chance you will be getting tips, hints, and real advice from someone that has been referred as the Groups Queen. Currently I own 6 groups and moderate 3. I have owned and moderated many various groups ever since groups were clubs in 1999. If you have any specific questions at anytime on any subject or point on this please feel free to reply to the post or email me at mandyshorb@gmail.com How Do You Make A Group? Once on the group’s page you click on the upper right corner where it says: start your group today. You click on that to get started on making your own group. The very first thing you have to do is categorize your group this is to help those to find a way to your group other than advertising it to your friends and any other groups you might be in. Once you figure out exactly where you want to place your group you click on the button place my group here. You ...