Creative Writer Meets The World

Try to breathe, Inhale, Exhale, It isn’t that difficult right? Try to not cough too much, Take the inhaler, Make tea, Check, Check, Chest hurts, Hands trembling, Feeling tired, Feeling not tired, Please no migraine, Not this time, Pain is enough, Please no dizziness, That is never fun, Just sit, Just sit, Hold on, Not the first time, Not going to be the last, Tea is still too hot, Drink slowly, Just keep the breathing, Inhale, Exhale, Might not seem hard to most, But for an asthmatic, For someone who is struggling, It can be the hardest thing in the world, Medications can only do so much, Even if you are on what you need, Pain, Pain, More chest pain, Use to it by now, Just work through it, Got to keep writing, Keep the words going, Just focus on anything else, Anything else but the pain, Remember the difficulty of working, When one like this happened, The way minutes seemed to be slow, Like if it was just mere seconds, That everything seems crazy, And your mind wonders, Because you can...

Cannot feel, Cannot sense, Cannot be real, This has to be a dream, This cannot be reality, This has to be some sort of dark fantasy, You cannot be gone, This has to be a nightmare, This cannot be, Cannot feel, Cannot get my senses, Cannot even cry, Emotions deep, Emotions drain, Emotions, Can I even feel them? Can I even sense them? Can I even see my own heart? Can I find a way to even process? Can I find a way to even see? Keep myself busy, Keep myself thinking, Keep myself doing anything, No matter what I do, Who I talk to, I just cannot feel, Cannot feel, Cannot sense, Did I lose it? Lose my heart? Lose my emotions? Lose it all? All I feel is numb, Numb where I cannot cry, Cannot get past, Cannot even begin, Begin to try, Begin to feel, What am I going to do? What is going to happen? What is going to come? All I want is to feel, Even if it is the pain, Even if it is the rain, Just something, Anything, Anything than this, This numb, This lack of feeling, That lies deep within my hear...

Will you take that chance? Take that leap? Give it your all? Give it true? Will you take that moment? Let down your guard, Give me those words? Give me that what I crave, Or will you let me walk away? Will you take that chance? Will you finally see what others have seen, For so long? That has seen for many months, For many days, For even those that might not know us well, Especially me? Worry maybe a bit less, Trust a bit more, Believe what is us, Don’t let anything tear down, What we can be, Will you take that chance? Will you give it your all? Without thinking, Without always worrying, Just give into that moment, Know that it rings true, Know that it rings within, Stop with the excuse, No more saying you feel pressured, You know it is true, The emotions, The feeling, The love within, So take that chance, Even if you are a bit unsure, Life is never fully certain, Things always change, But if you take my hand, Take it right now, Take it true, Know that I will stand with you, Stand with...

I hear your voice calling, I hear it in my mind, I hear it in my soul, I hear it in my heart, I hear it my dear, I hear your voice calling, Through the space, Through the time, Through every moment I feel alone, Every moment I wish for something, So hard and deep, Through the hardship, Through the dark days, It carries me through, It carries me through that moment, And the moment next, I hear your voice calling, Calling out my mind, Calling me toward you, Telling me to not give up, Telling me to not give up the hope, Give up the love, Give up the dreams within, Moments might seem dark, Light might seem dim, It keeps pushing me, It keeps calling me, Telling me to keep holding on, Telling me to keep on going, Even through this dark moment, Even through this dark day, That the one will be with me, The one will be there for me, The one will love me always, I hear your voice calling, Hear you calling out my name, Calling me like a song, Calling me, Pulling me close, Bringing me in, Holding ...

Restless tonight, Something is just not right, Thoughts are running high, Screaming through the corners of my mind, Wondering, Wishing, Needing, Something more tonight, Lost in thought, Lost in moments deep, Had hopes high, Then they disappeared again tonight, I wished so hard, I wished with all my might, And then nothing came, And I was left disappointed, Restless tonight, Something is just not right, As much as I hide within, As much as I hide deep within my walls, Deep within my heart, Deep within my soul, Behind the mask, The one most cannot see, The one I hide from, Restless tonight, Wanting nothing more than to be held tonight, Wanting nothing more to feel love, Wanting nothing more to feel happiness, That reaches deep, Reaches deeper than anything in the world, Reaches to the depth of your heart, The depth of your soul, The depth of everything around you, Restless tonight, Wishing for peace again, Wishing for something deep, Wishing for something calming, Wishing for something m...

I want it all, I want everything, I do not want to settle, I want what my heart desires, I want what my dreams are made of, I want my dreams made flesh, I want my dreams made into reality, I want it all, I want the romance, I want the words, I want the actions, I want the future, I want to be with you, Until the end of time, I would give you everything, All that you need, All that your heart desires, Help build, Help create, All of your dreams, Help you achieve them into reality, Help you achieve them into flesh, I want it all, No more hiding, No more holding back, Just being, Just being together, Just the love, Just everything, Time to pull back the emotions, Time to pull back anything that holds you, Holds you back from me, Holds you back from this love, Holds me back from being able to give you, Everything that is within, Everything that lies deep, Deep within my heart, Within my soul, Release, Release the walls, Release that hold, Because I want it all, I want you, I want you alway...

Will the stars align tonight? Will my dreams come true tonight? On this most magic of occasion, On this most magic of nights, On this most wonderful of days, Will what I have wished for, What I have hoped for, What I have dreamed of, Come true tonight? Will the stars align tonight? Will the one thing, I wish for above everything else, Come true tonight? Will I have the words I have longed to hear, The ones that whisper sweetly in my ear, The ones that whisper in my heart, The ones that can change everything I know, Everything I see, Everything around me, Will I have what I have been hoping for, The only true gift I really want? The only true gift I want to receive? Will the stars align tonight? Will my dreams come true tonight? Will things change finally? Will things be the way I hope, The way I have always dreamed of, The way I have always imagined in my mind, In my heart, In my soul, In every part of my being, Will the stars align tonight? Will it finally come together? Will it final...

He gave it all, He gave us everything, He gave us His life, So that we may live eternally, He let Himself be made into flesh, To be ridiculed, To be hurt, To be disbelieved, To be put on the Cross, To make that victory at Calvary, To make that victory over sin, Over death, Over things that we deal with everyday, Because He loved us, He gave it all, He gave us everything, He gave us a gift, So we may be saved, So we may have salvation, As long as we believed, As long as we grasp to the knowledge, That we are lost without Him, That we have no hope without Him, That we need Him in our lives, That we cannot live without Him, He gave it all, For us to find this way, To find our path toward Him, To accept Him into our life, To hold onto to that, To give everything we have to Him, To let Him lead us, To guide us, To carry through, To carry through all the good times, To carry through all the bad times, And all the times between, Through all the tests and trials, All you have to do, Is pray to...

All he wanted for Christmas, All he desired, All he dreamed of, Was to be by your side, To be with you, To care for you, To love you, Even if it was still soon, All he wanted for Christmas, All he thought of, Was how happy he actually felt, After so many years, After so many times, After so many hardships, After so many disappointments, After so many rough patches, He saw new hope, He saw new light, He found his belief in love again, Even if he never fully gave up before, I could tell the change, The change in his voice, The change in his heart, The change in his mind, The change in his soul, But then you turned it around, Told him things, Said things, Made that happiness disappear, Made that voice change again, Made him feel it was him, Feel that it was his fault, That he did something wrong, All he wanted for Christmas, Was something that couldn’t be given, As a material thing, Just your heart, Just your love, Just something that you cannot measure, Just something that he wanted to h...

We’ve always been close, We’ve always been closely linked, We’ve always seemed to have parallel lives, When it comes to love, When it comes to friends, When it comes to things, That is around us, Maybe not always the same, Maybe not always a duel copy, But we both have gone through so much, So much close to the same time, Close to the same moments, Closer than most could ever think, I understand you more than most, I know what lies within your heart, I know what lies within your soul, I see it all, I see it more, Because I am your best friend, I am the one that has been by your side, The one that has your back, The one that is there through thick and thin, And although we have had our downs, As well as all the ups, Because I care about you, Because I love you, Because I want the best for you, We’ve always been close, I have always been there, Even through those dark times, My mind was always on you, I always cared about you, Always wanted your happiness, Always wanted you to feel, Love...